I'm in the dark with just little light I'm scared and sad with many frights I'd've been down here for so how long it's been days and months to years to come I have no family nor do I have friends it's just me with these monsters in my head the monsters are mean they tell me to do things they tell me to cut one two three they say the have I be deep deeper than the blue sea they want to see me bleed I looked down at my stained red feet I want to stop but they want more so I guess I'll be gone it doesn't matter because I have no one I'm in the dark with just little light I'm scared and sad with many frights

I stand on this bridge facing my death to end this agony and pain to fly away to the heavens above to feel happy and free again I don't want the darkness to surround me I want light and joy and shine but I can't have those things down here on earth so I must take a step a forth to fly
I'm falling and falling till everything goes black I wake up to an angle all dressed in white I feel something thumping on my chest  a heartbeat I got one at last then something changed inside of me a relief of happiness came to be my frown went upside down with my teeth shinning so bright  with a relief and a sigh and giggles started to come out

Im in the dark with just little light
Im scared and sad with many frights
Ive been down here for so how long
Its been days and weeks
I  have no family nor friends
Its just me with these monsters in my head
The monsters are mean
They tell me to do things
They tell me to cut one two three
They say they have to be deep deeper than the sea
They want to see blood
They want to see me bleed
I looked down by my red stained feet
and notice I made a pool of my own blood
I wanted to stop but they want more
So i guess ill be gone but it doesn't matter cause I have no one
Im just in the dark with just little light with monsters in my head

I know how to give
Not because I have much
I just know how it feels to have nothing

I'm so numb
I cant feel
I need to know if I'm still alive
But how there's only one way
and I cant go through that path again
I cant... I shouldn't... BUT I MUST!
I grabbed a blade dugged it into my poor lifeless skin
I started to feel
I feel the pain
I feel the blood dripping
and I hear it splashing to the floor
to the puddle by my feet
I feel alive I stopped for a second
But here comes the numbness and the lifeless me again
I needed more
I cut again a I ripped my skin apart inch by inch
I felt so alive like I'm not dead that I'm actually living