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Lillieanna May 2014
True Happiness comes from within
Not from the new trends or how many friends
Nor It doesn't come from popularity
Or how cute you look
It cannot be purchased by a store with new clothes and new looks
Or with a new pair of those high heels that you want to get
You cannot attach a value for it
If you want true happiness take a look inside and find it
Its deep inside in your heart
Its the treasure that you must cherish
Its happiness
Lillieanna May 2014
Hope is where you start to begin
To hope for the better than the worse
To hope to have a brighter future and to live on
To actually smile than the fake ones you do everyday
Hope brings you further in life
To love
To care
To shine
Lillieanna May 2014
She sat alone in her room
Her screams are silent
but her mind is very violent
Her insecurities are mean
and they eat her alive
A tear rolled down her face
And her heart started to race
She grabbed a blade took it to her skin
She cut deep where her depression lives
It went on for days, months and years
Until one day she cried and said she had enough
This world is to tough
She took a gun to her head so congratulation society she is dead
Lillieanna May 2014
She
she is crying
she is in pain but is still smiling
she wants to go away
she is suicidal
she is hurt
she is cutting
she is screaming but its silent
she is depressed
she is misunderstood
she is confused
she is ****** up
she is judged
she stressed
she is alone
she is me...
Lillieanna May 2014
This is the chair I sit at everyday in my room
That is the door I see every time I close it
Here are the same songs I listen too on repeat
Here are the tears that drip down my face

While I walk to my desk
I start writing a goodbye note
My heart filled with pain with all the darkness inside of it
I put the letter in an enveloped and I kissed it while I slipped it under my moms door

It was time for me to leave and say goodbye to this cruel world
I went to the same door I always closed
I went and grabbed the chair I always sit in
I turned up my music I always listen to repeatedly
I grabbed a rope I tied It and wrapped it around my neck
I stood on the chair and the chair left me...

I struggled
Everything's getting blurry
I'm making noises
Then I started relaxing
The pain was going away
I closed my eyes
Now I'm sleeping
Goodnight
Lillieanna May 2014
I am wounded
My soul bleeds
This is the price I get
For being me
Lillieanna May 2014
Yesterday I was happy cause I was with you

Yesterday I was having fun  
Today I'm crying

Yesterday I was in love
Today I'm broken

Yesterday you were laughing and I was smiling

Yesterday I had hope
Today I have nothing

Yesterday was good but today... I'm frozen and broken beyond repair
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