To win this race I
Need strength and power
I need the hand of Jesus
Every minute in the hour
I need his loving touch
To start me on my way
I am thankful for his son
As I honor him today
  
Holiness he desire to
Live it in my life
To always remember, to
Do that which is right
To fight to win this race
As I travel through this land
To speak of his goodness
To every woman and man
  
Never forget to bow down
Humble yourself to pray
Jesus is the answer
He’s the only way
He is my savior
My joy, my friend
He holds the future
The beginning and the end
He is your peace
In time of sorrow
He holds today
He is tomorrow
  
Jesus is the answer
He’s yours, he’s mine
He will not delay
You can reach him
Any Time
The life that we live
Take it day by day
Jesus is the answer
He’s the only way

Silence of the night, bring so much fear
He stole; he took, from me what is dear
That creaking old board that’s loose in the hall
The monster that tried to hinder my call
Mama; help me, this isn’t right
Your man in my room creeping in the night
Don’t you care that your baby is being *****
Don’t you care how her world is being shaped?

How can you lay there mama and hear my screams
How can you let this monster in my dreams?
How can your heart say you love me so much
But yet you let this monster fill me with hurt
I’m your little girl; you should keep me in your sight
But you let your monster creep in my room at night

The smell of his breath, and deceit in his mind
You let this monster **** me time after time
I’m afraid mama, can’t you see I’m scared
Please keep this monster out of my bed
I hear you crying in the room next door
How long will you lay there, how much more?

Why let him ruin your little girl’s life
Why let him creep in my bed at night
Every time he touch me I call out your name
You stand outside my door crying won’t do a thang
I cry all the time because I’m filled with fright
Cause your man won’t stop creeping in my room at night

I cannot forget you not today or ever
I can’t let go of what held us together
A soft gentle touch on the side of my face
Your hot burning kisses that last for days
A candle light dinner, underneath the stars
Soft gentle hands, oil, and a massage
Trying to let go within myself
But memories of you is all that’s left

Bodies melting together on summer’s night
Burning desires taking me to new heights
Flowers and pictures hanging on the wall
Pride always comes before a great fall
Never not ever got over your death
Memories in my heart is all that’s left

Your face rotating in my mind on repeat
To many nights without enough sleep
Holding on to something I’ll never get back
Your shirts and ties on the table in a stack
Seeing your shadow passing in the night
Quickly floating out of my sight

Wondering about some of the things you said
Hurting, remembering you while crying in bed
When I thought I couldn’t do anything right
Your comfort made everything shine so bright
I will not give you up, no one should dare try
To make me forget or even say goodbye
Everything you were I’ll keep to myself
And realize that of you
Memories is all I have left

Pain is an army that fights
Without Honor
It travels in packs attacking
Your heart by the numbers
It will not pull punches
It let them all fall
It stands out, stick out
Like a tower, it’s tall
It’s to blame for most tears
And what we call our fears

Pain is strong, fearless, and holds
Strong like a leech
Very few break free and win in defeat
Never fight with pain, a fight you won’t win
You struggle all your life and
Pain prevails in the end

Facing reality to night and I
Don’t like what I see
A man setting on a big throne
With his eyes pointed at me.
So many people standing around with
Their heads hanging low
I’m afraid what the Lord may say
So in my heart I must go
I tried to hide behind the crowd
Didn’t want to know my fate
The lord cried “come back!”
For you my child it’s too late

I starred at the other people faces
And we all had the same look
There’s no hope for us when
God judge us from his book
Liars, backbiters, fornicators, and all
Slipping in the darkness, led to your fall
My book is open so said the Lord
Why didn’t you stop and examine your heart
You can’t be with me, I forbid all sin
I warn you daily before your end

My book will judge your every secret fault
Everything you took, everything you bought
Beyond this door lies another door
Once entered, your time is no more
Every secret thing you thought you hid
Every no good thing you ever did
My book is open to send you in a mist
Where you will never ever exist
You hated your neighbor, lied to your friend
Took church tithes, and didn’t amend
You took from the poor and didn’t care
You ignored me every time I were there

You slept at night with lust on your mind
I tried to correct you time after time
My book is open to judge you and I will
Your time is up, your faith now sealed
My word will warn your family and friend
If they fail to listen; my book will open again.

I now believe that we are truly
Living in the end time
Killing, stealing, hatred, lying
So much hatred and crime
Peace use to be plentiful
Hanging on every vine
War has risen from way beyond
A frightening and terrible sign
Love is out battle and somehow
Fail to stick around
Hatred took its place and
Now the world is bound.

Thick clouds of sin formed
From every parts of the earth
Bringing forth pain and our
Generation it’s trying to curse
Losing so many young people
Both day and night
It’s hard to point out the wrong
And keep up with the right                                                                          

Hidden things in government policies
Seems like the world is headed for a fall
No one is in agreement, arguing, pointing fingers
And truly this is not all
Fathers missing their daughters and
Mothers crying for their sons
They say money is short, but
Yet they got it to burn
There is never nothing new always
The same old lines
Now we ask the question
Are we living in the end time?

So many churches out there but
Yet there is only one God
No one wants to communicate so
The churches are distance apart
Through all the trouble I know
An answer must lies ahead
Are we really on top of things
Or are we blind and falsely misled
Through the word of god and                                                                      
His everlasting power
There is an inward peace through
The passing of the hour

Though some may possess a lot
Of wisdom and some a lot of wealth
I try to put God first and
Forget about myself
When it all comes down to
Where we place our trust
Giving it over to the Lord
For me is always a plus
When I look all around
My eyes behold all the signs
Knowing that Jesus is soon to return
Because we are living in the End Time!

Take a second, take a pause
Sat back and ask yourself
What’s the big deal with Santa Clause?
So he supposed to be this super hero
That brings good cheer and joy
But I know someone that does it better
It’s Jesus! Mary’s baby boy


So I told Santa My bills was due
And I was a little low on cash
He told me his magic
Only works once a year
Light some candles
And hope it lasts
You see, I gave
Jesus the same situation
And he told me to fret not
Just pray and leave it
In my father’s hand
He will never and has not forgot


I told Santa my family
Was hungry and
We could really use a meal
Santa response was:
I know not to expect milk
And cookies from you,
Really; what’s the big deal?
I turned it over to Jesus
And I loved his response
He said; my child;
Nothing is impossible for me
I fed a multitude with
2 fish and 5 loaves of bread

So now I am looking at Santa
And it is all becoming clear?
That Santa cares not for me, but
To be famous once
Throughout the year
But Jesus, that man alone,
And his father
Stuck by me the whole 365 days
So why not devote to him
My time and my life
So this year I probably
Won’t see Santa
And receive a balloon
Boat or ball
But who cares?
Jesus supplies my every needs and
He’s my all and all.