Somethings
I dont understand
You want me to be there for you
But
You refuse to take my hand
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I told you I would wait
Clueless on how many battles I had to take
Knowing I kept standing just for you
Its a shame that I was the only one to hold our promise and the only one to see it through
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But its okay
I use my depression and sadness sometimes in a different way
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So be happy the best way you can
And I thank you
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For making not trusting you or anyone like that ever
Ever
Again

It takes time to gain someone
but
Can be lost in the matter of seconds
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It takes time to find your dream
but
Can be lost within a single weapon
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I had a dream
I wouldn't be that mad scout
I have a future
I wouldn't be the only one who took the last route
I have a past
That I had been hit with belt's and paddles
Just because I didn't take that trash out
but my present
Is taking a journey on a horse without a secure saddle
That's a loose pouch.
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Now this is what I know
People judge others on what they believe
So this is how it goes
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I fall off stage
I didn't feel embarrass
People laughed at me with look's
Like I was an abuse parent
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I ran away
Cause I was sick of the lies
But I was telling the truth everyday
So inside I cried
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To be continued

Running down trails
That can lead to a better future
Reading down books
That can be without violence
And convict shooters
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Everyone has a dream
And a different story
Looking through visions
And past tense through out a different glory
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But time everyone waste
Switching happiness to anger
When a good flavor turns into a bad taste
That's how some people judge us from our past race
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But we must keep going
Running past a stop light
When the red color keep showing
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Your being misleaded
Not abused when you don't follow the rules
But in a statement where your being mistreated
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The End of My story pt 2
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Poet after poet
We always get better
Time after time
We always spread apart
Or stick together
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Our life is like a script
Waiting for the next page to be known
Your mind is like a Diamond
But your heart is so bright
Its a reflection of pure gold
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So what part is made of pure steel
Arm's and Limb's hanging off your body
Like there part of cardboard
And Strong stitches of leaves and hard stem's
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My New Feeling

My place is here
Speaking true words
Removing my unknown fear
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My time is now
Revealing pressure off my chest
That weights over a thousand pounds
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My time is over
Relieving stress off my mind
While I'm staying sober
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But why am I still here
Spreading knowledge to strangers that are never near
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But so very close
If you shoot a gun in a patteren
It'll  be know as a musical note
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The End of my story

Word's until now were never written
It's was forgiven as a death note
but received as a death sentence
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Quotes and Chapters
Different sides of stories with in quotes of laughter
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But every single page has a character to tell
Memories fighting with thoughts
As one man holds the gun
Then the other is pledge to tell
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One man
One story
One heaven
One glory
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One dream
Two paths
Three different layers to deal with it as you pass
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I rest my case

A new year
And a new beginning
Refreshing my memory that no one is getting
Refreshing my mind that no one thanking
Dream's are pasting my eyes
But i'm so very patient
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Dream's are very equal
But can be very different
Just how goals can change into a secret mission