Finally,
                                                     I'm back
                                  Unleashing word's of poetry when I attack
                                  Singing word's of truth when they attach
                          And keeping word's of silent's when they react
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                                                Fast as the cold wind
                                             Thicken through the air  
                              As flame come past as my known sin
                                                         Man
                                                     I am back
                 With better word's like forty knives are on my back
                                    Like Nail guns shot up my leg's
                                    Brick's and Tools betraying me
                         Like turning into people and ripping off my head
                                           Man I wish I was dead
                                                         But
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                                                   I'm still alive  
                          Whip's and Chains are marking from bruises
                                  Trying to take my forbidden pride  
                                   But I just wanted to let you know
                                                     I'm BACK

Fallen in darkness
  Or in love
given up on the one I loved
Thinking of what I've done
  Or what she did
To late the relationship already been

When I was yong I'd hurted everyone
                        Even my self
Knowing that there was nothing I could of  done
i wish i could of said sorry of how we had fun
When I hurted you in dougeball
When I hurted you in every thing over all

I don't care who's around me
             Demons already surround me
                      God found me
             And told me to do the right thing
       When I see a sign from a bright dream
        And wake up from a baby scream
Because he had a nightmare what it seems
  But when you woke your no longer mean When your frighten you'll no longer dream

Life to me is struggle that I try to push and make it everyday, but to others life is happiness and joy threw their lifetime, or showing everyone your name or face in the history book when you're dead because he/she pushed forward others to get where they are now or were.
Life of solitude is a sign of self hatred and doom cause i'm all alone in a quiet room writing down song’s while rocking along thinking if ill die now or later maybe by my brother maybe by my saver i’d daydream that i was walking down a dark and sad road seeing my memories of despair then a glow came upon at the end of the tunnelly road it was reality  i ran back deeper into the darkness cause if ill die alone least ill die happliy if i could draw with no interruptions and dream without ending is the life i want to be spending

I let everything go even my soul to the one above never to the one below.
I forgave all but got stab´d with a curse waiting to fall here's a joke why do people look at you at you wrong when you get your mail.
My dream as failed, my life starts with a living hell but im ready till my ending bell, tick tock my count down I won for fourteen years so I will never back down.
     I never wanted help which I never got if your alone please like to fill in the hole which we all could of forgot.

I run fast, but I read slow, I climb mountains high, but kick trees low,i'm brave, but nervous, fight til' my death, still my same purpose.                                              Til I see heaven from my head to my toe i'll p0$$ off hell as I know.
              [He tried to **** me in my sleep, but jokes on him, because I know how to control my dreams from leam to leam].
                                                 \True story, but God help't me though./