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LH Dillard Dec 2013
I lose myself like car keys
never where you left me
dig me out of the coat pockets
from between couch cushions
searching
somewhere in your sheets
behind the door
on the bookshelf
beneath the floorboards
I am here
under your bed with all the other things you cannot bring yourself to throw away
LH Dillard Oct 2013
They say every scar tells a story
   so if I run my fingers across my hips could I read all the thin white lines like braille?
my skin cracks in all the places where you lived
and if I dug inside
would I only pull out splintering fragments of you?
I have burned this body down a thousand times
you always remain
LH Dillard Jul 2013
"I didn't think you where that kind of girl,"
this is something you said,
and it cuts into my mind
and I realize I have no idea
what kind of girl
I am
LH Dillard Jul 2013
you feel like blasphemy
(our love is sacred)
your lips gently whisper prayers across my skin but
the way you say my name illuminates our biblical fate
and this sin becomes easy
Here, beneath your holy weight
I am no longer afraid of what I might weather
behold, the storm of oblivion
behold, a sulfur lake engulfed in an eternity of flame
I know, only now-
that hell could not match
the heat
between your skin
and mine.
edited 9/5/22 from 2013
LH Dillard Jul 2013
It is
2:41 A.M
( I think)
I am talking
to a ghost
and I cant
quite recall
how it felt
when your
velcro lips
unravelled
my
heart
LH Dillard Jul 2013
I loved you so ******* much
but now there is something empty about your stare

strangers light matches in empty stairwells
and they know each other
better than I know you
LH Dillard Jul 2013
you’ll fall
for his voice
and the way he says
your name like it’s a
puzzle
and how he always yawns
when he’s nervous
but you never
stop to ask about
the trembling of his hand
as you
roll up your sleeves
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