To makes sense of it all
doesnt make sense at all..
Like hitting the sky when you fall...
well ive fallen... fallen deep in love
No one understands it except my god up above
I dont know what you want
I give you you everything you disire
love you till the very end
Somtimes the truth doesnt rhyme my friend...
but time is what im really tired of
Spending it crying hard to trust theres a reason for spying..
Inside im dying of the insanity within me
But honestly you put it there
When you made it clear you didnt care
When u lied
You ****** lied
Once more nd we may hve to divide
Cuz lies plus lies equals no trust

Girl you got what I need
But this things so stressful
I wish I smoked ****
But u around me it the one thing I need
I wont beg I wont pleed
**** that im already on my knees
I cant act hard
With you im hollow
Lead me anywere and ill follow
Wether its up or down
Smile or frown
Ill be ur rock always holding u to the ground
Wether we laugh nd fool around
Or stare at eachother nd not make a sound I need you ik this Is love I feel
The happiness, strussful, druglike feelings shows me its real
As I sit here and watch you on skype
I think about our beautiful life
The one ahead when ur my wife
Everything wont be nice but nothing perfect youll argue and laugh jst find someone thats worth it

A friend told me my poems are sad
like im always depressed and mad
Telling to cheer up, be glad
Like i can get rid of the emotions i had
Or have
The things i be dealing with
Im just bein real and ****
Wish i had drugs to take away the feel of it
But this is suppose to be happy
So yay thumbs up my life is ******

Help I'm lost in this L-U-V
Has me feelin more alive than my ADHD
I can't even tell who
**** my feeling it's too hard to tell witch are true
I just want to be loved
Or liked
To feel more needed
More accomplished like I rode my first bike
Took my first hike
Flew my first kite
Won my first fight...
Please all I ask is to borrow
Your heart I'll protect it
So I can get through this sorrow
I need the cure
Even if it's fake
In my mind it's pure

I'm so lost
In my bed I turn and toss
That night I can't get out of my mind
There was something there I'm not blind
I'm tired of looking for love I can't find
That kiss
Sent me into a bliss
Those lips
dancing close holding your hips
I miss the feeling I had with you
I don't know if this will get to you
I probably won't even press send
Cuz I don't want to loose a good friend
But Ik.. I thought there was a spark
Now I'm left, confused in the dark

I really don't know what to write to right
This Is my way to let it out, just to right
I'll just talk about the luggage I carry on this flight
This light piloted by life
Me and my ex stay in fights
She left me I guess she had her rights
So lost a year of tears I cry out a night
Want her to be happy without me in her sights
Tried to run to my second love
I cud explain but it's tough
Stupid to think I have one but my problems are rough
Needless to say she went up in a puff
She got a man now yea just my luck
Emotions slapped around like a hockey puck
A old friend asked me to prom to get a tux
Talking to her brings up old feeling aww shucks
I think I like her now this *****
Want to kiss her don't know how she feels I'm stuck
Harder to control my heart than a wild buck
A girl I like really likes me
Want to go for it but I'm not ready
Sad to be single but stressful to go steady
I don't know if I'm ready
I don't know if I'm ready
I tried suicide seven times this week
And all it did is show me that I'm weak
Those that inherit the earth are the meek
I barley eat
Don't sleep
I'm a freak
deep down under the sheets
I'm a freak

I'm a fool
Yes I know
Use me like a tool
I'll fix everything you know
Treat me with love or be cruel
Just love me and I'll be good to go
Cut me off and cheat
I won't say anything my mouth I'll sow
Beat me like ur tenderizing meat
And blood will flow
I will never surrender to my defeat
I am a fool
Yes I know