As broken as I am
Turning every situation left
As if love has left
And I’m trying to love yet
My heart is Harden
The possibilities of it being played with is endless
My mind says
So delicate my heart
Be gentle with my heart
I ask of you to kiss my mind
With your eyes and let your lips
Sync to the melodic getaways
Let it play out
Until the seasons repeat
Let it play out
Until forever more
That I want to give it to you
but I’m sensitive to every situation
Dealt with it all in the past
Not wanting to come across another project
Trying to piece my heart together
Simultaneously finding myself
Wondering
Why I could never get anything right
Look at the waves how wild they can become
Yet so soft sometimes
Underneath lies a larges amount of nothing more
But it depends how you look at it
There is free Hillary written all over my canvas
The pen ran dry
The words remain the same with vivid details
Safe me
Reflected on her eyes
My own eyes
Your voice calms the wild
Throughout the storms
So soft spoken you are
So driven with your art
So multi talented *** you
I’ll let you tell it
Synced in with the melodic getaways
The energy so fire yet water nor anything can put it out

Leaving me with so much on my mind
I can't believe I roared the loudest in silent times and as time goes
On I realized I would have
Never been strong without loving myself first

NOT SURE IF I WANT TO  RUN FAST
SOMETIMES I FIND MYSELF
LOOKING BACK IN THE PAST
BUT I CAN’T STAY HERE ANY LONGER 
THIS PLACE IS NO PLACE FOR ME
I SWEAR I’M BUILT DIFFERENT
I SWEAR I’M NOT LIKE THESE OTHER *******
NO CLOTH HERE BUT YOU FEEL THE
TENSION
THIS THAT SHEIT THAT GET YOU 
TO THE FIFTH DIMENSION
ITS THAT GET YOUR MIND RIGHT
THIS THAT HAVE YOUR MIND TRIPPIN
FOREVER MISSING
THIS THAT GET YOU HIGH
FEELING REALLY LIFTED
THIS THAT FEELING EVERYTHING
ALL AT ONCE TYPE FEELING
I COULD TELL BY YOUR EYES
YOU NEED HEALING
I COULD TELL BY YOUR MIND
EVERYTHING FOR YOU IS MISLEADING
TRYING TO PIECE
PIECES ON TOP OF PIECES WHILE MIND SPEEDING
MIND ALWAYS RACING
ONE THING TO KEEP IN MIND IS TO
ALWAYS HAVE PATIENCE
YOU COULDN’T GAIN WASTED TIME
IF YOU WANTED TO
THERE’S JUST CERTAIN SHEIT
WE GOT TO GO THROUGH
FOR THE BETTER VIEW
THE BETTER ANGLE
WHERE YOUR MIND AT 
ITS NOTHING YOU CAN’T HANDLE
THIS THAT WE MAKE THE BEST
FROM WHAT WE GOT
IT MIGHT NOT BE A LOT TO YOU
BUT I’M HIGHLY THANKFUL
THIS THAT
HOLD ON
THIS THAT AND THE THIRD
WE REALLY DIFFERENT
NOT SURE IF YOU COULD TELL
THE DIFFERENCE 
HOW COULD YOU BE LIVING
IF YOU NOT RIGHT WITH YOURSELF
TIME TO GET RIGHT WITH YOURSELF
TIME TO LET GO OF ANYTHING THAT
IS HOLDING YOU BACK
MIND GOING THROUGH BRUTAL ATTACKS
HOLD ON
THIS THAT NATURAL SHEIT
THIS THAT
YOU WATER ME 
I WATER YOU
TYPE SHEIT
THIS THAT
WE AIN’T DONE YET
THIS THAT WE FORGIVE 
BUT NEVER FORGET
**** ITS THAT HARD
**** WE GOT TO GO THAT HARD
WE ON A MISSION
I SEE THE POTENTIAL
I SEE AMBITION
SCULPTING MYSELF ONLY TIME WILL TELL
THIS IS THE BEGINNING
LET THAT SINK IN
I SWEAR EVERYDAY IS SOMETHING DIFFERENT
THERE’S NO PLACE HERE
FOR IGNORANCE
SOME GRASP SO MUCH
YET NOTHING
SOME COULD BE SO DISGUSTING
CHOOSE WISELY
LET THEM TALK SPICY
DON’T LET THEM GET TO YOU
THIS THAT INNER PEACE
ALWAYS LEAVE WITH SOMETHING
THEY NOT USED TO
FOCUS YOUR ENERGY ON WHAT MATTERS
NO DEGREE BUT THEY GOT THEIR MASTERS
SHEIT ALL SEE THROUGH
NOTHING NEW
THEY WITH YOU WHEN YOU UP
NEVER SEEN SO MUCH MAKEUP
THIS THAT SAME RACE
LEARN TO HAVE PATIENCE
SOMETIMES IT MAY CAUSE FRUSTRATION
FEEL LIKE YOUR TIME STAY WASTING
ITS THAT FOCUS ON THE DESTINATION
GO YOUR OWN SPEED
GO YOUR OWN PACE
THIS THAT SAME RACE
DON’T BE IMPATIENT
THIS THAT CHOOSING ME FIRST THIS TIME
THIS TIME ROUND
WE DIGGING DEEP STARTING FROM
THE UNDERGROUND 
ITS THAT WE TAKING OUR TIME 
THIS THAT YOU FIND YOURSELF
THIS THAT GREAT FEELING
ITS THAT ZEN

I NO LONGER STRESS ANYTHING 
MY HAPPINESS AND PEACE OF MIND
OVER EVERYTHING
NOTHING LIKE A WILD
LIFE
NO RARA
JUST PEACE
LET GO
RELEASE
LET GO AND SEEK
ALL THINGS EVEN WHEN YOUR MIND IS WEAK
THIS IS A FOREVER THING
YOU GOING TO FEEL EVERYTHING
THIS IS A PROCESS OF SELF HEALING
CONNECT WITH YOUR INNER FEELINGS
REFLECT ON IT
EVERY BIT
EVERY OUNCE
ALL OF IT COUNTS
EVEN WHEN YOU DON'T THINK IT DON'T
YOU GOT TO BE REAL WITH YOURSELF
LET IT BE WELL KNOWN
YOU HAVE TO WANT IT FOR YOURSELF FIRST
SHEIT COULD BE A LOT WORSE
DON'T LET YOUR MIND CONFINE YOU
DON'T LET THAT SHEIT EAT YOU

IF YOU HAD A SIGN
A TOKEN THAT CHANGED YOUR LIFE
WOULD YOU TAKE THE CHANCE
WOULD YOU LET IT CHANGE YOUR LIFE
WHAT IF I TOLD YOU MY TOKEN WAS MY VOICE
WOULD YOU TAKE THE CHANCE AND LISTEN
IF YOU HAD A CHOICE
THIS THAT HIGH FEELING REALLY LIFTED
THIS THAT GREAT FEELING THIS THAT VISION
THIS THAT WE SPEAK SHEIT INTO EXISTENCE
SOME CAN'T STAND THE HEAT SO THEY DISTANCE
NO PETTINESS HERE
THAT AIN'T NOTHING NICE
YOU NEVER KNOW IF YOU'LL SEE THEM TWICE
THINKING YOU'LL SEE THEM TWICE
WHY WOULD YOU MATCH NEGATIVE ENERGY
WHY WOULD YOU EVEN WASTE YOUR TIME
GROWTH IS ESSENTIAL
I SEE THE POTENTIAL
KEEP GOING NEVER STOP
YOU DESTINED YOU BOUND
PICTURE YOURSELF AT THE TOP
BLESSINGS ON TOP OF MORE BLESSINGS
CAREFUL WHO YOU KEEP AROUND

NATURALLY EXPRESSING YOUR FULL ESSENCE WITH THE
ABILITY TO OPEN UP TO YOU, HAVING THE
KEY FOR YOU TO SHOW ME ALL OF YOU, I WANT TO SEE, FEEL, HEAR, TASTE, 
EVERYTHING; YOU HOLD THAT
DIAMOND PIECE THAT GEM
NEVER HAD I
EVER
SEEN SUCH A BEAUTIFUL
SOUL

Delicate flower you
I love the way you dance & sway to the wind
I love how you do your own thing
And when it rains
I love how your petals look afterwards
Look
How pretty your curls
How vibrant you are
Your golden skin
I want to kiss all over your favorite parts
Every bit of You is my favorite part

BEAUTIFUL LIES WERE YOUR TRUTH
EVENTUALLY I GREW
TIRED OF ALL OF THE
REASONS YOU GAVE
AND FOCUSED ON MYSELF BECAUSE
YOU ONLY CARED 
ABOUT YOURSELF
LOYALTY FIRST LOVE, ALWAYS