I'm staring out of nowhere
My eyes as heavy as the clouds in the sky
Wondering where is somewhere
Until my weightless eyes become cool and dry.

You see, I've got nobody
To sleep on days and wake up at nights are usual
This is not a tragedy
To fall in love is not an option, always a refusal

Insanity is what I'm good at
People call me crazy
I can never repel and attract
This place is getting hazy

I stare with blank stares
My mind is just empty
It's better than to glare
I still wait for serendipity

We're driven in a hot ***
It's just the world's twisted plot
Coincidence? I think not.

I feel like I'm just a dot
In this world's big, big riot
Please tell me I should have fought

I saw him walk passed through me
His feet was all I could see
Coincidence? It should be

But no, this was all planned
It was stitched on every strand
Put on each and everyone's hand

Coincidence? I think not
He saw me and I got caught
His eyes were cold, without thought

Believe me, that day,
I was shot
Coincidence? I think not.

I'm just nobody
What could I do?
Still trying to act silly
Whenever I see you

And now you have her
What could I do?
A fake smile is what I wear
Whenever I see you

Now you are avoiding me
What could I do?
You can't even look at me
Whenever I see you

What could I do?
The pain is always there
What could I do?
You don't even care

The moon and the sun
Together, they both run
At first, it was fun
But now they realized something must be done
Both holding their own respective guns
They say there must be only one
Stars watched cause they can do none
With what they're doing I am stunned
Watching them weighs a ton
They shouldn't stay like this for humans
I think they are in a trance
Shooting without any glance
For me, it's a kind of dance
That only the moon and the sun can do at once

When I feel like the world is falling
It's pieces crumbling
I held out a hand
Reach out the stars
And let them fall like grains of sand

But today
I feel like the grains of sand
Had turned into rocks of gray
I can't gather them
They're tied in bond

My heart is full
Pain is there, I know
I still try to act cool
And ,secretly, the constellations I've gathered
Rip me apart and all I feel is sorrow

When I see him
It's not butterflies I feel anymore
Fear is what it seems
Fear of losing
Losing what I don't have and for him
I'm a bore

She's the kind of girl you'll want to know
Happy, lively, she goes with the flow
But no, she's fragile from head to toe
She just never let anyone knows
Smiling, laughing, she is crazy
Frowning, crying, she is insane
In this kind of world, she feels dizzy
When will she find someone on the same plane?
The same craziness, same doubts, same interests,
The one who thinks she is the best
It's her other half
He who is on the same graph
A guy who'll fill his blank pages with ink
Someone who'll never leave even in one blink
"I'm perfectly fine" is her favorite line
Try to look for the other meaning behind
As you can see she is full of fear
Even around with her peers
Where can she find someone who'll be her soldier?
Someone who'll lend his two shoulders
Matured yet playful at the same time
Protector yet playmate who plays no game.
She is he
he is she
How can she find he?

I bumped my head with my own fist the other day
I don't know what was it but it was totally gay
I've been always the little girl who wants to play
Now I'm still this girl but with a lot to say
I saw him the other day
Believe me his eyes were full of sun's rays
He walked and made his way
He smiled and said 'hey,'
He was on my mind the whole day
I tried pushing it away
But he is like a sticky clay
One day I'll surely make him pay
I'll make him fall and stay
And then I'll be his day.