It all started one fine day,
And it all ended that very fine day,
If I could turn around and only ask why me?
What did I do to receive all these?
All I ever wanted was for all of you to accept me,
To leave that boy next door alone,
To leave that poor boy who sits alone in class,
To leave alone that boy who's battling his own struggles behind closed doors,
That boy was me,
Looking from above right now, I wished i could have done things differently,
Maybe I should have fought back harder, defended myself more,
But how is this fair,
While I was on the floor fighting for my life, begging every second that you would stop, you still stood there striking , charging , punching, assaulting every part of my helpless wounded body.
While I lay there at my most vulnerable state, you didnt stop, each of you stood there and watched me till I bleed to my demise.
Every menacing move you made on me was satisfaction to you but to me, It was the most agonizing, horrific and frightful last moments of my life.
What's is there left within me?
You didnt just break my bones, you broke my willpower to survive,
Did you for once stop to think, what it would have felt like to be in my shoes?
What it felt like to be at your most vulnerable state and have someone to take advantage of it with absolute zero guilt.
I'm forever shattered.
I'm forever traumatized.
I'm forever your meat to be taunted.
I'm forever broken.
While the ones to pay the price for my absence are my loved ones.
You did not just take the little boy next door's life away.
you took away his families hope and pride as they watch him burn for the last time. With no last words from him. With no last cries to his mother.
All there is left, is my memory and my painful story that must be shared to every bully victim. For justice will prevail and all the morally upright will be vindicated.”