Crutches are gone
Pain and Angst gather with each glance
Wheres the you to save you
Life is skewed
Abilities foregone
Matter is higher than the mind
Painful thoughts intertwine
A perfect embarrassment
The pavement is vacant
This somebody is a nobody
Primp and proper on paper and face value
It scented with delight and magnificence
Eyes are burned with malice
You wish, take me away from this hellish place
The wrongs won't make a right
Oh **** where is that light
A hot cigarette between your fingers
A chilled beer to your lips
You coerce pain away
And until the light of day
All else is at bay
As eyes open at crease
Peace is at a fast decrease
The day grows strong as you are weakened
To pretend only strengthens your ability to
Defend
Your mind is a killer
A force to be reckoned with
An unshakable legacy
Yet rather than replenish
Its bound to diminish
Without the you to save you
Who are you?

Its hard to every think
What has been is now gone
All the plans that we've discussed
Are skewed and forlorn
My surroundings are blurred
By the burning of my tears
Wish it would all vanquish
Wish it would all disappear
Only momentarily does the pain fade away
Because today is the last day
Of you and me

Every song changes meaning
Vehicles make me tear
Every where I'm looking
Reminds me of my aching
Mind wonders constantly
Of what has been and whats to be
Never thought their would be an end
To you and me

It has ended like a mid-day rain
The clouds have faded into vapor
And the dew dries
Against the wilted leaves
Heavy with polluted water.

Every thought returns with a vengeance
Aimed at me with torture on its tongue
Roaming from one extreme to another
Determined to knock me out into a state of apathy
It builds and it builds until it topples my mind
Vines wrap sticky thorns into each wound
Vengeance shines with all its glory
It rips happiness apart at all seams
A fridge abyss drowns my mind
Filling and filling until it spreads it ugly
Stricken with hatred and rage
I'm locked in only to battle the ugly
The ugly that's forced upon me
Heavy like bricks
It picks away destroying the best within
I become what I don't want to be
Hideous with resentment and pity
No one could love a face with such ugly