Im tired
Im hungry
There are bad substances in my body
They need to die
s.l.o.w.l.y
die


















(Private jk poem)

Time waits for no one.

Every day,
Every hour,
Every minute,
Every second
I get wiser.

Every day,
Every hour,
Every minute,
Every second
I get older.

Every day,
Every hour,
Every minute,
Every second
I get slightly closer to death.

Closer to peace,
Closer to serenity,
Closer to heaven.

how is it fair
that everyone else
fits in
but I don't.

how is it fair
that everyone else
is happy
but I'm not.

how is it fair
that everyone else
knows what they want to be
but I don't.

how is it fair
that everyone else
is in a relationship
but I'm not.

sorry that I'm not pretty enough
sorry that I'm not funny enough
sorry that I'm not interesting enough
sorry that I'm not good enough
for you.

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al
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ala
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la

Too many times I've tried
to unplug the switch,
turn out the light, to
take hands with the night
and float away with the shadows.

I cant help but feel,
no-one is there,
so I turn to the dark,
for the comfort I need.

So I reach for the blade,
that I don't want to see,
but is the only way,
to get what I need.

I then find it,
the point that crosses the line,
the line that separates me,
from them,
the people that are silhouettes,
in the life that I don't want to live.

best friends.

they listen,
they're there,
I can count on them,
and they care.

they're mad,
they're loving,
they mean well,
and they're forgiving.

they're crazy,
they're dopes,
but without them,
I couldn't cope.

I love them with all my heart,
and I couldn't imagine being apart.
They make me the happiest I ever could be,
they're like my sisters, family.