Each and every day I rise a piece of me is torn apart,  it's like a mouse following a snake to its trap  this feeling that aches my heart is causing nothing but miserable pain , everything that is around me is moving on,  growing,  evolving and I'm here waiting like a rock patiently praying for a miracle so I can finally move and say that I'm free from this ****** up world . society is bought with money its nothing compared to honey slowly depriving citizens from certain options .

your smile on a sunny day brings peacefulness and warmness to my heart creating a gap that can old me fixed with your name, in my dreams you are all I see nothing that can be compared to an island without a sea. everyone says that you are like a willow tree but I fairly disagree you are more like a queen bee flying swiftly with the breeze creating new blooming flowers. This majestic feeling cant be compared to any other your love for life can bring me joy simply my hearing your voice.  making me feel at home you always knew how to sing the right notes . all I really have to say is you are a majestic human being bringing life to this earth.

sadness overwhelms my heart rapidly slowly turning into madness, my visions getting blurry I can't see my goals they  are out of sight I opened up to something that doesn't exist,  my lungs are being twisted by something malicious this feeling is supiscious my ambitions are being torn right in front of me im trying to scream help me help I'm yelling but as I keep screaming I just keep sinking into a hole,  a hole that's filled with lost wishes and  dreams,  that teens can't fulfill because their feet are being tied down to a rock that sinks into unaccomplished dreams that's surrounded with nothing my coldness and remorse a feeling that can't be cured because its not something to forget .

every now and then these thoughts come creeping in just like a closet monster, what did I ever do to deserve this torment, the  face  of deception that replays in my brain is making me feel like I'm useless all I really needed was your attention not just The affection sometimes I question will I ever be able to trust all I really need is some angel dust so I can finally know what its like to be loved, this face that I cant see is frightening .im afraid of being alone, this secret that's uncomforting my soul comes with terrible thoughts,  all my life I felt like I was a mistake not knowing who I really was ...

The world has no remorse for putting drugs on this planet, slowly increasing deaths, you gave me a feeling of satisfaction for a while but all this came with a price that cant be solved with a bag of ice ,I'm screaming inside saying free me from this pain that's blinding my eyes I try to fight back but I cant take your  hand ,addiction is grabbing me from my wrist  with a rubber band slowly taking me further into disappointment a feeling hard to get rid of, right now im relying on the little sanity I have left, addiction its called a place where i cant be free a poison not like any other free me from this pain I think im going insane .

I can be worth more than gold or so I've been told each and every day I erupt with cheer cause I feel like a star in the night sky so bright I feel no fright, I'm slowly waiting to go out of sight so the sun can shine bright like the morning snow, flowers bloom and souls are doomed creating new life my smile is sharper than a knife , I can see a new world full of peace and kindness.....

Everything that exists now will slowly fade within seconds its as if everyone was holding different weapons because there was a gun my sanity is done sending bullets to my brain,  I feel like I'm going insane because of these weapons now everybody feels threatened  slowly causing the world to divide ,time passes by and there still guns why does this all happen ?  your words will never turn into reality slowly increasing deaths as the day's pass, this world only revolves around the economic class. schools are meant to be a safe haven for teens but because of these weapons, they grow up with a shadow consuming their hearts, creating a world that survives off of false hope