Forever In Your Debt


I'm forever in your debt
owing more to you than you to me
I have done nothing to prevent the tides
Only paranoia in my mind,
I'm forever in my debt
to myself and I,
I feel as though I need to cry,
But somehow just want to give up and die,
Although I still want to live my life,
And fight through it as sharp as a knife,
But still I am way behind,
I'm still trying to find,
A cure for what I'd call a curse,
Or wandering constantly in my head,
to the wildest places of the dead,
Voices I hear as clear as my own,
Weeping at night feeling so alone,
Is this something I deserve,
It's my mind you see,
And I'm forever in debt to thee.

By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose
~Peace~

01/01/2014

By LkSkyFlyRose

© 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

Burning With Ambition

I want to be a singer,
I want to be a star,
I want to be a writer,
And look right into the depths of who
you are,
I know there is a start line,
And I will not lose,
Because I do not believe in losing,
I have a life to choose,
And I'm pretty good at choosing,
I'm on fire,
Got it in my heart and soul,
I know I'm going to get there,
This is my time,
My time to shine,
At times I'll have a state of super-susption,
And sometimes I never listen,
But right now I'm
Burning with Ambition.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
Aged 13
~peace~

AKA: LkSkyFlyRose

© 2013 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

Missing You

When we were together it felt like there was no going apart, We'd been on and off so many times I could never see us depart, But it feels different this time like theres no love left, You hate me I can see it but for what reason can I ask? You push me aside like I was never a part of your life, You treat me like a stranger and get all rough and tough, I don't like that side of you, That side hurts, Knowing that I still love you so much is tearing me apart, Simple words like these are no way to explain, This extraordinary pain, I feel like getting on a plane and flying the farest away from you, But something keeps telling me to cling on to you, I am ever so confused and I don't know what to do, Whether to lash out in revenge and devilish schemes, Or to let it pass and move on to a new scene, But you want to make me jealous and you want to see me hurt, You've just achieved your goal, You've got yourself that job, And when you look at her, My friend she looks right back at you, And neither of you care that I'm right infront of you, I can see the spark is there and the fire will soon be lit, But I want to get some water and throw it all over it, I cannot help these feelings, I hope you understand, I know I no longer have a chance, Goodbye to you my love you have been an expirence to me, I can't be around you at these dark times, While I'm grieving over you, Still wanting to hold you, Even though you weren't that good of a kisser, I never knew I loved you this much until I let you go, But thats what I have to do, I have to let you go, I shouldn't steep in so deep afterall I'm only young, But that was the issue all along And now I'm left here with no one to pass that kind of love to feels like its worthless now, Most people give it to themselves to show some self love and confidence, But I'm just not that kind of person, I'm weird because, I'd rather feel the pain, So that one day when I'm smart enough I'll know then to look no further, That being alone with just friends is one of the strongest things you can do, I have to stop missing you.

By Larna Kira Kourtis
~Peace~
By Larna Kira Kourtis. AKA: LkSkyFlyRose

© 2013 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)

Forever in the moment but never getting out,

I cannot find a way in or a way out,

I feel so stuck but so unstuck,

I feel crazy and lazy and totally hazy,

But I'm forever in this moment and never getting out,

I can never seem to find a way out,

I feel so me but so not free,

I am insecure for no good reason,

Keep fighting my fears but never letting go,

But end up still feeling like I'll never know,

I don't know what's gotten into me,

I'm forever in the moment but never getting out,

Always feel like standing on top of a hill just to shout,

I've got to find a way out.


By Larna Kira Kourtis

~Peace~

If you're feeling rather lost,
And you've got no price or cost,
Then all I advise is you follow the red steps,
The color of that bright red show,
For if you've got no where else to go,
Then from miles away,
You can always reach them,
They will climb up rather high,
Like a rocket to the sky,
And if you keep walking you may reach the heavens,
Up there will be eagles that fly above your head,
So that they catch you if you fall down them hollow steps,
Once you reach the top,
You will find success,
So if you have a talent,
I'd advise you to
Follow the red steps.

By Larna Kira Kourtis

~Peace~

I'm always walking through these dark corridors,

And all around me are these vintage type mirrors ,

The wallpaper is dark but has white spread patterns,

But right at the end is a see-through tube,

As I walk down to see where it leads,

I fall down into a jungle of leaves,

and in that jungle of many kind of trees,

Theirs a pond with fairies around,

Parrots will sit calm as a mouse,

On a branch coming out of the old tree-house,

It's quite a twitch,

This reversal switch,

Of  darkness to light,

Like a seesaw of life.


By Larna Kira Kourtis.

~Peace~