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Lane Care Mar 2014
Those thoughts in your head,
Came from people who dont understand
They came at you with comments,
That had you sad for a moments
Then you thought and questioned
"Am i really this much of a disappointment?"
You act all confused and try to
ignore all the stuff,
They said to you
You try to be strong,
But it's hard when those comments
start to follow you
Tears run down your face,
you start to believe everything they say
Sitting and bawling in a corner
The words-Gay, fat, ****, *****,etc.- start to linger in your head
You find a razor....
You tell you yourself no,
but the razor seems to tell you "you deserve it give everyone what they want and just do it!"
You press down on your skin
Seeing the blood,
Seems to ease the pain
And all those comments seem to fade away
Then you think about what your family may think..
So you cut again
You got so ****** the first time
That cutting become your addiction
Like drugs take away people pain
Cutting took away yours
When you get addicted theres no stopping it
Cuz now
You have the urge to do it everyday
Trying to hide the scars on your arms
Theres too many
So you cut in a different place
Marks all over your body
When you look in the mirror
You get disguisted and turn away
You cry and cut again
But this time you cut
So you wont live again
You succeeded
Now boom your dead
Your cause...
bleeding to death
You think now that your dead
Theres no more pain and no more stress
You can finally be free and yourself again
Those suicide thoughts
shouldn't be implanted in your head!
What people say to you hurts
But cutting shouldnt be
the only option for you!
Lane Care Jan 2014
No one can see
The pain in my eyes
No one can see
When I cry
No one can see
That i'm dying inside
Thise comments you make
Hurt like hell
Those comments you made
Left marks on my skin
Those comments you made
Are now said and dond
You can't take back what's been heard
So why make those comments?
Those comments
Should be left in your head
Save a person
from having suicidal thoughts
Save a person
from the words that have be spoken
Cause at the end of the day
No one can see
The pain on my eyes
And no one can see
When i cry
They **** sure
can't see that i am dying inside!
Lane Care Nov 2013
El amor es sólo una palabra de cuatro letras , que la gente utiliza para mostrar cómo se sienten ¿Cómo se puede sentir algo, cuando no sabes el amor es real, qué es el amor , no sabemos el amor es sólo que la palabra que se puede
Lane Care Nov 2013
Her heart he broke
Was so tender and fragile
Her heart he broke
Was so full of lies and deception
Her heart he broke
Had her smile so fake and displeasant
She gave it to him
And he broke it in two
Their trust and bond
Is now worth nothing
She gave him love
And now she is heart broken
Cause the heart he broke
Will soon be stronger than ever
While his heart
Is all out of pleasure
Cause breaking her heart
Is where her found comfort
Her heart he broke
Was so tender and fragile
Her heart is now empty
Of lies and deception
Lane Care Nov 2013
We
Can we go back, back in time, where you said your name and i said mine?
I remember your beauty, it was like a pain in my eyes!
I never seen someone as vivid as a day in the sky!
Your beauty reminds me of a cool moonlight sky, it gives me a smile whenever i close my
eyes.
When i open my eyes, i hope reality kicks where we could stand hand by hand
where our lips can meet,with a forced on kiss.
Oh, How romantic is this?
How bout you and me go, K.I.S.S in a tree, after our eyes will meet,
let sparks speak saying,we was meant to be!
No other words,
except the ones between you and me,
let's make the best of today before i get to say,
I LOVE YOU! DON'T LET ANYONE TAKE THAT AWAY!
Lane Care Nov 2013
Love is just some four letter word,
That people use to show how they feel
How can you feel something,
when you don't know love is real?
What is love?
We don't know
Love is just that word that you can't explain
If you look in the dictionary,
It will ask you, "are you insane?"
Love is a meaningless word!
It only stain a young girl world,
To listen to a boy say a silly four letter word
It looks like a little
But it mean so much
What is love?
I guess the world will never know
It is not a toy
Listen to how you say it
Was it really ment to be heard?
Love is just some four letter word,
That people use to show how they feel
But how can you feel something,
When you don't know love is real?
Lane Care Nov 2013
When I look in the mirror,
I dont see what you see.
To me it feels like the whole world is targeting me!
Despite all the pain and hardships I seen,
It has changed what I have inside of me.
I envy all the bad things,
My reflection is starting to scare me
Why won't it stop?
The voices inside just won't leave!
I regret looking in the mirror,
That's bouncing back at me.
The voices are telling me wrong
Hiding the rightness behind those hidden walls
When I look in the mirror,
The same thing happens to me
I reach back to the past,
Where I shouldn't be
It hurts,
Cuz' I don't want to relive my sad memories
I try to be strong for others
But I'm dying on the inside
When I look in the mirror,
I don't see what you see
To me it feels like the whole world is targeting me
Despite all the pain and hardships I seen
It WILL NOT change what I have inside of me!

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