Take my impaired soul apart
Til death do us part
Fill my heart with scars
You think I'm cute and smart
Preparing for the start
I know I stumble in the dark
I'm horrible
Look at my life
Look at how I spend my time
Judge til no anger flows
Hurt me til you feel the need to no more
Pour out my empty cup
I have nothing left to give
All I ever had was me
I'm never enough for anyone
It won't work out
Head filled with doubt
The inside will shout
Silence, you hear now
Listen to the wind whispering
You won't need me
No one wants you ugly
My bee sting
My eyes burning
My heart yearning
My brained abandoned
I think my plane has unvoluntarily landed
It crashed to the ground
And now I'm safe and sound
Buried so deep in dirt
Forget me
Or should I beg for your forgiveness
Just leave me
All you ever saw was desperate
Take my impaired soul apart
This mess of art
Unloved
Unknown
Stupid and slow
No boat afloat
Fill my heart with scars
I'm already broken
Life full of evaporated oceans
Should've came faster
You evil *******
Preparing for the start
Your the light by my side
But I stumble in the dark

Happiness is blinding
So many things above me
Hope you love me
I live in an unrealistic world
Asking myself questions no one knows the answers to
I am dying
And I'm tired of pretending
I just want help
It's not too late for me
I'm not all the way gone
This isn't the point of no return
It still hurts
Imma let it burn
The fire is churning
I'm learning
Lessons to be forgotten
I'm dashing
They're all laughing
My naiveness
They love to deceive
Take advantage
Bystanders appease bullies
"Friends" leave
Life drains me
I'm in a strainer
So dehydrated
I tried to find the water that'd evaporated
My head raised to the sky
It's just a drought
They said rain would come but it's all a lie

I was hoping time could heal my wounds
I thought asking for help would mend my pain
But impaired people like me push others away
Silence benefits the oppressors not the victims
Just like money is a rich man's love and a poor man's wishes
I was hoping time could heal my wounds
But I'm still the same
Seek a different way
They saw me as desperate but to be honest
We all have something we would drop everything for
Only my choices could even the score
And the thing I lacked
That I was desperate for
Could fix the core
Of every source
That has ever left me torn

I was hoping time could heal my wounds
I thought asking for help would mend my pain
But impaired people like me push others away
Silence benefits the oppressors not the victims
Just like money is a rich man's love and a poor man's wishes
I was hoping time could heal my wounds
But I'm still the same
Seek a different way
They saw me as desperate but to be honest
We all have something we would drop everything for
Only my choices could even the score
And the thing I lacked
That I was desperate for
Could fix the core
Of every source
That has ever left me torn

I don't travel much
But right now I'm on a journey
Hoping I can use it as a distraction to keep my soul from hurting
I just want to sleep
But slumber won't find me
I don't travel much
But I'm hoping to find myself
Because back at home the focus seems to be on everyone else

I sit alone
No one stands by my side
My mother left me
I'm waiting for my ride
One more service I tell myself again
It kills me inside
But it's a lost cause
Because I died so long ago
From feeling so alone