What is it to live in you
When did your systems fall apart to reveal
A heart , thumping , bursting , laughing .
I am in your veins
Travelling , travelling.

-My sky is on the ground
I will walk with you
Circling , circling
Dizziness with a clear mind and vision

When we go ,
Love remains ,
It can be found in beauty ;
The masterpiece and the sketch.

I am aware of everything ,
I feel it all now ,
Take it away,
I can't bear it.
There's a happiness inside me that my nature turns to pain
It's breaking me

I would happily drown in despair
at least it would be to feel.
Then happiness would be sadness
And I would be so horrible
I'd hurt you
Hurt myself
To find pleasure
A beautiful ****** pleasure.

We are many systems
My heart might feel
But my brain won't hear it..

Nothing special -
A thousand thousand clones.
And a greater number similar.

With nobody else
Is it this ,
With everybody else ,
It simply is .

But we eat and sleep and shower ,
Make tea -
Watch tv -
Love .

Together a family of two.


We will be this forever ,
But not yet .
For now we have our temporary homes.

Rushed over to avoid suspicion
He is confident and you are scared.

He pulls you to the room
You concentrate on its filth
Instead of thinking of what is to come.

Clothes fall off and you are too young for this
But he could leave.

Passion comes soon but not enough to overwhelm.
And so the pain of first remains.

He shouts. You're silent. He has not looked at you yet.

Nerves standing on edge.
Screaming to run. Screaming to stay.
Love binds you like rope
Though you're scared it is more an ideal. A thread.

But it is perfect this moment.
It is red.

Soft kisses on necks, firm grips.

Details blur .
You cannot tell where you feel ,
Only what you feel

He tells you he loves you ; often said
But to say it now..

You kiss him at the right moment
Gasps echo into each others mouths

Then the first is over
Lying together in happiness
As the perfect first calls for

With an arm around you
An arm around you
He could be the last.

They dressed Me too tightly in clothes I did not care for
Bustling , rustling , alert.
I waited impatiently .
I was the princess of the day ,
Admired for a time
Soon to be forgotten

I stepped into their judging room and forgot briefly
why I should enter such a place.
I looked ahead then , saw a blurry outline

I saw you and I walked.


I stumbled in my hurry
They laughed and I did not care.
Then I was there and you looked at me and
I wanted nothing else but that moment.


i do not recall the crowd or ceremony
As clearly i do that moment
when you stared and i blushed .
All was lost and All was found.

This day was not when We married ;
It was not when We said "i do" or signed the paper
it was not when We shared our first married kiss

It was the moment We gazed at each other at the altar.
It was from our beginning .
We were married from the first "Hello"
Though it does not end at the last "Goodbye"

And still We marry again
To this day
With every glance
And heartbeat
And recovery from insult.