I know that i changed alot.
Maybe because i miss you?
Maybe because there's nothing we can talk about?
But what ever i do you shouldn't leave me.
I wasn't imagine that you'll replaced me one day.
It was 6 days when you told me that you don't need me in your life anymore.
When you told me get out of my life.
But i'm still shocked.
Really i'm shocked.
You told me that you love me!
If you really love me you'll not leave me ever.
You'll accept my best and worse.
But i was wrong.

I miss her
I talked to her
We talked about our problems
I feel like a ****
I feel there's something wrong
But i don't know what it is.
I know her for four years
And she said i don't understand her
She thinks that i'm not the right person to love.
She loves someone else.
And i love her.

We changed a lot.
We were talking everyday..
I don't know why we changed!
But all i know that i love you so much!
I love you more than anyone in this world.
Maybe i didn't show you how much i love you.
But i swear that there's no one love you and care about you like me.
But you're not the same anymore..
You changed!
You changed a lot bae!
Now..
You don't want to talk to me like before.
And i know you don't love me like before.
Don't tell me how do you know? Or who tell you?
Because i used to feel every word from you.
I miss us.
I miss our silly conversations.
I really miss everything about us.

1 month and 7 days since the last day i saw you, i swear it was like 1000 months.
I miss you, i miss everything about you!
Your face,
Your smile,
Your hug,
Your smell,
The way you look at me!
The way you talk when you're angry!
The way you laugh!
The way you talk about someone you hate!
I know that we weren't saw each other everyday, but the feeling that we're in the same place makes me feel safe!
I can't say you're my love or my happiness because actually you mean EVERYTHING to me.
I keep thanking god every single day for having you in my life!
I can't imagine my life without you!