I sat here and wrote
10 different
******* poems
on being 17
All I can say is
I should have not
grown up so ****
f a s t .
And maybe that's where
you and I
went wrong
You refused to
grow up
as I kept maturing
and started realizing how
****** up we were
I grew up and realized
I can't live in the
shadow of you
making sure every ****
move I make
would be approved by you
I grew up and realized
the jealousy was only tearing
us a part because
you didn't want me
but you didn't want
anyone else to have me
I grew up and realized
I deserve so much more than
what you were giving me
and what you were giving me
was never genuine and true
I grew up and realized
I'm now 17
my life as a
teenager will soon be over
and I have to grow the **** up
I grew up and realized
you will not be around after high
school
we will be old best friends
I grew up and realized
it's over
and you are now nothing
but a mistake.