there have been many Nights
where i have sat Alone
and Cried
Pills in hand
waiting
ready to Die
But when i close my Eyes
and bring those pills to my lips
I see you
and i can't
i can't do it
so I put the pills Away
maybe take one or two
just to ease the pain
to make the firecrackers
leave my brain
but you are here to stay
please never go away

When we were younger
They told us
"Make a wish.
It will come true"
I have spent
many Hours
waiting
waiting
waiting
for these Wishes
To come true

But still
the Pain stays
and all my wasted Wishes
float Away