when i was younger
i thought that when i was older
i would stay out and party all night
who could have known
that instead
in the middle of the night
i'd be crying hysterically
because of my nightmares
debating whether to take my life
or not

You make me feel so many things
almost too many things
Almost
the time we spend together is
Precious
every moment i get to be alone with you
i savour
because you are not only my darling
but my best friend
you are beautiful
and when i look into your eyes
i realize that this is
so much more than what
i could've ever hoped for

and no matter what i try
i can't seem to get you
out of
my Mind

i wish
that i had
somebody to hold me

hold me as i
Cried and
Screamed
after being
Jolted awake
from the latest Terror
that my Mind
had dreamed up

We don't even need to Touch
you just need to be There
There, to keep the Scissors in the drawer
There, to keep the Pills in the cupboard

just There
to Listen