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Lori Mack Sep 2021
Okay here we go, let us speak about the white elephants in the game of life.

Pay close attention to what I have to say to you tonight, it may relate to you.

Do you ever feel picked on, maybe teased or a sense of self worthlessness for no reason at all? Me, too!

Have you ever wondered what was making you feel this way?

Well I’m here today to tell you my theory on the subject, it’s just my opinion,

Take it anyway you want to, but remember… you choose to keep reading this, I didn’t force this on you!

If you disagree with my poetry, then freely go about your day. I bid you well.

These are my feeling and observation through my eyes and through my life experiences.

Okay here we go, here we go. Hang on tight it’s a bumping ride.

You are now crossing over to my sight, my life, my world,

Upon arrival please be respectful of your hostess and her ways.

Okay ready, set, ready, set, here we go these are my views for you.

These announcements are for all that apply so listen closely my dear

For All those whom are after my old sunken soul,

Whether good or evil, sane or insane. This I have to beg of you.

Let go, let go, I WANT, NEED and I CRAVE the control.

This vicious, horrific, exhausting, ongoing existence we call life,

Was and still is designed by our creator….. THE ALMIGHTY GOD

Isn’t he sooo nice? Our savior, our christ,!

Deserving of worship, sacrifices, fastings and of course his weekly tides.

It is the opinion of I, and I know I’m not alone

That we are merely pawns in a game of chess.

Or it could be tug of war or rock, paper, scissors or tic tac toe for all I know.

Good vs. Evil, the oldest war ever. It will never end.

Who will win, who do we follow?

Everybody hurry up! Place you bets. Hurry, hurry!!

Which one will win you tonight?

You would think it would be quite a fight, right?!?

God with his fire and brimstone, and Satin with his extreme temptations!!

Is it just the luck of the draw? Winner takes all!?

Maybe it is more like compromises between two exhausted parents.

You know they are getting very, very old. Did we ever stop to think about that?

Devil says “I’ll trade you two sinners for one angel, a sweet one please!”

God responses “we did it your way last time, my turn to decide.”

“I’ll give you three of my purest angels for ten of your worst sinners.”

There it is. Our fate, the deal is done.

Our world is their toy box, a place to have some fun. You know, blow off some steam.

Don’t they care that we are left suffering with so much pain and agony?

Or is pain the name of the game? Are they that cruel? Could they be?

Are we to them like our pets are to us?

We love them but we don’t really know how they feel do we. Are we their pets?

I’m asking for all human kind to come together, tolerate this no more!

Come out, come out where ever you are show yourself and all your glory, oh Lord!

Let us start using our God given brains for a change.

United we stand, strongly staying in place!

We humans together, could form a army of people who are on strike. WE WILL TAKE NO MORE!!!

We were so careful not to judge , not to take sides. THIS IS YOUR WAR NOT OURS!!!!

Why are you both so vain? You have millions of children that need you now!!

But you both makes us feel like we are in a nasty divorce. This is between you don’t involve us.

God almighty, you are everything. You made everything. If you really don’t like your son Lucifer

Then destroy him. You have the power to do anything you want.. Why do you chose to play your made-up game?

It has caused so much anger, pain, grief and so much more.

We will let our built up anger and rage be heard and felt by both entities.

I’m asking for all human kind to come together, tolerate this no more!

come together, tolerate this no more!

Use our god given brains for a change and know where the blame is to be placed.

To many times we have taken the punishments resulting from their games.

Have you ever been curious, about what they look like?

Why do they hide their faces? It would help everyone involved, if they just talked and walked with us.

Wait a minute, could it be, that they maybe scared of us?

What ever the reason, it’s not good enough.

We are your children Lord, why abandon us? If there is as much love for us as you say, then why hold back?

Well that is my theory on that. Maybe it’s true maybe it’s not.

I’m just to lonely for there to be a God who loves me. Where art thou o Lord, where art thou?

Where is Karma in all of this? Karma, It has to be true, I’ve seen it work too many times.

Karma, oh, Karma, please rise from the dead and open your eyes to what has become.

Rescue your loved ones before it’s all gone.

Please Karma I think you’re the only who could save us from demise. Hurry Karma, hurry!!!!

By,

Lori Lee Mack

02/06/2010 copyright


Lori L. Mack
Lori Mack Sep 2021
Life has given you quite the beating lately. I know your strong. But your human. I know you feel like you have to be invincible. But you don't and you aren't. I just wanted to let you know that in this crazy, busy, lonely world filled with greed, narcissism and pain I still see you. I see your pain.. Yes you are a chameleon and wear many masks for the ones you love. I do the same my friend that's why I still see you. I want to tell you it's going to be ok. But I won't. I don't want to lie to you. I wish I could take all this sadness away from you. But I can't... I just want you to know... I see you. I see your pain, your horror and your courage... I'm here.
Love you my friend.

    L. Mack
        8/22/21
Lori Mack Sep 2021
You planted a seed of hate in my heart.
But I am the one who nurtured it.

L. Mack

8/4/2021
Lori Mack Sep 2021
I'm trying,
But this feels way to familiar.
My demons must of found me .
I'm trying,
But I'm exhausted,
Physically, mentally and emotionally.
I'm trying,
To figure a way out.
So I don't have to go back to this.
I'm trying,
Yet most have turned against me,
Even my own son.
I'm trying,
I really gave it my all this time.
Hope is deadly sometimes.
I'm trying,
But I'm not even sure why.
History has taught me it will always repeat itself.
I'm trying,
To find some positivity,
While everything I've worked for is being stripped from me.
I'm trying,
To find the solution,
To finally stop this insanity.
I'm trying,
But can't anyone see I'm failing,
I got nothing left in me.
I'm trying,
To just find somewhere I belong.
I have searched my whole life.
I'm trying,
But I'm so **** angry
At life, at God and at myself.
I'm trying,
But I'm so sick of being disposed of,
Like a piece of trash.
I'm trying,
But I can't do this much longer.
I'm gonna break.

L. Mack

7/25/21
Lori Mack Mar 2021
We hustle, fix, buy, comfort, lead, entertain, and tolerate whatever this wicked life requires of our forgotten battered souls while it's ***** filled with lustful greed and it's plump hungry swollen belly let's out a piercing whine demand more more more. "Give me more pain, more anguish, more drama. Let me feed!" Vicious, endless, mundane, abusive circle of life.

Lori Mack
2/27/2021
Lori Mack Mar 2021
Most of the time,
There's a wrestling match inside of me.
"Come one and all,
Watch this historical event,
Time to put your bets in.
Will the untamed, crazy, black sheep Scary Larry win?
Or will the indecisive, shy, awkward Lori Mack win?
Who knows but it's guaranteed to be an eventful show.
So grab a drink and some popcorn and pull a chair up.
It's bound to bring a full house.
​​​​​They will have all of you laughing so hard you'll wet your pants."

*This program is brought to you by a crazed mind,
Who has been locked up,
Due to pandemic,
Way too long.
Insanity was the route she took.😜

Lori Mack
3/14/2021
Lori Mack Dec 2020
Just for a moment
My son sleeps peacefully.
I see my sweet heroic lil boy.
He used to have so much love for me.
Just for a moment
I feel whole again and can breath.
Letting myself drift to happier days.
I was so proud to call him my son.
Just for a moment
Im happy, content and filled with joy
I live for these precious moments.
They are why I keep going
It's where I find my drive.
Just for a moment
I get a break from the horrific reality
That my son, my precious baby
Is dying slowly everyday
Just fading away.

     Lori Mack
         12/28/2020
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