Three years ago today,
you asked me to be your girl.
To take your hand and disappear to a far away land.
For a year I felt mad love for you.
The second year had its ups and downs.
Then there were the real downs.
You cheated on me.
My fairy-tale turned into a nightmare.
My prince charming into a monsterous demon.
and now, on this day, I'm reminded of all the time I put into this.
Every inch of my love went to you over two years just to be cheated on while working towards the third.
I thought our love could get through everything,
I'm scared it's not strong enough for this.
Because it's only love coming from one of us now, my heart is cold.
Love is not beating through my veins.
Sadly, March 28th is now just a normal day for me.

My stomach is in knots.
I dream of sweet love,
love that makes you feel alive.
Love so pure, butterflies dance inside.
no matter how hard we try
this isn't pure love.
There is so much hate and anger,
that lingers inside us.
Each day there is a new battle to try and overcome.
we are going in circles to nowhere.
clearly, we aren't meant to be.
for starters, you lied and cheated on me.
That pain, it doesn't matter how **** hard I try,
is always going to poison me inside.

The way you looked me straight in the eyes and said I was the only one for you.
and You told me I was your everything.
You complimented my insecurities to make me feel happy.
you said you loved me forever and always.
that I was the only one for you.
you said all of these things while looking deep into my eyes.
now I know everything you said were lies.
the whole time, you were cheating on me!
none of it was true love, it was fake love,
the love you had for me, fake love.
my love was sincere, and I was always here.

You broke me
into pieces.
I can't stop picturing what you've done.
I hate you, I hate what you've done.
I hate how you've made me feel.
I feel worthless, like I meant NOTHING.
I was just your promised piece of *** to ravish.
you didn't need me....no,
you had many other girls to keep you satisfied.
I was 'just' your girlfriend.
which I thought one was faithful to, especially after 2 years, now almost 3 I'm discovering..you.
The REAL you, the you you've kept hidden so well.
The you that lies and cheats, and repeats.
My flag, bright white flag is flying.
I'm done, done with the REAL you making me the way I feel.

I feel queasy, nauseous, faint
Constantly knowing that I thought things were fine
looking at old pictures, I was so oblivious
I thought I had it all but you were nothing I wanted
you're what I wanted to avoid.
and now I know what you've done..
the trust is completely gone.
I am constantly sick because of my mind,
picturing you now, doing the same.
Hurting me the same just getting better at lying and hiding.
depression I roll into, I can't seem to break rotation.
I need out, I need light, I need breath, I need life.
Because when I'm around you I'm not sure if I know you.
you've lied to me, since the beginning
the trust is completely gone.