Trying to make this work
Trying to ease the hurt.
Blood flows from open wounds.
There is no clot
Battle was hard fought.
Death stands next to me.
Life seems to flee.

I see an angel’s sweet face,
Beckon me with warm embrace
Quickly I reach out
To see if this is true.
Heaven sent assistance
Met with no resistance

I rise again, thanks to her.
Wounds heal into scars.
Memories of what happened
Cannot forget my angel
My help in time of need
I will give her all of me and more.

Thoughts of you flood my mind
Wanting you more then ever
Desiring this moment to rewind
Another shot at this endeavor  

Remembering the touch you have
Reliving the smile you gave
These things they make me glad.
Your love is what I crave

The body warmth you radiate
It seemed to warm my soul
The pain it would eliminate
The world can take its toll

I hope that we will meet again
Make up for much lost time
Regrets weigh heavy like sin
Not being together is a crime.

Lost myself today
Another forgotten yesterday.
Past is fleeting because of futures creeping
The winters approaching, it’s getting cold.
I start to fold.
Things have to change

I lost my feeling today
Numb from issues with pain
Tell me if I am sane…
Wrong in my head to say the least.
Someone call me a doctor, better yet a priest.
Possessed by shame,
Please forget my name.

I lost my sight today
Just another train wreck
Not the tragedy one would expect.
Something a little less…
The elimination of a speck.
Nothing to see here move along.
Change the tune; change the song.
Change something…this is wrong.
I’ve lost too much now…
Blacking out…going to sleep.