To let the scream out;

To let the emotions sprout.

Neither I have the will;

Nor the courage to speak out.

'Cos I am in a cloud that has the power

to destroy me,

from within and without.

Is this a mirage?

Or is it a real one?

It is somewhere there about.

A mirage, A reality –

Only consequences can

figure it out.

Why should I?

I am a being.

I am being ordered.

I am being compelled.

Directly

And indirectly,

with whatever means

at their command.

They have the schemes.

They have the means.

To use me.

To abuse me.
But why should I?

I am a being.

Complex and variable
it's nature is.
The more you realize
the more there is.
Plans and principles take you so far,
as to open a door to
another mystery, unseen so far.
Accept it with
all it's promise and tragedy
Enjoy it with
all its spirit and beauty

A step at a time
without fear of scorn;
to where my heart wishes.
A step at a time
without fear of malice;
to where my soul desires.
A step at a time
without fear of uncertainty;
to where my mind reasons.
A step at a time
without the fear of being wrong.
And a step at a time
to where I  belong.

This is the day
                        to forget the night
This is the day
                        for hope and light
This is the day
                        to shed the should
This is the day
                        to cherish every moment there is
This is the day
                        to forget and forgive
This is the day
                        to say I begin anew
This is the day
                         that is.

Let them say
what they say;
I am on my way
It is a way to nowhere,
they say
My way is not to a where,
I say
It is rough and lonely,
they say
And that is what I have always wanted.
I say
A way to think free
with pain , a bit wee
I have always wanted to be
on a way of glee
Let them say
what they say
I am on my way, anyway

Dreams of mine
color my mind;
Colors good and bad,
happy and sad;
Good and happy, I don't mind
Bad and sad, aren't my kind
Good one's stay with me;
bad one's I leave behind
Coloring is their's
but the canvas is mine
Own them I do,
these dreams of mine