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KM Jul 2014
I'm afraid to sleep
And I can barely breathe
7/4/2014
#10
KM Aug 2013
#10
Why is it, that such simple
Inventions keep the world held
Right where it's meant to be.
Everything forever in it's place.
8/13/2013
KM Oct 2013
Such a sensation
Holding your breath
Till your toes tingle
And you wish for death
Your heart starts pounding
And your vision blurs
And your ears are ringing
As your body stirs
From the sensation
Of holding your breath
Till your toes tingle
While you wish for death
10/8/2013
KM Jul 2013
How blessed I am to feel a love too deep
and to know a passion so blind.
How grateful I am for a torture so fulfilling
and a pain so worthwhile.

Ravishing charming captivating enchanting
The purest of loves isn't as pure as you think.
Always leave room for mistakes and forgiveness
Push and pull, give and take.

True love isn't about butterflies and nervousness
It isn't about looking your best and smelling like roses.
True love is laughter, silence, content glances
Not being ashamed of your body, or weaknesses.

How lucky you will be when you know a love too deep
And a passion so blinding.
Be grateful for the torture that is fulfilling
And a pain that is so worthwhile.
KM Sep 2013
Your words are so gentle,
They melt the walls to my heart.
A chill runs down my spine,
Racing the tear on my warm face.
To be loved, to be loved,
Isn't that what we all desire?

Gods will is never accidental,
He created love as an art.
I hope we someday entwine,
Though for now, our own pace.
But oh my darling beloved,
We could be a slow burning fire.
9/6/2013 I wrote you another poem
KM Nov 2013
Rotting flesh
Oh so fresh
Tearing skin
From within
As many scars
As the stars

Healing stitch
What an itch
Worth the pain
Such a gain
Heart of pure
You're my cure

Making clean
Now pristine
Once broke
Now awoke
Pure love
From above

My strong glue
Thank you
11/8/2013
#12
KM May 2013
#12
But what is a kiss
Upon my lips
If not from you.

A coldness ran through
Toes to nose
It was from you.
#whenthefuckdidIwritethis
I don't know why I put the title as 12 okay
I just couldn't think of a name
KM Dec 2013
You are my sky
And I no longer fear flying
12/2/2013
KM Oct 2013
You saved me once
But where are you now,
Now that I'm bleeding.
Is it true that
I need you more,
More than you need me?
10/1/2013
KM Jan 2014
Single sentences
That haunt your dreams
and rattle that cage in your soul
shaking your nerves from their roots
1/6/2014
13:14
KM Sep 2013
And now the sun is gone away
Come here my lovely rain cloud
Fill my sky with your beauty
9/30/2013
KM May 2014
I can't sing anyone's songs right
I guess I should just sing our own
Create my own harmonies with you
The kind that fit my voice and yours
Blending us completely
5/29/2014
KM Oct 2013
I think we could be
(you and I, we)
The most delicate harmony
10/7/2013
KM Jul 2014
It's not that bad
I promise
You can get through the day
Chin up
Look to the sky
Whatever's going wrong
It's so small
So temporary
Hold strong
Hope that number wasn't taken
7/17/2014
#42
KM Jul 2013
#42
Sometimes I see things
Out of the corners of my eyes
But when I look to them
They are gone, to my surprise
But once in a great while
They decide to show their faces
In the most unusual places
7/24/2013
#52
KM Aug 2013
#52
Bottle it up                                                               ­ 
Like tears in an hour glass

Hide it away                                                        
Like the skeletons in the closet

Keep it quiet                                                
Like the secrets between you

Let it build                                          
Those walls around your heart

Cover it up                                
The scars you hid for so long

Ignore it now                    
So it can fester and putrefy

Let it break                              
Even though you swore it wouldn't

Let it be                                              
Even if it's just for the time being

Let it flourish                                              
Because you know it's going to

Give it time                                                          
I promise it's worth the wait

Let it go                                                               ­     
It's not always in your hands

Open it up                                                          
So your wounds can breath

Risk it soon                                                
Because sometimes you need to take action

Take it now                                        
Because not everythings given to you


A delicate balance must be held
Between knowing when to wait
And when you need to work for it.
It's easy to say you cannot control
When you don't know what to do.
Things are given to us, rarely
Without risks you get nothing.
Fear and history make us cautious
But we can't let them control us
8/27/2013 This poem is a mess. Sorta like my brain right now.
#62
KM Aug 2014
#62
As hot tears streamed down my face
I couldn't help but wonder
If they were fear, relief, or for craving embrace
Do not leave me, my love
For another sweet fragrance
Your confidence is alluring
And your light is enrapturing
Thoughtful and caring,
Handsome and strong
Oh my sweet love
These thoughts feel so wrong
8/24/2014
#62
KM May 2013
#62
Life falls away to the cracks and depths,
You can't look back and make amends.
Don't regret, live for your truth
Love and beauty is wasted on youth.
#8
KM Aug 2013
#8
Have you ever found yourself
Dying to explain your poetry?
To someone so new in  your life,
Your level of fear when it comes
To losing them is so so absurd.

I've written a lot about love and loss.
As well as the problems in my soul.
I want to show you my heart and mind,
But there I go again with giving too much
Too soon. Please forgive me my flaws.

So there you have it, my poetry blog.
Poems about you, and some other guys
But only one or two. Did you pay attention
When I told you that it takes a lot for me
To find an affection towards someone?
8/13/2013
#82
KM Jul 2013
#82
Lonely night
******* fights
Those high standard bars
Leave her body covered in scars

She waits for him
But on a whim
Someone must come
Oh who is her one

He holds her heart like no one can
Just grow some ***** and be a man
She needs your help your strength and love
She believes you're sent from up above

How can she tell you she harmed once more
In her soul is such a war
Please don't be angry or sad or annoyed
And for her well being do not be paranoid

Her heart aches and pains to be with you
To her for love you secretly flew
So lovely you are she loves you more than any
It's safe to say you are her lucky penny
1/15/2013 00:44
#94
KM Sep 2013
#94
Stay strong
Little warrior
Hold fast
Brave soldier
It won't last,
The heavy pain
You won't break,
Though heavy weight
You're loved
Little warrior
And so worthwhile
Brave soldier
Sorry I've been so inactive lately.. 9/12/2013
KM Sep 2014
My mind has run off on an adventure
And left me far behind
Incomplete? Finish it.
9/15/2014
KM Oct 2013
My inspiration my love, who I choose,
Sometimes we have our own reality
Where we can escape all the rules
Where our hearts can feel at ease
To sit and watch the east sun rise
With joy my heart cries
I love you beyond all measure
And darling no doubt whispers

You are everything I want
And all that I could need
You love me true
Even when I bleed
You're my best
Even if you don't agree
We'll watch the west sun set
Over the sea

Our love can be violent
Or slow and calm
A world above us
Or a world below
A sort of fullness
You and I,
We overflow

I'll be by your side
Hold you up when you're down
You won't be all alone
I won't let my darling drown

You are everything I want
And all that I could need
You love me true
Even when I bleed
You're my best
Even if you don't agree
We'll watch the west sun set
Over the sea
Taking parts from various poems I've written for him/about love and smooshing them together as a song kinda messy thing. I really wish I could write songs and not just throw words together.
KM Sep 2013
Choosing to love
Is an open lesion
Something that can last
For merely a season

Other lacerations,
For a very long while
As we chose to love
Those deemed worthwhile

Certain injuries
Leave lasting damage
Moving on from pain
Takes tremendous courage

A hearts recovery
Takes patience and time
Give it room to breathe
It will be free of past grime

Let yourself love
Let yourself be free
Let yourself be
What you need to be
8/31/2013-9/17/2013 finally finished this one :) I wrote the first two stanzas back in August, the third and fourth yesterday, and the last one right now :)
KM May 2013
We should find a favorite spot,
Go camping there once a year.
In between the traveling about,
From there, to there, to there to here.

Put daisies up in my tangled hair,
And I will you help with yours.
Kiss me when I stir from a night mare,
Kiss my lips and make me soar.

We may only own a single teapot,
Living in the wilderness is an odd career.
But we'll never wish to be elsewhere,
In the morning when we wake to a herd of deer.

The little pitter-patter of tiny feet
Running to daddy and mommy.
A sound that would be so sweet
Even if sentences are a bit clumsy.
April 19th 2013
KM Jul 2013
Oh friend of mine
What time does the sun get up
My lover and I should like a cup
Of hot green tea
To start our day
What time does the sun get up.

Oh darling of mine
What time does the bus stop
On the 516 we'd have to hop
To run away
To another place
What time does the bus stop.

Oh love of mine
What time does the sun set
Between you and I there is a bet
How long we'll last
With lips apart
What time does the sun set.

Oh stranger of mine
What time does the sun rise
You were gone to my surprise
Alone with green tea
And a warm blanket
What time does the sun rise.
KM Nov 2013
My sweet lovers body, my man
My best friend in the world,
Can be incredibly ****
He can be hot
He can be
Irresistible
And make me tremble..
But he is more.
His body is strong and sturdy
He can hold me up,
In more ways than one..
He is perfectly made
Such exquisite art
And his every inch
Fits with mine
Better than any..
But he is more.
His love for me
His passion for art
The music in his veins..
A heart so pure
So strong
So caring
But when alone
Just he and I..
Vulnerability
Which holds such beauty,
I cannot rightly
In any string of words
Express..
But he is still more.
His arms bring me safety
His chest gives me rest
He is my comfort..
Every detail
That makes up my love,
Gives me joy
And his heart
His beautiful heart
Gives me peace
I love you.
11/8/2013
KM Sep 2013
Gods made me patient
And He's made me kind
Love is a choice
But it also is blind
At least for a little while
A very small amount of time
True love that lasts
Love that stays around
Is love that sees your flaws
And stills loves what they found
Nothing good comes easy
Nothing worthwhile is free
I see your flaws and you see mine
But I still want you and me
I still was us to be
9/12/2013
KM Jan 2014
Soggy noodles
And the chili I've added
Stinging my dried
Cracked and bright pink lips

Freezing air
And my delicate skin
Stinging and burning
My now rosy raw cheeks

I deeply long for the stinging in my chest of the crisp winter air and I've found an affinity for the rawness of my cheeks after the bitter wind bites me
1/21/2014
KM Aug 2013
Ever since I discovered Love
Or that silly thing I called it,
I've written poems for the boys
Though when I started, with little wit.

I have always fancied artists
Doesn't matter what their kind,
The creative bunch intrigues me
Probably why I study the mind.

A poem for this boy a poem for that
I have one for each I've cared for.
(There's one that has more than most
That one boy, I especially adore).

But someday in my life
I want to be the subject
Of someones endearing words,
Each stanza delicately handpicked

They don't have to make me swoon,
Fall in love or be romantic,
I just want to be admired
By sketched words not a tactic

Now please don't judge my soul
For wanting admiration,
Everyone one this planet wants it
Regardless of city, race or nation.

Some desire it less
Some desire it more
But would you really reject
A lovers kiss in a bookstore?

But as for now at this time
I don't need a kiss right away,
I just want a poem for me
(Pardon the atrocious cliche).

So someday in my life
I hope to be the subject
Of someones endearing words,
Each stanza, for me, handpicked.
8/1/2013
KM Aug 2014
Oh these agonizing questions
Tormenting my mind
Ripping my thoughts to shreds
Just leave me alone
Get out get out burn away
Leave me to my own devices
I'll find my peace
I'll find my way
8/11/2014
KM Aug 2014
And I'll fade away
Into the dark
Into the depths
Slowly quietly
Fading out
For reasons
Seldom know
Fading away
With such quiet
No one will know
All of a sudden
I'll just be
Gone
8/16/2014
KM Aug 2014
And oh, I've learned
What I do
What I cause
That these things
At the very root
Are my cause

I do not show you
Proper love
Or respect
Or how incredible
Your worth is

And because of this
These things remain
These struggles
This pain you feel
I'm so sorry I do this
To you
My love

Would it be so much better
If I were just
Gone?

I love you
8/16/2014
KM Apr 2013
I'm so upset with you, and what you've done,
Maybe it's not about you but about me.
I'm upset for letting you change who I was,
I didn't even know what was happening.

Not till I talked with him did I see it,
I didn't see how you changed my personality.
Now every time he says he's going to a friends,
I feel the need to ask who he's going to see.

Why?
It doesn't matter.
He isn't mine.
It doesn't matter.
He isn't mine.

It's insanely absurd the way you've affected me,
The way you've changed what I am.
You pretentious wretched boy, I'm so sorry.
You deserve to feel loved and special, young man.

It's not my job anymore and I don't want it back,
But why did you have to scar me before you left.
It's okay, don't worry, pinky promise I'm fine,
Because he doesn't have to say "I love you" all the time.

Why?
I already know he's mine.
He doesn't have to say it.
He already knows I'm his.
I don't have to say it.
Just venting out my feeling and aggravation in a more healthy way than usual.
KM Apr 2013
As the time keeps growing,
The pain keeps flowing,
I miss him so much,
I just want to feel his touch.

I dream of him,
Does he dream of me?
I can't wait till the day,
When his face again I shall see.

Promises are just words,
Unless the have actions.
Words so easy to say,
Things so hard to make happen.
Something I wrote in 2009.
KM Jul 2014
Help me be patient
Help me be loving
Things I've prayed for
So many times
But something I forgot
Way to pray
For selflessness
Because I've always been told
I was never selfish
And that makes for a selfish girl
Lord I never prayed
For the ability to listen
And quiet my words
I was always told
Two ears
One mouth
But then I was told
I have good things to say
But what I really needed
Was someone to say
"just listen..
Don't speak.."
I need help
With so much
But I ask
First
For so much help
With being less of self
And more of you
And more listening
This is a mess of a poem
Barely counts as poetry...
7/14/2014
KM Jun 2013
Sweetie I wish to write you a letter
But finding words I haven't said..
Well I could always call you my anchor,
Though that might get erased once I proof read.
I think if our lips pressed together..
Not necessarily in a romantic way,
We wouldn't need to speak forever.
Goodness your smile can make my day.
5/27/13
Art
KM May 2014
Art
I've written so many unfinished poems the last two days
And it's starting to make my skin crawl
But I keep desperately coming back
I need to finish a poem I need to get it out
But what am I trying to get out
I can't find words anymore
No longer do they gracefully slip out
Stuttering and stumbling
These poems are a sad excuse for art
5/27/2014
KM Jul 2013
I simply adore when smoke is shared in a passionate embrace
See, when you share a cigarette you share more than nicotine
You share your breath
                                   your air
                                              your source of life.

I cannot get enough of the beautiful irony that the situation holds
When they tell you not to smoke because a cigarette a day keeps life away
But I ask you to share with me
                                             A carefree
                                                         painfully morbid
                                                                         life-threatening beauty.
KM Aug 2014
A deep sigh exhales through the dense mist
A breathe containing all the secrets and stories
Pushing out the depths of ones heart and mind
Exhaling all these things that burden and bury
Letting go of things held tightly as one breathes
Release it all so your heart and soul may find rest
Peace and comfort will come I promise they will
First you must follow these directions quietly told
Let go of all these things you hold tightly on to
Exhale all these things that burden and bury you
Push out the painful depths of your heart and mind
With a breathe containing all your secrets and stories
A deep sigh exhaling through the dense mist
8/16/2014
KM Apr 2013
I've done a bad thing my love
I've done a bad thing indeed.
I don't know what I've done
But I promise you it didn't bleed.
A scar shan't form
Save on our trust.
I'm so sorry my love
I'm so sorry I slipped up.
4 months of recovery down the drain.
KM Aug 2013
It whispers in your ear
A chilly wind that invites
It whisks away your childish fears

A subtle fire ignites
One of the most magnificent sights
It whispers in your ear

The darkness is full of frights
But also holds many delights
It whisks away your childish fears

Don't be afraid to embrace lights
Your emotions it excites
It whispers in your ear

Leaves fall as a tree recites
All the terrors and the fights
It whisks away your childish fears

The coolest of autumn nights
The coolest of autumn nights
It whispers in your ear
It whisks away your childish fears
Inspired by something I wrote 10/24/2012 01:16 finished 8/20/2013
KM Jul 2014
A week passes by
Like a flood
Sweeping through
Collecting it all
Memories, laughter,
Tears, photographs
And now
I know you
Just a little better
Just a little more
A week passes by
Like a flood
Like the streets in this city
As the rain keep pouring
And the wind
Keeps howling
A week passes by
Like a flood
Of the tears
Down our cheeks
7/1/2014
KM Jul 2014
How dare you
Limit the worlds experience
To what you know
To the struggles you've faced
To the hardships you've been dealt

How dare you
Diminish someones emotions
For lack of understanding
To the struggles they've faced
To the hardships they've been dealt

There isn't a single doubt
That your life is blessed
Though filled with struggles
Just I ask you please
Keep in mind
The entire world
Has their own battles
And they don't look like yours
7/10/2014
KM Aug 2013
I saw you turning and quickly leaving
As you did, I was sure my heart should quit beating.
For if you leave me, I don't quite know why,
But I think all my hopes and dreams shall die.

Ah, I think I have found the reason.
For if you leave I will be freezin'
'cause when I'm alone or without you,
I don't know what I'm supposed to do.

You're my better half, don't you see?
Sit down, promise to never leave me.
For I love you, and you love me.
Forever and ever we shall be.
And the award for most uncreative title goes to this poem. This is something I wrote in like 08 that was based off a book that my parents were playing while we were on a roadtrip.
KM Oct 2013
Everything I want
All that I could need
You love me true
Even when I bleed

You're my best
Even if you don't agree
We'll watch the sun set
Over the sea

Hold me close
Hold me tight
In my heart
I know this is right

I love you much
With all my soul
My darling one
You make me whole
10/1/2013
KM Apr 2013
The soft sunlight began penetrating the lining of the green and white tent as the sweet smell of oatmeal cooking over the fire lingered towards her. He woke up early just so he could surprise her, which wasn't an easy feat since she was the girl that woke with the sun. Before climbing out of the tent, she bundled up in one of his grey hoodies. As she reached the morning air she closed her bright eyes and inhaled deeply. You could almost breathe in the fog that morning. In that moment of pure peace and silence, other than the crack of the fire, she looked down and it was as if that early autumn chill in the air was cut but the warmth of his smile and the love in his eyes, all dedicated to her. She sat down on the tie dye fleece blanket they made last summer. He had coffee ready, blankets, food, he thought of everything. She warmed her toes by the fire as he finished cooking breakfast. “Good morning princess” he laughed, but she zoned out, staring into the flames. Happy, content, home. That was it! She finally found her home, he was all she ever wanted and needed. Home. Something about “good morning” suddenly reached her ears and pushed through the softly buzzing thoughts. “I love you” she smiled back. Colors appeared more vibrant, the air felt fresher, and love finally seemed real.
I wrote this probably.. 6 months ago? Just a little something I whipped up. It's how I've always pictured my honeymoon. Camping for a while.
KM Sep 2013
Don't give up love
You'll make it through
And if you want to change
And be someone new
I'll be by your side
Hold you up when you're down
You won't be alone
I won't let you drown
9/22/2013
KM Aug 2013
I'm so vain
I think the words you say
Are about me
And you
I don't actually remember when I wrote this. I've been finding a lot of old poems lately and just editing them slightly.
KM Mar 2014
There's still a bit of innocence
Deep within my heart
And my lover
My best friend
You're in so deep
You found it
And you make her blush
3/28/2014
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