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kittyka Feb 2014
life surely brings you down
but who said it leaves you there hanging on a twig
you may raise concrete walls to protect your self
but are you ?
you seal away the  " bad "
not knowing that there are moments
just waiting to take you n show you the great little things
but alas you are to scared
you have given up ...
given up to soon

your to stubborn to break those " protective " barriers that surround you
to proud to admit you alone
to hellbent on your believes
that you don't even stop to realize
that what if...
things are no longer how they use to be
what if..
those people who tormented you have ... have started a new
what if...
things around you have finally changed

why
because you are to scared to get hurt again..
petrified that you will be left all alone out in the cold

just remember
that HE
gives you things
not beyond you capacity
because he knows your limit
he knows what you are capable off

and once you succeed
you grow as an individual

because you have overcomed without taking the easy way out
Jul 2013 · 939
gossip
kittyka Jul 2013
Random as it can be
Few harmless gossip that
In through yours
And out through mine they go

Yet into the minds of SOME!!!!
Can be twisted to such measures
That can make the closest of friends
Such extreme foes

Is it just human nature?
Or is it desperate cries for attention
That makes us so susceptible
To fabricating.
To such lengths
Realistic scenarios ....
So much so
That we layer over the actual truth
And after a bit....
Unable to see past the possibilities
The actual truth!!!!

Funny isn’t it
That simple words that when arranged with innocence
Can mean the world
Yet
Those same words when shuffled
Can be deadlier than poison
Jun 2013 · 943
luck
kittyka Jun 2013
luck is nothing but
opportunity meeting preparedness
Jun 2013 · 302
Untitled
kittyka Jun 2013
fate is but a word for the feeble
while choice is an option for the brave
Jun 2013 · 472
Lessons
kittyka Jun 2013
Life’s not fair
At least for most it isn’t
It greets you with a smile
And shows you the way;
But once you pass by

It stabs you in the back
And just when you think it couldn’t get any worst
It burns you black

It does take time
A whole lot of it
To watch it heal
To watch it peal
To watch it fall and fade
To learn what’s wrong
Before you choose what’s right

Its true what they say times a teacher
And scars are constant reminders of lessons learnt

But as always
There are a few who think they know better
( just like I )
And we fall and we learn again

We keep falling
and keep learning
For there are no mistakes
No accidents
It’s just fate
That whatever we have done
Does matter
And where ever we have been
Does matter
For it has led us to where we are today
HERE!
And from here on
WE CHOOSE
WHO WE WANT TO BE
Apr 2013 · 640
your my perfect
kittyka Apr 2013
they say its hard
but at the end they do
find their perfect match
like me and you

i didnt climb mountains
or didnt touch stars
instead i saw you with a couple of friends
standing at the entrance of a bar

you double took to see
whats coming forth thee
a girl with socks and sandals
....and 3 quarters !
what a thing stood before you

we entered as a couple
and my.... i couldn't take my eyes offa you
sitting there with that **** smile
and glaring at d bar
i wanted you to look at me
but i bet u knew that too

tried to get your attentions
so asked you for a dance
didnt care how i looked
you agreed to play the part

dancing like iv never done
you showed me how to jive
tossing me from here to there
cant believe we won a prize

cant believe that was the 1st time we ever met
and how we got attached
been inseparable since then
and we totally make a perfect match

lets show those non believers
what true love can really do
you and me forever
(hopefully) til the last breath of our lives
Jus me and you

true story
Apr 2013 · 891
with my headphones on
kittyka Apr 2013
deep in my thought
as images flood my mind
horrific as they are
give jitters down my spine
i try to evade
i try to unwind....

sigh

i put the crown upon my head
and blast the music till its red
the joyous melody of rap and soul
pop and country play their role
bringing me back to the light again
thank the lord!!
where have you been
Apr 2013 · 1.2k
stupid pigeon
kittyka Apr 2013
stupid pigeons on the wall
oh how i wish i could toast you all

with that innocent face up so high
staring below at passers by

unknown about the stares above
(focused on the path ahead)

the target now is locked !!
and the pigeons get ready to drop

raining white like none have ever seen
the poor mans suit has now become a scene

done their job
and now they fly
fly far away for an untrained eye

waiting patiently to strike again
on you or me or just another pedestrian

beware of those foul creatures aim
snipers would tell you the same

so

beware of the pigeons sitting up so high
they just might be aiming at you passing by
Apr 2013 · 602
past memories
kittyka Apr 2013
a kiss like this
a touch like that
you pet me as though
i were a little stray cat
you keep me close
you  keep me warm
you pet me gently till i yawn

warm and cozy in your arms
i feel safe with no distress
with no sudden alarm
3 days 3 nights were one to me
as i waited impatiently
for time to bring you back

a kiss like this
a touch like that  
i miss those days we used to chat
from dusk to dawn
till i teared and yawned
you spoke love to me
and i giggled under my warm
false starry sky

i truly miss them
and with a long sigh
i started to recall those days
when we loafed along the country side
and drove great miles
and under broken tiles
made love on concrete slabs

remember those days we held hands
with shopping bags
and walked long side lanes of brands
apples and mango's and even pumas
filled our car  
we drove along the open road
to that place we could call our home
dreams
making me dreams those dreams are no joke!!
i'll bug you till you're broke =P

just playing my love
come back home to me that's enough
Apr 2013 · 758
confused teen
kittyka Apr 2013
to you my unknown angel
thou seest not what stands forth thee
thou  seest not a lady
bearing forth her burdens for centuries
looking for some one to find me and set me free of my misery
i sees only in my dreams an angel to help me
find my way in these times of terror and unknown pleasure
searching all my life for this angel...
coming thus far ....
and found non as true as my dreams
perhaps been looking in wrong places.
most of me feel that ,that person is long from near in reaching me
or maybe if god wills
there be'ist no angel for me  
that can blow away the pain the burns so long inside me
and can finally set me free

my life is but a game
a game in the hands of the gods
those mighty hands that toss me around
up and down
giving me the pleasures of happiness
and weighing it twice with pain
i hide my tears and pain with
smiles and laughter
not to trouble those dear to me
cant let them see this selfish side
this lust and greed that grows inside

it must be me.... that feels this way
for every one says other wise
perhaps the times not right
perhaps.... that times near!
for when the hand of fate shall change on me
hopefully for the better this year
Apr 2013 · 389
lasting love
kittyka Apr 2013
its been so long
its been real tough
we have been through thick
and been through thin
and had our share of dryness not to forget
however
we have beaten the odds
and now here we stand
completing the past
facing the present
and ready for the future
Apr 2013 · 882
the genie and the senile
kittyka Apr 2013
iv lived my days in bliss
and have lived longer than any other normal
watch my lovers die before me
reliving the agony
but no more
return to your casket
so that i ,can to mine
Apr 2013 · 525
dormant vampire
kittyka Apr 2013
the sweet taste of blood
the trance that becomes of me
desperate to quench my ******
she splatters life
as if they were nothing
may waste away
half empty..... and me half full
i cry at my hang over
and wash the crimson gray
but yet again she not satisfied
and yet again i cry in vain
Apr 2013 · 860
safari
kittyka Apr 2013
as i travel across strange plains
along bumpy roads
bouncing on my seat
as i look past my window
focused through the maze of
branches ... through tiny keyholes to paradise
searching for creature iv only seen through glass walls
even with reflex i cant control
the accidental blink of an eye
could rob me of treasures
i cold carry till i die
yet again luck fails me
yet again iv tried
then again i wont be gone
yet gone for long again
i will be back with sparkling hope
to search through the maze again
those tiny gateways to paradise
where creatures beyond those walls dwell in blinded bliss
happy as they are till an other traveler
same thought as mine sees past the ordinary
into that world that untwines
kittyka Apr 2013
i knew it was not for long
i knew you would come back home
a week away may not sound as much
but i truly missed your touch
dreaming about the days to come
where you and i could meet under the sun
i cant tell you how longs its felt..
but alas the last hour has struck
and you have come back
back in my arms for all of eternity
Apr 2013 · 269
love
kittyka Apr 2013
my love for you i shall wait an eternity
to even hear the breath before you voice
Apr 2013 · 404
madly in love
kittyka Apr 2013
So helplessly in love that I am smiling myself away,
My eyes tear up and I blush the brightest crimson at d thought of you
It’s not that hard to believe it’s been so long
Because It’s natural for us to meet each day
Yet the hours feel like years when you’re not around
My heart aches....
And slowly as it trickles down the side of cheek
i squeeze my eyes and try to clear my head
But all i can see is your cursed face !!
Grinning away like you always do
sigh
Its amazing how you do the thing you do
That make me fall so helplessly in love with you

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