With a pen in her hand
She is ready to put her heart on the page
But no words come
For they had been stolen
Before she could even write

I lie awake in my bed
With eyes blood shot
From a night of tears
And it's in moments like these
Where I wish you were here

My friend sits across from me
In some cafe I don't know the name of
Her demeanor remains confident
She's poised
Elegant
And gives me the smile
That has stolen too many hearts
She talks about her life
As if it was painted by an artist
But in those sky-blue eyes
You can see a shimmer
Of what looks like a tear
But no tears are shed
And she laughs it off
But I know behind that smile
She's breaking

You said you felt safe
Cradled in my arms
I didn't want to let you go
Because I was afraid
That your demons were lurking
Right outside the door
And darling
I would love nothing more
Than to **** them for you

Was I expendable to you?
You molded me
overused me
and now you've thrown me away.
You think your actions
are merely a ripple
in a pond.
But in reality
you are a storm
in the sea.
You left chaos in your path
and now I'm stuck
cleaning up the mess.

It is your inherit right
To have a love
That breaches beyond the bounds of death
And cradles you like the stars do the moon