I try so hard though grief always follows me
I try so hard trouble wont let me be
though I try I'm left to wonder why
and it seems as though I'll die before you come rescue me
though I try with hands lifted to the sky
though I try would you wipe the tears from my eyes
though I try...though I try so hard!

I curse that day but I bless this one!
though of course just another day in the system
cant find no friends guess god must of switched em
We judge the sins of mankind but I'm the only victim
In a world full of sinners they threw rocks but they missed one
daughters of man rise up and give life to the son
the road was raggy and the way was weary but the wars won
with a sigh of relief I dispense strife and grief,though they be heavy I turn a new leave,lifting my head to the rising Sun!

^sah wibee u aint see bout 4 man dem having convo above ya comment....u may have been beheaded in biblical times...lol....im hi like a bat in a cave dont be minding me, fighting the slave trapped and enraged and still i get my grind in me,reciting the words pain from the double edge engraved in me,im speaking into a vacuum cause even today the worlds mental state is still how can a slave be free..by choice we live in their system paying the Masters fee...Amen to that I know my Church brothers and sisters feeling me...lol....when ever im around my haters do frown cause the crowds like smokey please please speak..not even a mouse shall squeak..I soar with the eagles over the mountain peak..I am The One you seek ..Spread truth and love you dont see but by day 7 you'll peek..I love everyone but dont come with no pun a shot from a gun or a knife you'll leak..lol...The demon at the creek...can you here me creep.....can you hear the boards ...creak creak creak

said id hit you up in the morning its been 3 after the dawning and i am the sun just rising yawning,Mama Africa's children keep spawning..grow be smart try to keep in mind the world your in..man didn't save his soul because of sin its the slavery were in they've enslaved us and their kin..dey must be on that hog steady drinking gin...sky juice will have you deeper then..the price of a mine filled with the souls of 100 fold 100 gold seeking men...see when it comes to speech I can..i'll run bars pass a million stars in China land..smoking on dat cheech and chong screaming kanechi wung..grabbing the finest asian chick and pulling tongue...woa-dei sound the gong..rappin ill **** i get an A u get a B and **** you stung..all the girls say **** the boi is hung...shoot out ya left eye and poke ya lung..when i touch rhymes all thats left is stun

Life glimmers through the shadows of darkness
Strong stone statuous rook looming in nocturnal mystery spilling light in secrets of the night
Tall tower to protect me from thunder and rain...the flood....a trip down the drain...down the rabbit hole..Even deeper down, down in my soul
Guide me traveling forever in glorious light black knight of virtue shrouded by night
Luminescent avenger flashing your spark
Lend me your energy to break through the dark
Show my ears the howl of the wolf hide me from the eyes of the owl
Shine on me make transparent my path protection from the pestilence that preys on the prowl
Burn eternal flame never flicker  become louse ,drown or douse
As I pass the mill just over the hill forever my will to sit in the safety of the sill at old light house

As the bells ring we pay the toll
A ppl lost their story told
In the masters garden our lives unfold
Deserters of the land of black green and gold
To the reality of life my ppl grab a hold
Into slavery we were sold
whipped and ***** freed in the cold
mind ****** and broken we lost our goal
science and civilization from us they stole
Now our men take drugs,women dance poles
come my ppl put on your clothes
not designer fabrics put on ancient robes
empower your offspring empower our souls
Come take your throne ,tell the massah return the gold
Kings and Queens of Africa come take control

I see some ppl bust a frown when smoke come around..speeches behind walls of silence no one ever  never makes a sound..U questioning me when I gatta ask R U still down?..loyalties are falsified so friendships are pacified..I speak no lie that **** stopped when Christ died..Jesus whats up with these Christ guys..speak from your heart your truth you will find..when you speak from the heart whatever word is bond is whats on your mind!