hello
i've waited here for you

tonight
i'll throw myself at you

come down
and waste away with me

slow down
if you want it to be

i wonder
when i sit alone with you
can anything ever be this good

i ask one question
you have to promise me

breath out
so i can breath you in

when i say start
can you say when

can everything always be this good forever
can everything always be this way

promise me

when you told me that you loved me
you promised me, that you would never leave me

even though you left your lover, for me who was another
you said you loved me so and would never let go

the loved we shared, the times we cared, the fun we had
were the happiest days of my life

you then just left me, without telling me, your sorry
with a blink of my eyes, you were gone from my eyes

leaving me with a heart ache of no other kind
i have never felt before with tears in my eyes

Say what you do
And
Do what you say

Say what you mean
And
Mean what you say

And you'll have no troubles
Getting through this day

the life
the love
the hate
the fear you bring

your smiles
your lies
your decieving eyeys

the things you steal
                    you take
                    you feel

the times you sin
these feelings you bring

do i need to protect myself
from you

do i need to find someone else
besides you

I'll never forget these things
because of you

do we have to seperate our lives
and find someone new

these things you bring
make me hate you

i have to forget this life
with something new

i just need to protect myself
don't you have a clue

May the good Lord be with down every road you roam.
Do onto others as you want them to do to you.

May sunshine and happiness surround you.
May you be courageous, dignified & true.
May your presense never grow old.

I am proud to have met you.
This is from me to you

you say you really love me
you say you really need me
you say you want to hold me
you said you want to be with me

PROVE IT

I want you to remember
Every word you say to me,
With no words changed

How often you lied to me
and talk to complain.

You poor mouth me baby
Is that what you think of me.

Only to remember
The life you brought to me

Listen to me baby
Your heart means nothing to me

The feelings we have between us
Keep pulling us down.

I'm just a puppet,
in your show...

Pull my strings,
and lets go...

I can say,
the things u wanta hear...

I can say,
hey lets play...

I can be your smile,
I can be ur laugh...

But we will always know,
that im the one in control..

I set the tone,
and u set the mood...

Is it the things we do...
Or is it because i love u...

Termoil and comotion,
what's the right potion...

Love or hate,
what makes it great...

I will choke until I swallow...
Choke this infant here before me.
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge and strike you down?

But you're pushing and shoving me.
You still love me and you pushit on me.

Rest your trigger on my finger,
bang my head upon the fault line.

Take care not to make me enter.
because if I do we both may disappear.

But you're pushing me,
Shoving me. Pushit on me.

Slipping back into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me,
Alive when you're shoving me down.

But i'd trade it all
For just a little bit of
Piece of mind.

Put me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see.
Never wanna see that place again.

Saw that gap again today
As you were begging me to stay.
Managed to push myself away,
And you, as well.

If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay,
You minimize my movement anyway,
I must persuade you another way.

There's no love in fear.

Staring down the hole again.
Hands upon my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.

Just remember I will always love you,
Even as I tear your ******* throat away.
But it will end no other way.

Which is deeper
  
          Love

                 Hurt

                        or

                          Pain

Do you ever close your eyes
and your mind starts to race

You try to make it stop
But it's no where in sight

So we try change thoughts
But it stuck in one gear

That train of thought
Of something you fear

We clinch our eyes
To make it stop

We have no luck
It's stuck in our thoughts

We try to sleep
But it's just to deep

We think about love
But have no luck

This racing mind
It drives me crazy

Until the problem solved
It stays in my head

As the raindrops hit my skin...
The feeling of tears fall within....

As I look through the pouring rain.....
I hide the feelings of all my pain.....

The darkened clouds drift in the night.....
Reminds me of love with fear and freight....

As the rain stops and my skin dries....
Feelings of lonelyness begin to die.....

The clouds have now cleared.....
I shed those feelings of love and fear...

Now that the rain has passed....
Along with my criticism of my past...

The light now gets closer within my grasp....
I look to the future for the life I ask....

No talking
Between the lines
No speaking
In riddles
No forming
Of the body of the poem
Just say
What the ****
You mean
You know what
Nobody has to like me

the hope
the trust
the touch
the smiles

are they real

the care
the lust
the feelings
the heart

are they real

the love
the love
the love
the love

is it real

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

WHY DOES ONE FEEL
THEY MUST ALWAYS STRIFE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

WHY DOES LOVE FEEL
LIKE BEING CUT WITH A KNIFE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

WHY DOES ONE THINK
HATE LIVES IN ONE'S LIFE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

HEAD GAMES
DRAMA IN ONE'S LIFE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

****** UP AMBITIONS
LOSING TRACK OF LIFE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

LEARNING RESPONSIBILITY
TO BE ACCOUNTABLE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

LOVE AND WAR
FAMINE AND HUNGER

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

DEATH AND TAXES
WINNING THE LOTTERY

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

LIVING A GREAT LIFE
DREAMING OF A GREAT LIFE

WHAT IS REAL
WHAT IS NOT

FINDING TRUE LOVE
LIVING IN DESPAIR

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Do you sometimes feel that your life is going nowhere....
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Should we get comfortable and accept our life....
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How many people actually like and look for change....
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Are you actually happy with what you do and who you are....
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Has your surroundings molded you.....
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Does life suffocate you are do you live to breath....
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Life will always have it's self created problems...
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Can you stay true to your goals....
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Can you see your dream coming.....
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Welcome to my realty check....
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With this fast pace life we all have.
What does one do when lonely.

The mind wanders in times of lonlyness.

Do you think of your past life and feed on it.
Do you think of what you want to do in the future.

Or does one ponder on lonely thoughts.

What does lonlyness actually mean. To be without a lover. To be without a family or to be without a friend.

Lonlyness
Complete solitude, dispair, depression,
hermit, frightened.

Scared of life, scared of people.

I would take any pain
to keep our love sane

i would hide any hurt
just to keep you smiling

i would starve myself
so you never have to hunger for love

i would hide any tears
to fulfill your dreams

i would travel a lifetime
to keep your happiness

you are the reason
i love
i smile
i dream

your are why i'm
so happy
so fulfilled
so loving

my life is built around you
for a lifetime and together

we can always love each other
through the true meaning of real love

to protect
to honer
through sickness
though health

to death
when we continue
our everlasting love

Keep yourself in a state of positivity  
Something will always be worse

Keep your head up
Communication

There is a flip side to everything
Complaining does absolutely nothing

Crying makes it worse
It's only a ******* dream

Showers in time
They will always be there if you let them

Distractions in life,
like bombs in the  night

Just splash it all away
Don't let it control your life

The only way to lose it is flush it all away
A freak of mother nature

Learn to sink or swim
Deal with it

It is sometime very hard
But the pieces will eventually fit

when they fit
wash the temple
rediscover

Son's of God's...
Loaded guns....

Unstable minds....
Nothing kind...

Freaks of nature....
Bad behavior....

Earth quakes and tidal waves...
Change the play...

Death and destruction.....
Many graves....

Liberal news....
Washes the mind...

Lies and deception...
From hollow minds...

War and bloodshed....
All for religion....

For a piece of land...
The holy ground....

To the devil....
Who sits and watches..

Laughing at life....
As death tolls tally....

Will it stop....
Will it end...

When the moon turns red....
You'll know it's the end...

Once upon a time I had a life,
and then I met her....

Jack be nimble Jack be quick,
are the times I ran from her.....

So Cinderella, you lost your slipper,
is that why you were out all night......

Your like the three little pigs,
you go from house to house........

So you were with snow white,
and slept with her seven dwarfs......

How do I know,
the old lady in the shoe, told me so....

You've lost your crown with me........

Your not Bambi, I can kick you out.......

All the kings horses and all the kings men,
can't fix this relationship again.....

I'm little boy blue,
with a life of the blue's with you.....

And we never lived happily ever after.

THE END

Thank god she's gone

Her name was Mary,  
and she was quite contrary and she didn't have a clue

Then she cried wee, wee, wee, all the way back to her home......

For real, she was a stripper........

Who's love has fallen

As she begged me to promise,
never to hurt her
never to leave her
and to always love her

It was our first love, yet we were both very young

The first time she touch me
The first time I touched her
The first time we made love

We both trembled with excitement
Something so different, so new
A new feeling for both of us

Constantly battling who loved who more

Listening to nothing on the phone for hours daily
With few words spoken, but just to hear each other breath for hours
Was more then enough, with no one wanting to hang up

Scribbling I love you's, initials and our names
on every school book and folder

She was always telling their friends how much I love her
While I tell the boys and act cool and say she only wants me
Yet no one knows about our young passionate love

As we cruise the lake pontchartrain in my muscle car
with my group of friends, each with a girl in hand following

As we go to school dances
Running the streets during Mardi Gras
Partying in the Big Easy
Barn fires parting on the Mississippi river

As we work on our cars daily
the girls are always there
So much teenage clean fun

****, we did it all!
And we were good at it
Quaaludes, *** and beer

How grown up we felt

Now those times are gone
Yet still very vivid memories

As we grew older we drifted apart

Many, many years later
I sometimes try to find her

Sometimes I do
Sometime I don't

When I do, we reminisce

Her married with kids still in the same neighborhood
Me still single with a great career traveling the world

I am a dream of nothing
With only air in my veins
My heart is filled with sand
And my lungs are filled with pollution
My thoughts are filled with something
Something that means nothing to me
My visions are out of focus
For nobody wants me
My life is without warning
Where this world will not miss me
The only thing I hope for
Is for someone to rescue me.

Consequences in life, privileged and denied.......
Immortality torn and treated as a *****.....

To give, give, give.....
To take, take, take....

In a life full of mistakes, what does it take.....
To break the grips, of life's horrors.....  

We wash ourselves away, in this sea of time......
It seems that one swims, to every obstacle....

Not knowing the facts,
one's life can get very tiresome......

Can one break this rhythm in time,
Can one stay true to their mind.........

The writings that one writes
is based on one's own feelings

We sometimes see hurt and pain without forgiveness
never happiness when it comes to love

We sometimes see depression, sorrow and doubt
when it come to one's own life

We sometimes see flowing words of beauty
from the real poets that are so creative

We sometimes see about lust in love
with feelings of excitement and joy

We sometimes see stories about God
and how much he helps and guides us

We sometimes see stories of Lucifer
and his dark world in hell

So many great stories so much sadness
right here on HP

The secrets that one keeps...
The lies that one will tell....

The fears that controls one....
The tears that hold one...

How one's life is controlled,
from one's past....

How one's life,
goes so fast....

From love to heartache......
From joy to pain.....

From living a lie.....
To living in sin...

From sad to happy.....
From tears to cheers...

A life long adventurer,
for many years....

From the things we've done,
to the things we will do....

This roller coaster ride,
for me and you.....

If you really love her
Romance her like no other

Not once a week
But every day

If she is your life
and if you want her to stay

Give her one rose
Day by day

Tell her you love her
In every way

She should be so special everyday

Keep that loving feeling
and she'll always stay

We always forget
and take love for granted

Remember her life
and always romance her

A girl from a different place a different culture
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A deadly whisper with the kiss of death
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A wondering thought of being with her again
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A backlash from another to drive a jealousy stake in you
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The feelings that drive you to her and her to you
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The verbal beatings of others to push you away
?
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The feelings of something that push you to her
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Constantly being judged for your uncontrollable actions
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You wonder why does love have to be so hard
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At the end do you die for her or does she die for you

Find the moral, it’s about real life.

A rose first starts from a seed

It grows slowly with nothing but time
It sprouts and grows with thorns to protect it

It gives birth to leaves with bulbs in protection
It then blossoms and shows it signs of beauty

They are then past out to show signs of beauty
They come from your heart with love and affection

We then just sometimes let them wither away
Because my feelings were gone

I let mine almost die in front of my house
I looked at it and cried

I then nurtured it, clipped it, water it, talked to it
I told it that it could be beautiful again
I cared for it daily

It then begin to show signs of life
Thorns again, bulbs blossoming
Roses of beauty shining brightly
In every color imaginable

I then passed them out to strangers
they smiled and said thank you

I gave them to friends and they said why
I say it’s because I care for you

Their signs of beauty, signs of love sign of affection