As I gaze into wonder land
Trying to collect my thoughts
I always ponder why am I lost

I know were I've been
But don't know where I'm going
In this life of after tomorrow

Conclusional or conclusive
Delusional or illusional

Is this part of your life

No passifying
In this corner

So go cry
Why don,t you

when i sit here and think about our life
the times we had were so much fun

the times we laughed
the times we cried

things always change as we get older

the lines in our face
our gray colored hair

but the love you bring me
will always be there

this life we have
with our children that grow

will take our place in life
to carry our name

a reflection of us
with our loving ways

Passion for love
Passion for life
Passion for desire

What are they
What makes them right

Passion for love
Comes from within

Passion for life
Is full of spite

But passion for desire
Can make us cry

A rollercoaster ride
This passion for desire

Along with life
Were sometimes  holler

But this passion for love
Brings us desire

Passion within me
Passion descrete
Passion so mildly
Passionate meek
Passionate willing
Passionate me
Passion me lightly
Make love to me

Beneath the tree's.....
The falling stars...

We look for a life,
of who we are....

Without a trace,
of what's to be...

Could it be a life,
of you and me...

As the wind blows,
into the sun..

We look for all the  reasons,
to stay or run...

Bound by light,
we live in the night...

With broken dreams,
and mislead lies...

The passion in life,
can sometimes die...

As slow as I try to live life
It still flashes before my eyes

As I put my past behind
A new past begins

Before I can start something new
I have to deal with the old

Does this revolving door ever stop
Or will it ever will

What is new
It is only the moment

We always think of new things
But they quickly become the past

Is any thing ever new
Or is only our past

I met a man so gifted
Meek in his loving ways

He'll capture your heart
And he'll teach you God's ways

He's funny and slick
He lives by God's ways

He's an emotional creature
That hates hurting ways

His name is P. C.
And I love him so

He's one of God's mouthpieces
And he preaches LOVE

God be with you
Live by his ways

God is his daddy
And he loves his ways

Why do people sometimes
Talk down to others

Yes they may be
Intellectually profound
Literally spoken

But yet don't have a lick of common sense

I'll take common sense any day

Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Someone who's there

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone

Flesh and bone
By the telephone

Lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer

Take second best
Put me to the test

Things on your chest
You need to confess

I will deliver
You know I'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith
Your own personal Jesus

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone

Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver

I'll make you a believer
I will deliver

You know I'm a forgiver
Your own personal Jesus

Reach out and touch faith

How do we keep things in perspective

Is it in perspective to one's own life....
Is it in perspective to one's surroundings...
Is it in perspective to the worlds ways....

Perspective is being emotionally inclined to others feelings
If you keep this to heart life will fall in place...

People will respect you and will see this in you
Honesty, Trust, Truth, Respect and Love will show through you..

You will then be blessed with wealth which comes in two ways

Wisdom and Money
This is what God wants to see

It's been a long time
Since I've called your name

It's been a long time
Since I've seen your face

I always keep the lite on
Waiting for you

Every time I call your name
l'm all alone

Every time I fall down
I fall to pieces, missing you

To find a way,
mind astray....

Like a dark gray cloud,
drifting in the night....

We try to figure out,
whats wrong and whats right...

With stress and burdens,
that hold us tight...

We try to find freedom,
but it seems to be a fight...

So calm ur mind down,
and lose that frown....

Put up that fight,
to make it right...

Take the love in ur heart,
is the first place to start...

A smile on the face,
with happy thoughts...

Now slow ur life down,
and play the part...

A life with herion I wish no one to experience. It is so hard to describe for all to understand. First do understand it does ****, If lucky you'll only get hooked.

The first words out of everyone's mouth is "not for me". I said it, guilty as charged!

Your first fix, you say your "just going to try it once", famous last words. So you do it. What a feeling. A warmth comes over you your eyes go shut, off to that euphoria, a land of lands, a settling feeling better then ***. Don't be fooled.
Many people die their first time.

As you said only once, the second and third time come. You want a little more each time. The money starts flowing and the tracks start. And you found a friend, the monkey. He needs to be feed all the time.

Money runs short, so you pay your bills or get high. Well if you don't get high you get sick. Just put it this way, when sick, it's paralyzing to say the least. So you say you'll pay the bill later one last time. Now your in a vicious circle. Pawning and stealing, manipulating loved ones and friends.

You think know one knows, wrong they all do, they beg you to stop. You think they don't understand. No, you don't understand. Help is the only way out.

Please understand this, ****** is bad but not the worst. ****, alcohol, coke, barbits do much more harm to the body.

These are not bad people, they just have bad ways. It's Insanity, doing the something over and over expecting a different result.

5 days to detox
28 days to break a habit
Follow up with treatment
N/A, C/A, A/A if needed.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change.
The courage to change the things that I can.
And the wisdom to know the difference.

Deep with the Caribbeans depths of turquoises blue
A life that must people do not see
Coral reefs of all shapes and sizes of beautiful sculptures
Sites of the unusual the norm and history that dates back
Swimming though a 747  and a cruise ship is a trip in itself
Dropping down a wall 300 ft for 10 minutes is a feat of it's own
Night diving in pitch black with fish darting in and out of your light
And the almighty Whale Shark you would not believe what a creature

To sleep in a straw hut set out over the Caribbean, no TV or phone
Just *** Runners, spliffs and good island company

Yes, Poetry is about Heart Ache and our life experiences
Yes, Poetry is about our love for life.

About our passions
About our dreams

But as Poets, we are forgetting the most important things in life.

OUR YOUTH

Our up and coming POETS
They need to know LIFE

Life that is GREAT
And has many ADVENTURES

That will make them FLOW with POETRY

Like no OTHER

INSPIRE

Write about good times in life

The fun you had
The love you have
Yes, were depressed, but ALIVE

Inspire our youth in any way

TELL THEM TO DREAM

When one sings a song that they know
does one reminisce about their life

Is it a song that they really like
do they relate it to their life

Poetry in motion is what I love
no music in mind, just words from my times

Feelings from the heart is where I start
My mind then takes over thinking of my past

Poetry has saved me and has redirected my life  
it is my private journal and tells one about my life

So now my mind is clear and I still love to write
I now wish everyone a happy life

You had something to hide
You should have hidden it
Now you're not satisfied

It's now time to pay the price
For not listening to advice
Deciding in your youth

It used to be so civilised
You will always wonder how
If you'd only have lied

It's too late to change events
It's time to face the consequence
For delivering the proof

Never again is what you swore
Now you're standing there tongue tied
You'd better learn your lesson well

Hide what you have to hide
And tell what you have to tell
You'll see your problems multiplied

If you continually decide
To faithfully pursue

Know the
Policy of truth

You had something to hide
Should have hidden it, shouldn't you

Now you're not satisfied
With what you're being put through

It's just time to pay the price
For not listening to advice

And deciding in your youth
On the policy of truth

Things could be so different now
It used to be so civilized

You will always wonder how
It could have been if you'd only lied

It's too late to change events
It's time to face the consequence

For delivering the proof
In the policy of truth

Never again is what you swore
The time before

Now you're standing there tongue tied
You'd better learn your lesson well

Hide what you have to hide
And tell what you have to tell

You'll see your problems multiplied
If you continually decide

To faithfully pursue
The policy of truth

As I sit here and ponder about my life

Would or could I have done anything different

We always dream  about what we don't have

It could be material things which are filled with nothing

Dreams of love are dreams of feelings

Things that hurt so bad, because we want meang

Meaning for love that we sometimes don't have

To fulfill our life in times of sadness

I never thought that i could change

A lifelong addiction that drove me insane

Now that clean I've found my dream

Now love fulfills all of my dreams

As I sit here and ponder on my thoughts
About our life's adventures and the times that we sought.

Confusing in many ways
For the ways we did things
From the ways we behaved

The heart ache I caused
The hurt that I brought

The tears that I missed
From your loving heart

The dreams that I have had
Where about you and me

The love that I have
Are from the time that we had
Will always be about you and me

1.  running in your darkened shadow

2.  running through your trampled weeds

3.   dodging your stifling trees

4.   walking in your thickened mud you've spread

5.   always stepping in your *******

6.   drowning in your lake of sorrow

7.   walking in your accidents ridden shoes

8.   drinking my fill of your pity

9.   holding on to your last bit of hope

10. what is your last excuse

always slowing me down
is how you make me feel

poor me or poor you

pick 1 in 10
when does it end
because it makes no sense

As I walk through these
poppies in an unending field

In a small village
In Afghanistan
A place of people's dreams

The one's who live there
Want a better life

The one's who don't
Want what's produced
From there crops

***** they make
That's in pain pills we take

Herion on the streets
Was once my dreams

This flower is known to be
A flower of God

It helped Alexandra the Great
To conquer this world

It's is only a flower
That helped define this world

There a lot of history
In drugs throughout this world

What is it about **** that attract men and women.

Is it the *******, the sights, the sounds or is it their fantasy.

Is it their neurotic or ****** styles of motion that leaves them at awww,
or the sizes of disbelief.

What is it that attracts men and women. Is it lonlyness, cellabsy or the lack of.

Is it ok to watch **** during a bachlor or bachloret party. With your partner for ****** arousment, a boring day, or because your parter no longer particapates, or just because.

Yes some hate it, yet most love it.

****, ****, ****, ****, ****, ****

Even the word **** sounds ***** yet ****.

Why is it hard for people to pull their eye's away even though they say it's disgusting.

****,
From the funny mustaches and the funny beats in the 70's. To the ****** implacations, to live websites.

There's teasing ****, soft ****, ******* ****, group **** (******), hurting ****, painful ****, **** beyond belief.

Me, yes I have watched **** but never paid for it.  Yes, I've surfed the sights. But why, curiosity ? Who's to say.

One who always has a better storey then you...

One who says they have everything, yet has nothing.....

One who has done everything, yet doesn't even know life.....

One that says they have money, yet is always broke.....

One that lies on a regular bases and believes what they say.....

The funny thing about some poser's is, that they just want to fit in....

The sad thing about some posers is, they think they are better then all....

One thing about a poser is, I can spot them a mile away......

Welcome to this place

i'll tell you everything that i am
everything i've been though

i'll tell you my desires
i'll tell you my dreams
i'll cry about heart ache
i'll show you my pain

you'll know when i'm sad
you'll know when i'm happy
you'll know if i'm in love
you'll know when i'm depressed

you might know if i'm high or straight
you might  know if i'm joking or ******* with you

but you can rest assure, that it will be posted

i have one wish and that's i hope you understand

as my life keeps burning from my past
i see the fire below, which is my destiny

with the future of this time
as i leave this life behind
melting in the sandglass of time

controlled by powers unknown
suffice will never show

why do i believe in someone
who's rules are not right

no one ever told me
i would end up by meself

stretched out beyond belief
where theres no turning back

my life has now turned to stone
where i play games with myself

only to know that i would lose
to this paper trail of aftermath

how was i to know there was no heaven
and that i only believed that life was hell

Breathe....
Sleep.....
Relax...

Don't let the pressures in life hold you back.....

So easy to say.....
So hard to do....

We learn and learn,
only to learn again....

From our responsibility
to our family....

To love and passion....
To resentment and spite...

To dreamers and believers..
To failure and doubt...

From success in life....
From the times of right...

To the lies one tells.....
To the truths we hide...

This life we live,
is the life we have...

From the pressures in life
can make it a living hell....

Pride ?

Let me tall you a thing or two if you think you have pride !

Pride ?

It's an ego trip !

Pride ?

Will make you look stupid !

Pride ?

Hurts people !

Pride ?

Does not show affection !

Pride ?

Can leave you all alone !

Pride ?

Is an addicts friend !

Pride ?

It can **** !

Pride ?

Does a lot !

Pride ?

Will leave you all alone !

So do you still think you have pride ?

Just be proud to be alive and let things will fall in place !

We sometimes all say
That we are prisoners of our mind

Is it our mind or our thoughs
Is it our life or ourself

Is there a definition of this
Do we react this way from
Situations in life or do we know

My definition is no longer prisoner
Of my mind.

It was my one way thinking
My way of thinking was my enemy

My way of  thinking
landed me in a real prison

You want to feel the feeling
Of a prisoner of your mind

Be behind bars without
Pen and paper to express

Express your thoughts
And relieve your anger

Instead of taking it out on others

As the blue eyed sparrow,
hides from the hawk...

Words of procrastination,
fill my heart....

Already beaten and bruised,
is what holds all the clues...

Of love always gone bad,
that always leaves me sad...

In the beginning,
the heart opens wide...

Keep ur feelings in check,
and always stay wise...

These charging emotions,
that control your heart...

Are wonderful feelings,
when love first starts,

But it's 50 / 50
that they'll depart...

Don't be that person
That says I'll do it later

Putting things off
Does nothing

It makes you
A procrastinator

Be that better person
Do what you say

You will find in life
That the better person

Does what they say
Be a person of your word

This is something
That makes life easier