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DC raw love Feb 2015
fools always seem to rush in the darkness of this world

they tumble blinded as they walk across the universe

photographs shaded black with motionless figures

leave depressing thoughts of a life i don't want to know

in a black and white news paper we only see blood of others

in a motion TV show, we only see what they want us to dream

on a skawk box they hide the truth and lead us to believe

with magazines of make believe of who they want us to be

with our own Government bickering back and forth

with Countries plotting against each other

why do we even have to wonder

how ****** up this world is
DC raw love Apr 2015
As long as one does the right thing
As long as your feelings come from your heart
And one takes care of their responsibilities

You have nothing to prove
No how
No way
DC raw love Feb 2015
bright lights almost blind
looking for what I need

I have a fear of being lonely
i am not use to being used

i'm not use to what you make me do
my face cracks from crying

deaf and blind
I tell you now

not to use me
DC raw love Feb 2015
Down a dark hole i go
looking for nothing i know

have i lost my mind
or am i blind

am i  alive or dead
where's my head

have i turned to bleak
with vengeance in me

nobody wants me
will i have my revenge

my time is near
i have no fear

my heart is numb
my feelings are gone
DC raw love Dec 2014
We chase misprinted lies
We face the path of time

And yet I fight
This battle all alone

No one to cry to
No place to call home

My gift of self is *****
My privacy is raked

And yet I find
Repenting in my head

If I can't be my own
I'd feel better dead
AiC
DC raw love Dec 2014
WHY HAVE I ALWAYS, BEEN OBESSED WITH ***

YET, NEVER WITH LOVE, TO MANY TIMES

THEY ALL WANTED LOVE, YET' I DID THE TIME

IS IT MY TIME, TO PAY FOR THIS CRIME

IT NOW HURTS ME INSIDE
I WAS A *******
THEY TOLD ME THIS OFTEN
YET, I WOULD ALWAYS LAUGH

BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE
WAS IT FEAR OR REVENGE

THAT LIFE IS NOW OVER
AND IT IS NOW MY PAST

I KNOW HAVE TRUE MEANING
A MEANING WITH LOVE

ONE DAY I'LL FIND IT
AND IT WILL BE FILLED WITH LOVE
DC raw love Apr 2015
This little bag where can it take me
I'll try it once, so please don't forsake me

As I nod off into another land
I get cigarette burns upon my hands

As I drop my head, into my lap
the feelings of euphoria is where i'm at

When someone tries to wake me
I can only say i'm wasted

let my enjoy this high
as I  float in the sky

They said my lips had turned blue
and I was no longer breathing

So someone then slapped me
to keep me breathing

I fell to the floor with a face of death
Someone gave me CPR to keep me from death

I woke from this high
with feelings of pleasure

Only wanting one thing
So what does one bring

Another little bag
So I won't be sad
DC raw love Dec 2014
There will come a time in life
When you must speak up

It won't feel comfortable
But it must done

Who am I to say
Well just tell me I'm wrong

Is this bold
If you think so

Do I care
I think not

Do I wish you the best
Of course I do

Do we hide our feelings in words
Of course we do

Do we express our thoughts in words
Of course we do

Do we have fun writing
Of course we do

Do we make **** up
Of course we do

Do we think of others when we write
Sometimes
DC raw love Mar 2015
darkened eye's from when i cry...
--
pain and hurt that makes me sigh...
--
broke emotions oh wo is me...
--
delusional thoughts lives in me..
--
my crocked life can i let it be...
--
i always thinking of whats to be...
--
this hole i have how could it be...
--
my mind can't think from day to day...
--
i often wonder am i dead...
--
only reminded from my head...
--
these painful feelings that i hold...
--
this crippled life as i grow old...
DC raw love Dec 2014
Honer

Why do people miss the oppurtunity, to show honer
It's this easy, tell anyone this

It may be strange to them, but good for your Character
and somethings GOD want to see

Tell someone hello
Say good morning

Tell some one good job
Say I love you

Tell someone you like them
Say you care

Tell someone they look good
Say it's a pleasure


Seeds of DisHoner

Don't dishoner your family

Don't have a sour spirit

Don't talk bad about someone

Don't complain


AND BY ALL MEANS*

Do not Judge

What you sew you will reap
Hold that spirit of HONER
raw love
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DC raw love Jan 2015
i admit it, what's to say
i relive it, without pain

bacckstreet lover on the side of the road

i got a bomb in my temple thats gonna explode
i got a 16 guage buried under my coat

i pray,
once upon a time, i could control myself
once upon a time, i could lose myself

indian summer and i hate the heat
i got my hand in my pocket so determinded and descrete

there she was with him on the side of the street
they think i have my eyes closed
but i'm looking at them the whole ******* time

i explode

once upon a time, i could control myself
once upon a time, i could lose myself
pj
DC raw love Mar 2015
I once had a job,
only to assure myself, that i cannot work...

I once saw a motivational speaker,
only to assure myself, a have no motivation...
  
I once saw a inspirational speaker,
only to assure myself, a have no inspiration...

I once went to confession,
only to assure myself, that I do not know God...

I once dated a girl,
only to assure myself, that love is confusing...

I once had a dog,
only to assure myself, that I cannot take care of anyone...

I once hung out in a crowd,
only to assure myself, that I do not like people

I once had a friend,
only to assure myself, that I need help

I once saw a psychiatrist,
who assured me, that i was crazy....
DC raw love Dec 2014
i felt this hurt to many times
you broke my heart and turned my life gray

the comments you made, your countless lies
brought many tears to my eyes

i put up these walls and let no one in
it hurt me so bad, i could not swim

my love was so deep
was the reason why

it took me some time to change my life
my walls were high, but i tore them down

i lost my feelings i now have them back
i want to tell you, i love our times
that we spent together

i want you to know
that i will always love you

were miles apart
i just want you to remeber
you have a special place

a place in my heart
DC raw love Feb 2015
once upon a time i could love you

once upon a time i could control you

once upon a time i could control myself
one
DC raw love Feb 2015
one
it started with two
to make only one

we learn from many
how often it's about one

we often love
to be just one

we walk in shame
and it's always one

when we hurt
we only hurt one

when we try
we try for one

when we bleed
we then realize there is no one
DC raw love Jan 2015
Sitting in sins of my life
Burning away time
one crime at a time

With no past of a kind
No way to live life

Beaten beyond belief
From the times of my crimes

Building up hurt
To continue my crimes

Shackled by darkness
Filled with hate

I continue a life
Of love and hate

Crimes I commit
From the things I take

A life of love
One heart at a time
DC raw love Feb 2015
Do I dream of love
or
Do I dream of loneliness

Do I cry from loneliness
or
Do I cry from heart ache

Am I meant to be with another
or
Am I meant to be alone

How can I know with trying
or
Do I even want to try

I see couple's complain and cry
I see lonely people smile and never say a word

What's right
What's wrong

Is two better then one
or
Is one better then two

yet I hear
one is a lonely number
DC raw love Jan 2015
Please come home I think I'm falling
I'm holding on to I think what's safe

I feel I've found the road to nowhere
and I'm trying to escape, but I'm down to my last breath

Let me say is all I need is to see your face

Please hold me, I'm six feet from the edge
And thinking six feet ain't that far

I look at my life and I think it's over
Reflecting on my mistakes

I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in your grace

I cry out to heaven to hope to hold you,
But I'm down to one last breath

Please come back and stay with me
I still believe there's something there
Left for you and me

Please come back I think I'm falling
And I'm holding on to faith
DC raw love May 2015
Captured by her smile
Spell bounded by her beauty
and hypnotized by her voice
I am left speechless

Have I died and gone to heaven
If it is a dream please never wake me
Let me sleep for this life is gracious
For her love it will never be mistaken
DC raw love May 2016
So the thoughts of one which can change us apart from Particles preposition apart preposition Conjunction function plus and accept dysfunction ..
DC raw love Mar 2015
The road to hell, is day I try to stall
But it's only one more time around
DC raw love Jan 2015
all my life
i only told her
one simple lie

that i was faithfull
DC raw love Aug 2015
Do you really know who you are or
do you just go through the motions of life....

Me, I am no superman, nor am I perfect.....
I do know who I am and where I am going....

I control my own life and work for no one....
I make my own money and enjoy life....

I understand by helping other,
I help myself by showing understanding...

Life is way to short to fear anything,
face life head on and stay real to yourself....

I never stress, complain or make excuses....
The words "I can't" do not exist in my vocabulary...

Stay true, honest and respectful to all......
Be a caring person about others to a point....

What is most important is understanding love....

Love is patient...
Love is kind....
Love is not self seeking....
Love does not boast...
Love is always there....
Hate will never show...

Treat your lady like a princess....
Yes they need to be shown affection...

But in return ladies need to do the same...
Where respect is given, respect is earned....

True love cannot exist,
were it truly does not exist.

True love cannot be hidden,
were it truly exist...

Mind games are for foolish people...
Foolish people will always hurt...

Pride will only get you in trouble....
Be mindful and thoughtful to all....

Yet, stay wise to everything....
DC raw love Jun 2015
To start from scratch, one must begin.
The beginning now becomes the start.

The start is the beginning of one's own wealth.
The wealth you start, one must reinvest in themself.

The circle of life has started or has re-begun
Through this circle you shall accomplish things

With accomplishment brings balance one's life
Find the true meaning of prosperity

Prosperity in life consist of 3 equal things in life
God, Family Life and hard work,
they must stay balanced.

Things will then begin to come easy to you
You will find true happiness and wealth

You will find your purpose in life!!!

‪#‎unity‬ ‪#‎peace‬ ‪#‎love‬
DC raw love Mar 2017
Windblown trees,
without their leaves...

Like a skelaton,
dangling in the wind...

One will see life,
as one will see death...

As the sun hits the air,
leaves appear out of nowhere...

Yet the bones,
will only turn to dust...

A tree of life,
yet death hangs close...
DC raw love Jul 2015
We only have only one life,
to live,
to give,
to take....

To carry feelings,
of love,
of care,
of compassion...

To have meaning,
to be honest,
to be trustworthy,
to be truthful.....

To provide security.....
To guide...
To teach...
To inspire...
To motivate...

Easier said than done....

I hate the say "Life wasn't meant to be easy"
It becomes a mindset for some and then an excuse......

Life is what you make it....
Life can be easy....
Life can be hard...

It is controlled by your attitude towards life....

So, if you want to make it hard,
it will be hard.....

So, if you want to make it easy,
it will be easy.....

Your life is up to you and no one else...
DC raw love Mar 2015
I only react softly in anger
I only persecute the persecutor
I only lie to the lier
I only hurt the hurter
I only hate the hater
I only cause pain to the deserving
I only love the one's who love
DC raw love Jan 2015
i have a pitbull named muffin
          a cat named cat
          a gold fish that i thought was a piranha
         and a bird that wouldn't shut up

muffin and cat, fight everyday
i'm scared of that fish, i heard they eat people
and that ******* bird, it won't shut up

muffin and cat has torn my house apart
the fish bowl stinks
and there's bird feed everywhere

what am i to do
i'm now half insane
should i get a wife
to drive me insane
DC raw love Dec 2014
If I could have only one
Which one would it be

The one that loves me
or
The one that hates me

The one that likes me
or
The one who love’s another

The one that knows me
or
The one that cry’s

The one that sells herself
or
The one that doesn’t care

The one that’s passionate
or
The one that cares
raw love
DC raw love Dec 2014
The days of summer
are now in our past

Times to remember
That went by so fast

The girl you met
That took your heart

The times you laughed
and now your apart

All of my fiends
We had so much fun

With our girls and cars
It was our world

We sit back and think
of that time we had

Wanting those days over
Of that life that we once had
DC raw love Mar 2015
I love how people express themselves on HP

I agree with the happy on HP
I have empathy for the hurting on HP
I have understanding for the loving on HP
I enjoy reading the complicated on HP
I think about the dysfunctional on HP
I like reading about religion on HP
I get caught up in the short novels on HP
I like chatting with the new on HP

A place to express any thought
any desire, any hurt
without being judged

Only on HP
DC raw love Mar 2015
Frantic about my life
I do not know what is right

Left in a world of haze
I often wonder as I gaze

These frightening sights
Stuck in my mind

Leads me to believe
I have to fight this life

Not knowing where to turn
I feel my way to touch only pain

If I can find that waken moment
To break these feelings of disappointment

Only to say goodbye
DC raw love Feb 2015
as she sits there waiting
on her only man
---
he's out there doing things
that she doesn't understand
---
he smoke and drinks
and doesn't come home at all
---
she cry's to often
for her only man
---
she stay's up all night
because she want to understand
---
tired and hurt
how she gives a ****
---
only women bleed
for their only man
DC raw love Jan 2015
Crimson eyes in moon lit skies
Feeling of gray makes my day

Desire for depression leads to pain
Manipulation is your only game

Signs of fright are why you fight
Feelings of love you can not instore

Loneliness is see in yours eye's
With tears of passion for a life

Confusing ways with confusing lies
One day I hope you can open your eye's
DC raw love Nov 2014
little brown eyes
looking up to the skies

praying to a GOD
they do not know

praying for a toy
praying for a game
praying for a life
or just a dream

with no one to talk to
or no one to see

they pray and wish
not to be lonely

they talk to GOD
everyday
hoping to dream
that impossible dream
DC raw love Jan 2015
Look through the people who see me.

Through their eyes and into their mind,
of a person that I maybe.

If you hate me,
you may think I'm a criminal.

If you don't know me,
you may want to be me.

If you like me,
you could be my friend.

If your my friend,
you could see me as a clown.

If you love me,
you may know me.

If you look in my eyes,
you will see passion.

But if you care,
I will always be there.
DC raw love Nov 2014
The times were great
When we shared our love

The times we cared
The times we shared

Who do you think I am
Who do you think you are

It was all about you
Never about us

All you want to do
Is make a fuss

Why can’t you care
Why can’t you love

Look at you know
And I only cared

Think of our children
Think of their LOVE

It’s not about us
It’s all about them

Can you ever change
Or will you ever will

Always remember
I was the one who was there
DC raw love Dec 2014
Our children are so special
They bring us delight

There so beautiful
and
There meaning is so bright

They give me my feelings
To do what is right

I love them so
and
I need to hold them tight

Their my signs of beauty
I want them to do right

Their in my heart always
and
I will always keep them in sight

There my reason for believing
My reason for staying right

There my reason for life
So they will always stay in my sight
DC raw love Jun 2015
As the sun rise smiles upon me
I can still look back into the darkness of pain

We all can sometimes get lost in the past
And totally forget about our future

Dwelling in the past can be compelling
weather it is good or bad

Can we ever really lose those
feelings of hurt and pain from the past
without being reminded

yet we lose those feelings
of all the great times from our past
unless reminded

Can the cycle of love and hurt
from our past ever be broken

I try yo make it now as a wise man
keeping my wisdom close to my heart

I no longer hold resentment
or blame other for my past

again I say
why do we forget the good times
and remember only the bad
DC raw love Nov 2014
Against all odds
Is the way life's stacked

They want us to lose
But why is that fact

They want to control
They want us to ask
They want to use us
How ****** up is that

GOVERNMENT CONTROL

They say it's Democracy
It's a line of ****
Socialism or Communism
Is what it is

Obama says Health Care
And lets everyone in
He then fines us
Because we can't afford his plans
I'll tell you what
Our Deficit is out of hand

What do we do
What is his plans
We better beware
and
Make a life stand

VOTE
Vote for who
I don't have a clue
DC raw love Dec 2014
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DC raw love Jan 2015
What does one think of when one writes
They then post their thoughts on this site

I see love poems that are so complete
I see poems of heart ache that will make you weep

I see poems of break up with spit on the screen
I see read of anger from someone in pain

I see lonely poems from times of the past
I see poems of madness that comes from the dark

I see complicated poems just like math
I see fashionable poems that come from scratch

I see people who write about their life
I see people who write about their guiding light

I read about hills, stars and rain
I read about forgiveness from the insane

I read about additions from live's of haste
I read about a loves one who have past

Children, family, feeling poems
I could keep going on but it would never end

Things we write are things we feel
We always write to keep our sanity real
DC raw love Apr 2015
If I thought I could fly
I would try

If I thought I would die
I would cry

If I thought I would lie
I would try

If I thought I would love
I would rise above

If I thought I would be cold
I would be bold

If I thought I would

                                  I should

                                                 I could

But were do our thoughts take us

Do we think on our thoughts
or
Do we react on our thoughts
or
Do we just play with our thoughts
DC raw love Feb 2015
Every night I Sit down by the river
Where things are so tranquil

Watching the river flow
Feeling the cold damp air

In the quite of the night
Under the stars of the night

I close my eye's to find my peace
To go to another feeling, another life

So tired of the everyday rat race
Never having time to stop and breathe

Just wanting to be alone
Not wanting to talk

Clearing my head
Wiping away my thoughts

Mediating on the word
To get me ready for next day
DC raw love Jan 2015
My pain is self chosen
Which I look for daily

I dream about it at night
And always need it

I can't live without it
As I inject pain daily

The warmth is overbearing
As tears flow from my eyes

I sometimes drop to my knee's
and nod off for hours

My friends then wake me
And ask me why

All I can say
Is I love killing myself
DC raw love Feb 2015
there is only
one thing about

PAIN

it demands
to be felt
DC raw love Jan 2015
What is considered pain

Feelings of being cut with a knife
or is it being stabbed in the heart
with emotions

Is it losing a loved one
or missing a real friend

Is it the feelings of no one caring
or just being alone

Does it come in times of darkness
or is it day by day

Can it be rationalized
or does it stay

This thing of pain
It must be great

I hear everyone talk about
It seems like it stays

I'm sorry to joke about it
But I'm in pain

I have nothing to give
No reason to stay
No reason to live
DC raw love Jan 2015
Love and hate
Get it wrong
She'll cut me down to size

I sleep the day
To let it fade

Who is there
To take her place

No one knows
Never will

Mostly me
But mostly you

There's no blame
Only shame

When you beg
You just complain

The more I come
The more I try

Paranoid inside
So's the future
DC raw love Mar 2015
Pardon me, while I burst
You lit the fuse in me

From the passion in your love
I will never be the same

Pardon me, while I burst
and rise above the flames

From that look in you
I will never be the same

Pardon me, while I burn
and fall back into the flames

A life without you
will never be the same
DC raw love Sep 2015
From the time I was 10,
I was taught to be a man....

I was told never take life for granted,
and to remember the 10 commandments....

I was told playing was for children,
yet this left me bewildered.....

I was told I needed a wife,
in order to have a great life....

I was told I needed children,
to fulfill my stability.....

I was told never to cry,
and to never act shy....

I was told to be a man,
I had to make a stand...

Work was what I was taught,
for a life that I sought....

Where is my wife...
Where are my children...

Never had either or...
But what a great life...

Did my time past....
Was my life that fast....
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