if someone seems strange
it's because we don't know
what's strange to someone
may not be strange to us
don't think of a reason
to call them strange
love and affection
may be strange to them
if they don't know
it's because no one cared
they may have never been taught
or they were never shared
they feel their alone
and that no one cares
so always remember
that we could be there
next time you see a stranger
don't stop and stare
walk to the person
and confront their fears
tell them you love them
tell them you care
i'll bet they'll smile
and you should be glad
it's a thing you started
a thing that's fair
love and affection
from someone who cares

Sadness in my Heart
Nothing in my Soul
God forsake me
I want to be whole

A child, A women
I want to hold
Things to share
Something to Bare

Things to hold
with nothing but care
I get my strength
From this word of LOVE

It will make me whole
As I grow old

Simple things, Simple Sales
I really got lucky
I could of been nailed

I knew I was wrong
I knew they were right
I prayed everyday
and throughout the night

The day then came
when the decision was right
I hoped to believe
The outcome would be right

I'll chase the paper
It will keep me right
Things I'll never do
Even though I'm right

I'll pass the day
by doing what's right
always to remember
i don't have to fight

THE WAY I LIVED
THE THINGS I NEVER WANTED

BLOOD ON MY HANDS
BLOOD AT MY FEET

AS I TALK TO MYSELF EACH DAY
PRAYING FOR THE RAIN OF MISERY TO STOP
YET, I STILL WALKED IN THE RAIN

AS I WALLOWED IN SELF PITY
YET I WOULD NEVER STOP
LIFE MEANT NOTHING
NOT EVEN TO MYSELF

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT WAS ME
I'M ONLY A STRANGER
IN BRIEF MEMORIES

I MAY TO LOOK BACK
I WILL IF I MUST

ONLY TO KNOW
I HATE THAT STUFF

fighting for life
with pain and misery
he tells me he beats me
so one day i can be free
he says it because he cares
but yet he hits me
he hits me back because he can
he lies and laughs and has no friends
he say he kicks me
out of love
he then calls me *****
and to hit him back
he then tries to throw me
but he's just to fat
he leaves me black and blue
then tells me, he loves me
is it because of his anger
or because of his hate
did anyone try to tell him
to live another way

i'm ready to close
this chapter of my life
but life goes on
it's time to put my past behind
the bad things i'v done
the ones that i hurt
i can no longer dwell on
i can talk about the past
it was always fast and always witty
for all the wrong reason
thinks that i'v learned
i will never let go
they are tools in my life
i will use them right
i will get what i need
no one will get in my way
i will have some challenges
that i must overcome
now that GOD is with
everything can be done

no expectations
no explanations
the life i kept
i kept to my own
the things i wanted
the things i got
the rent i paid
the times i faught
never wanting love
only love wanting me
what a selfish thing
it was all about me
yes i did care
yet i would never swear
when life got hard
all i could do is run
i thought that i changed
never thinking why
it was all about money
but no reason why
i never thought about life
until the last 6 months
now that God's with me
it's all about LOVE
now that i'm here
i'm ready to go home

POEMS ABOUT POEMS
POEMS OF SILENCE
POEMS ABOUT JOY
POEMS OF KINDNESS
POEMS ABOUT LONELINESS
POEMS OF SADNESS
POEMS ABOUT SORRY
POEMS OF LOVE
POEMS ABOUT CARE
POEMS OF FORGIVENESS
POEMS ABOUT LIFE
POEMS OF DEATH
POEMS ABOUT DRUGS
POEMS OF SWEAT
POEMS ABOUT RELEASING
POEMS OF DREAMS
POEMS ABOUT FEELINGS
TO RELEASE EVERYTHING
THIS IS MY LIFE
NOW THAT I'M CLEAN

IN THE GRIPS OF SATIN
FILLED WITH AGONY & PAIN
MY LIFE GOING NOWHERE
WITH HIM IN MY HEAD
MY LIFE WAS IN SHAMBLES
AND I ALWAYS GAMBLED
GAMBLED MY LIFE
HE HELD MY FUTURE
COULDN'T BREAK FREE
MY HEART WAS DEAD
I THINK OF MY LIFE
I NEVER HAD
PLEASE LET ME GO
I'LL DO ANYTHING
PLEASE FORGIVE ME LORD
I'LL DO THE RIGHT THING

a menace to our mind
with feelings of depression

you try to find your silence
with ringing in your ears

with that feeling of depression
you always keep it near

you fight & fight & fight
to try and find your way out

but depression holds you tight
after many years

you finally lose your fears
your fears were somewhat simple

but you still lost many years

THE THINGS WE DO
WHEN WE DO NOT CARE
THE TIMES WE SPENT
GOING NO WHERE
THE PEOPLE WE KNOW
WE LOVE TO HURT
TO GET THAT HIGH FEELING
AND TO GIVE AND TAKE
THERE'S NO LOVE INVOLVED
AT'S ALL ABOUT LUCK
TO WISH FOR THE DOPE MAN
JUST AROUND THE BLOCK
HE'LL BE THERE IN 5
BUT YET IT'S AN HOUR
YOU THEN PRAY TO GOD
THIS WILL BE YOUR LAST TIME
YOU THEN GET HIGH
AND
FORGET ABOUT GOD
WHAT A F_CKING SHAME
TO FORGET ABOUT GOD

HOW DO I LOVE YOU
LET ME COUNT THE WAYS
NOT ENOUGH TIME
TO COUNT THEM OUT LOUD
I CAN TAKE THE DAYS
I CAN TAKE THE NIGHTS
ALONG WITH MY DREAMS
AND I'M STILL NOT IN SIGHT
LET ME COUNT THE WAYS
AN IMPOSSIBLE THING
BUT I CAN SHOW YOU
WITH ALL OF MY MEANS

WHY ME
WHY NOT THEM

WHAT WILL THEY DO
WHAT SHOULD I DO

DON'T THEY CARE
SHOULD I CARE

DO THEY KNOW ME
DO I KNOW THEM

THEY'VE NEVER MET ME
NOR HAVE I MET THEM

IS THERE A REASON
NOR A REASON WHY

WHY DO THEY JUDGE ME
WHEN I DON'T JUDGE THEM

THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW ME
AND I'M NOT THEIR FRIEND

IS THERE A REASON TO HATE THEM
NOR SHOULD I CARE

IS THIS NEVER ENDING
OR
SHOULD I BEWARE

DREAMS OF BLUE SKIES,
A CLOUD WITH THE SUN'S RAYS...

A MOON IN DARKNESS,
WITH STARS IN A GAZE.....

WITH FLOWERS OF BEAUTY,
WITH SPRING AND THE RAIN....

ALL THINGS THAT ARE NATURAL,
LIKE FRIENDSHIP AND PAIN...

THINGS THAT ARE LOVING,
IN ALL THE RIGHT WAYS....

NEVER FORGETTING,
YOUR LOVING WAYS....

YOUR A BEAUTIFUL PERSON,
I'LL NEVER FORGET....

ONE WHO LOVES OTHERS,
AND SHOWS CARING WAYS...

THE ONE THING I KNOW,
IS THAT I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE...

the walls that block you
the ties that bind you

the love you hate
the fears you have

the things you say
the times you'll pay

i hope you learn
but you don't listen

will you ever remember
remember the past

i'm not the almighty
nor do i care

you've blocked your thinking
and if you only swear

i keep looking back
for that greater power

i'm trying to find
his loving ways

don't keep running
you'll go no where

you need to find GOD
and maybe you'll go
SOMEWHERE

visions of family
visions of home
things we think
when were alone

they sometimes change
from day to day
for all the right reasons
for all the right ways

their in my dreams
their in my mind
things i knew
i must put behind

they come first
even before me
i love them so much
it's not about me

my time is coming
when i will go home
my hope is high
and never low

i'll never lose faith
i may only cry
the tears i shed
are my reason why

the times i shared
i'll share again
my life will be new
and i will live again

little brown eyes
looking up to the skies

praying to a GOD
they do not know

praying for a toy
praying for a game
praying for a life
or just a dream

with no one to talk to
or no one to see

they pray and wish
not to be lonely

they talk to GOD
everyday
hoping to dream
that impossible dream

some people think they have everything
yet something will always be missing

some people think they know everything
yet they forget

some people never go hungry
yet they don't know hunger

some people always smile
yet are never grateful

some people walk bye
yet never say hello

some people never think
yet never try

some people never care
not knowing what care is

some people say thank you
but only frown

some people are miserable
and hate everything

all of these people
don't know what

LOVE IS

i'll take a dollar and make a thousand
i thought i was smart, with no where to follow
now that you knew me, i was your best friend
you'll give me your dollars, i'm there to the end
you tried to **** me and i ****** you back
only to remember you make me fat
you loved to see me, i was easily found
i took your last dime, without wondering why
now that you lost me, what will you do
always remember i was out to get you
now that i'm here, i start thinking back
i now know my feelings and i have to relate
i'll give myself a chance, i'll make things happen
i'll help those who hurt, it will be my last stand
i'll never go back to the way i lived
now i grow old with one place to live
i'll always be happy and i'll always give
now that i'm here, i will always live
thank you lord for bringing me here

a life of love
is full of meaning
a life of hatred
has no meaning
the blood that we shed
the tears that we cry
a life long adventure
for only one reason why
why don't they care
why don't they face life
no reason at all
but only doubt
why don't they try
why are they mad
they have no reason
so i don't want them sad
one day they'll know
that i was teaching them things
in different ways
for all the right reasons
they'll eventually learn
the ways of life
the reason i do this
is i want them strong
strong for feelings
strong for life

as night falls upon me
with signs of no hope
is it the drugs
or
is it just me

why can't i think of nothing else
hoping and praying
the next day will come

do i want to be clean
or
do i want to be high

why can't i think
or
why can't i die

caught in this grip
of this little bag (H)
only to know it makes me sad

so why did i take
thats not me
only to know
that GOD watches me

when i pray and cry
to my heavenly GOD
only to know
he doesn't want me sad

he will do his work
and he only cares

always a toker
never a smoker
never burned
never yearned
my half still joints
laid in ashes
forgetting them there
never aware
they were saved for later
in times of need
for times of relaxing
for my daily needs

I then got a bag (H)
put the *** behind
i did these two things
never thinking why

which one do i need
which one do i choose

i chose the bag
it became everyday
with no way to stop

i never had fun
when i stopped
i would only jones

they are now behind me
i ask myself why
i have no reason
or a reason why

they say there's no bridge
or a gateway to drugs
i thought the same thing
and
i only smoked ***
never thinking
of other things

wishful thinking
along with deaf ears
you'll never cry and
never show fear
the problem with that
is you'll never know life
so keep up those thoughts
do what you think is right
one day you'll learn
you were never right
always remember
you were never in sight
now that you know
you struggle and fight
do the right thing
and you should be alright

For that month of Decembers
I never knew life and I didn't care
Had all I wanted, from nothing to all
Had no feelings, but already soiled
I thought life was great, but never cared
For all the right reasons
The one time I cared
It hurt me a lot
Back to DESPAIR
Had lots of money
Had plenty of friends
Some of them evil
Some of them cared
Life is somewhat strange
We think and we stare
and want to be somewhere
The day is coming
When I'll really care
I now have love
I now have care
I wouldn't trade
For anything out there
Thanks to the LORD
I'll always be there
I've learned a lot
from that
MONTH of DECEMBERS

life vs life
good vs bad

a sight to behold
a sight to unfold

a game of chess, is it a game
king vs king, feels no spare
pawn vs pawn, their easily spared
always remember, their always there

SNITCH vs USER, a hell of a pair
always remember, always beware

their all out to get you
so you think and you stare
whats your next move
always beware

we try and try
but we still get caught
it ***** when it does
but it's only the start

king vs king
they do what they do
always remember
their out to get you

**** THEM ALL

give up the game
as long as try
you'll try again

should you give up
is it a game

as you were told
THIS IS NO GAME

thoughts of anxiety
will drive you insane
a life of seclusion
may do the same

the feelings of sickness
you bring upon yourself
loneliness and sadness
with  no places to go

you  want to leave
but you stay inside
afraid of something
so you live by yourself

you'll let no one in
because your scared
you think life is over
and that no one cares

a life with no surroundings
will lead to misery
with pain and forgiveness
you want company

life doesn't seem fair
but you won't give it a chance
never to remember
that you were once bared

you have people that love you
people that care
you're not alone
so please don't be scared

daddy didn't pay attention
and
mommy didn't care

life wasn't made to be simple
and
no one really cares

they tell me life wasn't meant to be simple
so never stop and stare

they tell me GOD be with you
your life has just begun

with sadness in my heart
and
nothing in my soul

with no place to go
not knowing what to do

Lemon Yellow Sun

Now that GOD is with
My life life has just beun

Lemon Yellow Sun

With every Lemon Yellow Sun
A new day will come

Who, who says there is no GOD
Puts their trust in no one

They say they don't believe
Because they were never a believer

They tell us that we are wrong
But their not sure what is right

They say they know the way
But have no direction

Yet they say they have morals
But morals come one way

They don't know wisdom
They can't figure why
They don't know life
So they go the other way

All I can tell them
They should of learned his ways

GOD BLESS

one day you'll try
one day you'll won't

life will be hard
life will be far

you'll ravish your body
you'll ravish your mind

you'll change your thinking
and you won't realize

you'll change your insides
you'll change your eyes
you'll scare your body
you won't even care

your dress will be shambles
you'll wear what you wear
you'll forget you were proud
with the lowest of lows
with no place to go

you think about freedom
but it's overcome
just stop for a week
and it might be done

it's all in our mind
just always say
that your completely done

Why am I alive
I'd be better off dead
A life of Terra
Lives in my head

Home invasions of people
That want to be free
The noise, The sights
Distractions of Death

I fear for my life
Do I want to be dead
The memories  won't pass
These thoughts stay in my head

I wish this on no one
These feelings I hold
I take it out on everyone around me
I can't keep it sound

Why can't I think clear
Help should be near
I feel with the trigger
Only to know
I feel something dear

My wife, My kids
They don't understand
They ask me why
All I do is cry

I try to love
To figure out why
I hope one day
I can open my eyes

like rain from the sky
tears fell from my eyes
brings hints of crimson
from sapphire eyes

my heart draws on you
like the moon draws the tides

like rain from the sky
tears fall from my eyes

the day you left
I wished I would die
thoughts keep racing
within my mind

I couldn't go on
without you by my side

like rain from the sky  
tears fell from my eyes

with pain and misery
that I could not hide
the love and sorrow
hurt me inside

When we are born
We have no thought
When we are young
We have no sorrow, no doubt
As our parent teach us
We begin to mold
As they don't think
We see what they do
It then becomes
Monkey see, Monkey do
My mother used Drugs
So I thought it was OK
Lo and behold
I learned the  wrong way

who am i to say
what's right from wrong
who am i to say
that you will pay
why do i think
you don't believe me
sometimes you say
it's all about me

why have we changed
since we first found love
I'm trying to figure it out
if you really care

i know realize
what i want to say
is that i really love
and you don't have to stay

i know you don't trust me
but i can change
just tell me you love me
and
my heart will say the same

The World around Me
Tragedies and Death
Signs and Warnings
Of Life and Death
Is Life about Evil
Is Life about Death
Never knowing
Who is next
Life with the Grim Reaper
The SIGN of DEATH
Everything Evil
He knows the best

Family
Love
God
Hurt
Hunger
Homelessness
Helping
Hope
Faith
Happi­ness
Sadness
Life
Death
Killings
War

torture at night
sickness during day
thoughts of leaving
keep going through my head
my head keeps pounding
feeling nothing but shame
never thinking
can life ever cange
a life of misery
with no place to go
i hide my feelings
to hide my shame
never talking
drives me insane
my thoughts won't leave me
i keep them retained
should i pick up and use
or should i run and hide
i go in circles
to pace the floor
these everasting feelings
i need to pour
these feelings of SHAME
i need no more

Is this a fantasey
Why can't I escape reality
I need no sympathy
I don't wan't anyone to cry
I know its never to late
to face the truth
my body and mind
ache all the time
I always feel
That I must put my past behind
I don't want to die
But I've always been scorned
Is life really
Easy come , Easy go
Does anything matter
Does anyone care
I see what I've become
Why can't I see the future
I want a new life
I want a new way
I never want to look
In that mirror again

Your direction
To your path

Have your dream
Make it last

Have adventures
Keep you past

Always remember
Life is fast

Don’t let go
Keep it slow

Your direction
To your path

Keep your meaning
Make it last

Always remember
That dream you had

Don’t let go
Life is fast

Your direction
To your path

Feel that meaning
That you have

Have passion
Drive you now
To that path

Your direction
You made it last

That dream you had
Is know your past

If your going Dream, DREAM BIG and you'll never FAIL!!!!!

Goals, Dreams, Visions, Direction and God will take you places.

Excuses are tools of incompetence that build monuments of nothing and
those who specialize in them are seldom good at anything else !!!!

why can't they be forgotten
the bad times in my life

the thoughts, the sounds
of the times i hated

these things in my head
just keep racing

why are they there
why won't they go

is this my punishment
or
is this my crime

will this go away
in a matter of time

my cematary of life
that i never knew
only to know
it was what i choose
never thinking of life
as the walking dead
we have no real thoughts
so we don't think instead
like a walking zombie
is the life we choose
to think of only one thing
and thats to get our next fix
we then start over
to plan our next fix
digging our hole
to bury our head

when I speak
i know what i'm saying

i listen
so i can learn

i smell
to see what i like

i will speak
if you ask

i love
because i care

i cry
because of emotions

i hurt
because your hurting

i fight
because there's no way out

i agree
because you are right

am i right
not all the time

i won't judge
because that's not me

am i bold
if you think so

do i know life
i can only try

is there a GOD
of course there is

what he has taught us
is how to live

arragence is pitiful
a losing pair

people going no where
and will learn dispair

never thinking of the future
their feelings inside
make them think their a ruler
with nothing to hide

the jokes on them
they know no trust
not ever knowing
a thing about life

i feel it's a shame
because it's not a game
there setting their path
and they will find their pain

i felt the hurt
to many times
you broke my heart
and my life turned gray
the commits made
the countless lies
brought many tears
into my eyes
i put up walls
i let no one in
it hurt so bad
i couldn't swim
my love was so deep
was the reason why

it took sometime
i've changed my life
my walls were high
but i tore them down
i lost my feelings
i now have them back

i want to tell you
i loved the times
i want you to know
that i'll always love you

were mile apart
i want to remember
you have a special place
in my heart

in this world of addiction
it holds me tight
i have let go
or it will keep me in sight
never thinking why
or even trying
we continue our ways
without ever stopping
we think of no one
not even ourself
we have no pity
not even to ourself
we hurt our loved ones
we don't even care
we give up loving
and our life goes no where
in circles we go
to the only place we know
the world of addiction
is the only thing we know
it's time to stop
this wicked game
it's my last chance
or
IT WILL DRIVE ME INSANE

is it good morning
or
is it good night

when I close my eyes
is it time to start
or
is it time to stop

is the night to long
or
is the day to short

no time for losing
winning is all

i sometimes rest
never wondering why

i sometimes wonder
and begin to cry

i know in my heart
i've done somethings wrong

i sometimes feel
i have nothing at all

i now have a goal
something i want

i wont push to hard
i will have some fun

life is unfair
we sometimes think

it's only because
we go to deep

slow down your life
and find true love

as night falls upon us
it's nothing but love

driftimg away
into nothing but silence
thoughts in my head
with no place to go
never sleeping
just wondering why
things that happen
to figure out why
the love i had
the love that died
these thoughts in my head
that make me sad
this everlasting feeling
of this place called home
my loved ones who loves me
the ones that care
are my main reason
that i want to be there

A death
Someone hurting
A love gone bad

Things that make us feel
Things that make us sad

He'll be with me forever
She is so sick
He said he loved me

The feelings you hate

It's part of life
We sometimes learn

What makes them better
Will they go away

Only time will tell
So give it hell

Beat your fears
Never let go

You'll find your meaning
It's within your soal

Always remember we all grow old

everlast flowers
flowers of joy

with so much meaning
there part of your feelings

it's what they cast
that makes you whole

hand her a flower
and
say i love you

give a flower to a freind
to extend your feelings

give a flower to a stranger
and they'll feel no sorrow

flowers of beauty
you can't let them go

when you have these feelings
there one thing we know

Something we look for
that we sometimes can't find

Envy's within us
when we see their kind

Why do they feel
that it's a terrible thing

They call people phony's
who does these things

Jealousy roars within then
and shows its evil head

Someone says they love you
so you hurt instead

GOD teaches LOVE
and
LOVE IS GIVEN

LOVE cost nothings
it's a wonderful thing

It's something so easy
it will make you feel free

Where is it found
it's within your heart

Just say GOD, I LOVE YOU
and
WE SHALL NEVER PART

HAPPINESS will come within you
and
THATS JUST THE START