living and learning
is what we must do

it's a lifelong adventure
for me and you

there's death in love
that we must face

things that are hurtful
things that are great

our emotions we can't control
but our lives we can

learn to love others
and
let people in

into your life
into your mind

were all GOD's people
in his IMAGE we are

JESUS died for us
so our lives can go far

AS A WALK DOWN
A WHISPERING PATH

SOFT VOICES I HEAR
KEEP GOING THROUGH MY HEAD

I LOOK TO SEE
TO FIND THESE WHISPERS

WHERE DO THEY COME FROM
I KNOW IT'S ME

THEY WHISPER LOVE SONGS
WITH A SOFT MELODY

I HEAR SOMEONE SAY
PLEASE SAVE ME
TO A LOUD SYMPHONY

THESE VOICES
THESE SOUNDS

WHAT DO THEY MEAN

I FEEL THEIR MY FEELINGS
SO I CAN BE FREE

There are days I might not make it
There are days I might start brakin’

When the rains starts coming down as heavy as the air
you can find me dancing with the spear
it’s in the square ******* I swear

There are times I feel like givin'
There are times I begin to begin again

look outside the world keeps spinning like a paddle wheel
rolling for the broken hearted waiting on the heel

There are places I don't remember
There are faces I don't remember

How could I forget you painted stars into the sky
Coming like a reaper marching in the second life

And if I should drown
May this be the sound
To wash me out!

You know I'm not in the clear
You are not in the clear
Don’t you go count me out now dear


(words of David Grohl)

HAPPY THANKSGIVING
THIS IS FOR EVERYONE TO SEE

ITS A POEM
ABOUT GIVING

TO YOU
FROM ME

I'M THANKFUL TO ALL
WHO READS MY WRITINGS

I'M THANKFUL TO GOD
WHO MADE THIS POSSIBLE

I'M THANKFUL  FOR LOVE
IT MAKE'S ME COMPLETE

I'M THANKFUL FOR LIFE
FOR YOU AND ME

LIFE IS GREAT
WHEN YOUR ALWAYS THANKFUL

BE THANKFUL EVERYDAY
AND
YOUR DREAMS WILL BE HAD

MAY LOVE ALWAYS BE WITH YOU
DAVID

is it a trying need
or
a need in trying

do i understand
or
not at all

do i hide
or
do i find

do i know
or
know nothing at all

do i know life
or
does life have me

do i love to hate
or
do i hate to love

will i preach
or
will they preach to me

will i judge
or
will they judge me

will i love
or
will they love me

will i live
or
will i die

if something happens
will it happen at all

I SOMETIMES DON'T THINK
ABOUT WHAT I DO

NEVER THINKING
OF HOW IT COULD AFFECT YOU

THE TIMES I CARED
THE TIMES WE SHARED

I THOUGHT I WAS HELPING
BUT YOU NEVER CARED

I HELD IT INSIDE
BECAUSE I ONLY CARED

I WISH YOU NO HURT
BECAUSE I REALLY CARE

when i was 6
i began to have problems
a wall started
in front of me
one brick at a time
as i grew
the brick wall got taller
ADDICTION
i started laying my bricks myself
RELATIONSHIPS
the brick wall got even taller
LIFE
the wall never stopped
it has finally stop
no one could get past it
i was the same person
CHANGE
i started removing the bricks one by one
every time i
CHANGED
the faster the bricks fell
the wall is now half my size
LOVE
people started helping me
my skin began to shed
MORE LOVE
more people helping
not only with the remaining bricks
they helped peal off most of my skin
NO WALL
the wall is gone and people are coming in
MORE LOVE
i am now surrounded by people
WHO LOVE ME
i no longer have a wall
and i have now
SHED MY SKIN
to start a new
**LIFE

BEAUTIFUL BLUE SKIES
WITH THE SMELL OF FRESH GRASS

AS I LOOK UPON THE RIVER
AND THINK OF MY PAST

I THINK OF MY LOVED ONES
I DREAM ABOUT LOVE

FOR SOMEONE TO CARE
FOR A WOMEN TO LOVE

WITH THIS LOVE
I CAN GO ANYWHERE

THERE'S NO STOPPING ME NOW
I'M ALMOST THERE

I HAVE THIS FEELING
THAT LOVES IN THE AIR

SELFISH PEOPLE
DO SELFISH THINGS

IT'S NOT ABOUT OTHERS
IT'S ALL ABOUT THEM

WHY DO THEY DO
THESE TERRIBLE THINGS

THEY KNOW
WHAT THEIR DOING

WHAT A SELFISH THING

ANGRY PEOPLE
REAL SONS OF A *****
THEY END UP DYING
LIKE A DOG IN A DITCH
THEY KNOW NOTHING GOOD
THERE TIME IS ABOUT BAD
THEY HAVE NO THOUGHTS
BECAUSE THEIR MIND IS DEAD
I DON'T FEEL SORRY FOR THEM
NOR DO I CARE
ANGRY PEOPLE
WILL GO NO WHERE
I'M SURE THEY WERE TAUGHT
FROM SOMEONE WHO CARES
BUT THINGS DON'T SINK IN
SO NOBODY CARES
THEY PUT UP A FRONT
IT KILLS THEIR INSIDES
SO THEY LASH OUT
WITH FEELINGS OF PRIDE
I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH
ANGRY PEOPLE
THEY HAVE NO HOPE
NOR DO THEY CARE

Solo child
your not alone
always walking
to find your home
you can look up
at blue skies
to see your home
i'm always with you
so your not alone
my tears fall upon you
from your home
not tears of sadness
but tears of
joy and happiness
i'm in your home
so solo child
don't feel alone
one day
you will be home

hesitation in life
could be wrong or right

with somethings
we may be torn

time in life
is sometimes short

things we decide
we can't figure out

whats the right thing
and we hope its right

don't wait to the end
to make your decision

as long as you try
it should be alright

we sometimes fail
but don't walk away

figure it out
things don't come easy

May the good Lord be with you
Down every road you roam
may sunshine and happiness
surround you when you're far from home
And may you grow to be proud
Dignified and true
And do unto others
As you'd have done to you
Be courageous and be brave
And in my heart you'll always stay
May good fortune be with you
May your guiding light be strong
Build a stairway to heaven
with a prince or a vagabond
And may you never love in vain
and in my heart you will remain
And when you finally fly away
I'll be hoping that I served you well
For all the wisdom of a lifetime
(some words from Rod Stewart)

i'd give up forever
to touch you
i'll give you
my heart
my emotions
my love
my feelings
my life
i just don't want to
miss you tonight
i bleed just to know
your alive
i just want you to know
who i am

elsa angelica
what a beautiful name
she has so much meaning
in all of her dreams
she dreams about passion
she dreams about love
and someone to hold
She's mysterious and deep
She she has true passion
She will make someone complete
She knows how to love
She know how to sweat
She's got true meaning
She doesn't like hurt
She doesn't like sad
She doesn't want to be had
She's a beautiful women
She's someone to be had

like a rainbow
in the sky
the feelings of cherish
will never die
as i cherish you
with my loving feelings
my love
is between me and you
cherish
it's like a love song
when you make
love to me
together we'll make history
children together
both you and me
we'll cherish our babies
like a rainbow in the sky
the feelings of cherish
will never die
I'll always remember the day
when you opened my eyes
that feeling of
CHERISH
will never die

COMPASSION AND DISCIPLINE
TWO IMPORTANT THINGS
ONE WITHOUT THE OTHER
COULD BE A BAD THING
MEANINGS IN LIFE
WORDS OF WISDOM
SO LISTEN AND THINK
BEFORE YOU DO NOTHING
IT COULD BE ON YOU
OR ON ANOTHER
REMEMBER ONE THING
IT COULD BE YOUR MOTHER
I SAY THAT'S NOT LIKELY
BUT TO MAKE YOU THINK
YOUR NOT IN THEIR SHOES
SO STOP AND THINK
IF YOU MAKE A DECISION
BASE IT ON FACT
PUT IN SOME FEELINGS
THEN THE OUTCOME
SHOULD BE RIGHT
IT MAY BE THEIR LAST CHANCE
IT MAY HURT SOMEONE
SO ALWAYS REMEMBER
WE ARE ONE IN THE SAME

Though I've tried before to tell her
Of the feelings I have for her in my heart
Every time that I come near her
I just lose my nerve
As I've done from the start

Do I have to tell the story
Of a thousand rainy days since we first met
It's a big enough umbrella
But it's always me that ends up getting wet


I resolve to call her up a thousand times a day
And ask her if she'll marry me in some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me
Long before I reach the phone
Long before my tongue has tripped me
Must I always be alone?

i was a son
not deeply planted
circled around
it became a habit
no place to go
nothing to do
i have no one
not even you
i hear someone loves me
but i don't know who
only to pray
that i can love you
my day will come
from someone who cares
and from that day
i will always care
i'll tell you i love you
for giving me a chance
i'll make you happy
for giving that chance
i'll give you a smile
I'll show you love
and we shall have
each others heart

i shouldn't care
but i do
i should keep my mouth shut
is the thing i must do
i live my own life
i don't care what they say
i live to love
and
i want to hear what they say
let them do what they do
i only want to help
sometimes help is to far
it's their own business
so let it be
my time will pass
and
i will be free
never remembering no one
for no one cares for me
i hope that i'm wrong
and
there is a few that care
i do understand
they have their own problems
i wish them all love
i want them to understand
i hope they find happiness
so life can be fair

we always think
death is unfair
it's time of grieving
full of sorrow
times of darkness
with no tomorrow

never eating
always crying
trying to  be strong
is only wrong

it should always be love
from the times that we shared
she's in a better place
and i will always care

this will take time
i have been there
i lost my mother
and she always cared

I sometimes don't show it
but i'v always cared
she was my mother
and she'll always be there

four letter women
how you make my life today

four letter women
how you take my hard earned pay

four letter women
how you make me feel today

four letter women
why can't i let you go

four letter women
why do i think of you so

for letter women
how you take my breath away

four letter women
how i need you in bed

for letter women
you drive me INSANE

From Nothing
To Hurt
So I Ran

From Drugs
To Hurt
So I Ran

From Work
To Money
So I Ran

From ***
To Love
So I Ran

From Happiness
To Friends
So I Ran

From Drugs
To Hurt
So I Ran

From Prison
To Adventure
So I Ran

From a Family
To Love
I will Stay

From Love
In My Heart
I will Stay

From Life
What I'v Learned
I will Stay

Do to GOD
My Life is Straight
I will Stay

How can I just let you walk away
just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you

What will it Take

How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain
and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

What will it Take

Against all odds
Is the way life's stacked

They want us to lose
But why is that fact

They want to control
They want us to ask
They want to use us
How ****** up is that

GOVERNMENT CONTROL

They say it's Democracy
It's a line of ****
Socialism or Communism
Is what it is

Obama says Health Care
And lets everyone in
He then fines us
Because we can't afford his plans
I'll tell you what
Our Deficit is out of hand

What do we do
What is his plans
We better beware
and
Make a life stand

VOTE
Vote for who
I don't have a clue

A HUG, A KISS
SIGNS OF AFFECTION
A TEAR, A SMILE
THINGS THAT ARE SMALL
A WALK WITH HANDS HELD TIGHTLY
A LAUGH, A TOUCH
WITHOUT EVEN THINKING
THINGS THAT YOU DO
I NOTICE THEM ALWAYS
YOUR HAIR, YOUR SMELL
THEY DRIVE ME CRAZY
MY THOUGHTS ARE CLEAR
THERE ALL ABOUT YOU
OUR CALLS, WE TALK
THEY BRING ME EXCITEMENT
THE LOVE WE SHARE
WILL ALWAYS BE THERE
THE TIME WILL COME
WHEN WE'LL BE TOGETHER
I WANT YOU TO REMEMBER
I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

no one knows what it's like
to be a bag man
to be a sad man
beyond true life

no one knows what it's like
to be hates
to be slated
with dead blue eyes

his dreams they are so empty
as my conscience bleeds me

he doesn't know feelings
he's sad and lonely
his heart is vengeance
as he bleeds

is this what god wants to see

what's wrong with society
don't people care
caught up in their money
whats wrong out there

while people go cold
with nothing to eat
no place to go
and no one to see

were all God's people
that includes me

if someone has some money
please help set these people free