Gray days
Night skies
Lonely feelings
Never die
Empty shoes
Wonder why

Unlit sun
Moonless skies
Empty heart
Only solitude
Heavy hand
Thoughtless moments

Rainy days
Foggy nights
Summer sweat
Nothings right
Dispair thoughts
Crushing sights

Pouring rain
Endless nights
Closing eyes
Crushing freight
Spilled blood
Nothing new

I want you to remember

The things that came between us
From these games that we played

You were the lying one
I played your game

These things we have between us
Is what drives us apart

You squeezed my heart
And your the passion one

I'll make the break
You'll see the sun

I'll play your hand
You'll be the lonely one

These feelings we have between us
Are now far apart

when i sit here and think about our life
the times we had were so much fun

the times we laughed
the times we cried

things always change as we get older

the lines in our face
our gray colored hair

but the love you bring me
will always be there

this life we have
with our children that grow

will take our place in life
to carry our name

a reflection of us
with our loving ways

i was three years old when kennedy was shot
this was the first time i crid, for a man that i did not know

love me do was my favorite song from the beatles
a band i never knew

my favorite love song was
was once upon a time there was an angle

like a soft summer breeze those days are gone
and just a haze in my mind

these memerious we should never forget
the loving times of care with love

our curiosity, our feelings
of this new place

a world that we didn't know
a place we'll never forget

i want you to remember
this time and place

where people are killing
this human race

chemicals between us

there's love and hate
with no grace

street killings
bomb explosions
where no one feels

these things they do
for love and hate

to people we love
god forsake

i wish no harm to no one
now make a turn

find yourself
in a forgien land, like a refuge
how does it feel, to take their place

chemicals between us
about love and hate

we'll never get to know them
this human race

why does everyone do this
to our human race
to people who love

we expect it know
from this human race

i come with roses to your grave threw rain or shine
with a tear drop in my eye, so sad but my hearts alive

i come to tell you, how much i love you
you were my first and you will be my last

i stand here and think of our memerious of love
so vivid, so bright, so happy, with you in my life

i built my life around you and now i'm getting older
yet my love is fresh for you and always will

i would climb a moutain, just to say i love you
and to sit by your side

i now have a snow covered life from your tears of joy above
a life of happiness, love and forgiveness in heaven

20 years later i still feel the same
it feels like the first time i said

i love you

My eye's are fuzzy
I feel cold and gray

These feelings I get
Make me sick

These feelings
That I love you

They hurt once and awhile

They bring me self pity
Feelings I don't like

That minute has passed
I'll shake my head

So I don't wish you for dead
I start to write

About my terrible past
About the life we had

Thoses days are now over
Why don't they leave my head

Once and awhile
I'll close my eyes

I'll think of a place
That I've never been

There will be hope
Along with sin

It will be nice
Again it will be mean

I will have a knife
That's shiny and clean

I will sit for a while
And see your face

I'll think of that day
When you disgraced

I'll stab you in the back
I'll call you a *****

I'll say I love
But I won't be sure

I'll give you a kiss
Then spit in your face

You then tell me
You love me

I laugh in your face
Please give me a break

That day is over
I'm now in a new place

I place where I love you
Where we make no mistakes

I take your hand
We go for a walk

To place where I met you
Where you frooze my eyes

The day is over
We go to the new place

It was were I told you
I loved the first time

That day is over
To something new

The first time we ******
Was all about you

But after a while
It started to get old

I'd tell you I love you
You said it was old

You'd go find a new lover
Lo and behold

You would then
**** him

For your own plesure
That **** got old

Love and hate
Get it wrong
She'll cut me down to size

I sleep the day
To let it fade

Who is there
To take her place

No one knows
Never will

Mostly me
But mostly you

There's no blame
Only shame

When you beg
You just complain

The more I come
The more I try

Paranoid inside
So's the future

Shackled by chains
Living by lies
Cutting up hearts
Violence inside
Hurt and pain
Feelings of hate
Blood in my eyes
With no faith
Not even hope
Feeling alone
Only mistakes
Killing fields
Blinding light
Nothings real
Only sight
Give me death
Instead of life
Peal off my skin
I want to die

From her words of temptation
With a toung like a sword
She can Peirce my eye's with a look or a word

She'll be living in my head
My life will be dead

I don't want to feel her pain
I beg for her mercy in the city of the ******

Did she mean to crucify me
But I did come to her

Is it any wonder
She drives me crazy

She fooled my life
The tears I bleed
Are tears for her love

It was a cold dark morning
Sitting in a heavy light

We live the dreams we always have
Sifting through the distant years

Trusting the eye's behind every dream
Yet shackled by the myths and spells
Within my dreams of hell

Sitting with my pointless hands
Looking for all the answers

Tears will come and tears will go
Like a summer flow in the distance

Sleeping now to rise again
Only to know

Wondering and wondering
The heavens from the earth

But the earth will one day go
I know the way to get to you

Dear my God, I can swim
From the times I have sinned

Is this girl crazy

Why does she put on lipstick
and her wedding gown.

Just to go to town.

She cuts her wedding gown
just below her hip's.

Is she crazy or does she know
what hot is.

She wear's leopard skin boots
Fish net stockings
With blackened eye's

She's fire's delight
She wear's a push up bra

With rings on every fingers
Wearing a long rosary around her kneck

Her wedding dress is split in the middle
With a small gold chain wrapped around her waist.
Attached to her belly button ring

She has a stud in her tongue a stud in her eye.
A tattoo of a tear drop, tatted by her eye

She turns every eye in the street
Who's crazy for who now

When were mislead
from our conscience

Who's to blame
Our heart or mind

Is our decisions made
from our past or what's to be

Decisions,
contemplations, rationalizations
Good vs bad the pro's and con's

So many way's to decide

Do you pray
Do you cry
Do you ask someone

All I can say is its your decision
If your not sure, it's easy

Just put it in God's hands

I walked around the earth
Just to find my time

I traveled to the dark side of the moon
Just to find my way home

I stumbled and bumped my head
Trying to find solid ground

Looking for all the answers
I know there somewhere out there

If I go crazy that was my master plan

You always make me feel so weak
When you say my name

When I close my eyes
It sounds so sweet
To hear your voice

The way you talk to me
Make me feel like I'm in heaven

When I see your face
I see lips of an a angel

These winds that blow
Turn me upside down
Abroad from the ocean
And from the ground

I've seen my shares
Of ups and downs
How quick our life
Can turn around

Along this life
We sometimes fly
Always wanting
Just to fly

When your with me
I'm free
I'm careless
I believe

Lord you bring
Tears to my eye's

How the sun shines
With rays of your life

I close my eye's
Begin to pray
For my life today

You give me hope
You make me want to stay

The feelings I get
Are the reasons I pray

You bring me life
You make me understand
Your the only one
Who understands

I feel like I'm under
The distant clouds of gray

Look for a dream
Just to make you stay

My head is spinning around
Just to see your face

Help me
I'm falling from her grace

Looking for the answers
Looking for the mistakes

A life without you
Is like a temple without stone

What do I have to do
To let you know that I need you

I tremble inside
Thinking of a life without you

I'm turned under
Falling from your grace

I wonder what
Life would without you

You never told me a lie before
I not sorry I met you know or never will

The memories we have were once so full.
You keep me turning around

Someone help me
I'm falling from her grace

He rakes the sands of nothing
Because he has nothing but gloom

He feelings are so unfamiliar with life
He has no one or nothing to believe in

His days are the same as nights
As he only speaks to himself in a mirror

His only company is silence
His only friends are tears

He walks in circles, to pace the floor
Only to find his persistence

Looking out the window to see
Praying for anything different

He see's a world that never changes
And can never find something new

Only to know his life is sad and blue

He rest's his head
on a pillow made of concrete

Feeling maybe he'll see
a better set of days

Hands out again see faces
that are not familiar

Dark grin he can't hold in
when he looks happy
he looks insane

Thoughts arrive like butterflies
he doesn't know so he chase's them away

Kneeling down looking at papers
though he doesn't know how to read

Praying to something that has
never showed him anything

Feelings understand the weather
and he's know winter is on the way

Ceilings few and far between
all legal halls of shame

Whispering to his hands gently
to please take him away

why is it, that if i stay home from work that i'm expected to work around the house, when she has no job.

why is it, she expects that i'm suppose to listen about her day, when i've worked all day.

why is it, everytime i open the refrigerator door, she tells me i leave it open to long.

why is it, she ask me everyday if i've feed the dogs. when i know to feed them everyday. ****, i had them before her.

why is it, she tells me my food doesn't need hot sauce. when i'm the one eating it.

why is it, she tells me i don't clean the dishes good enough, when their going in the dishwasher.

i tell everyone the same answer, it's in their nature

women are like, now i don't want to offend, so easy on me girls
again i say, women are like a rickedy bridge, somewhat unstable
yet, sometimes their soft and sometimes their hard. but we always seem to get where were going together.

my girl told me i love my dog more then her
so i put them both in the trunk of my car
drove around for a short bit to think
i popped the trunk to talk
she hauled off and slapped me
and my dog jumped in my arms
showing me nothing but love
i guess she was right

i was watching my girl and loving it
then she put the window shade down

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by: c. moore hair

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by: claud baulls

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by: ms. bomb shell

i ask her to whisper 3 words
and she won't.

i ask again
she ask why

i pinch her and say, say it
she says no

i tickle her and say you better
she says you say it

i kiss her and say, will you now
she says only
make love to me

understanding the meaning of a word,
is different on paper then it is in person.

i'm sure this is understandable to most
or is it. Think for a minute.

put yourself in the other persons shoes
who may not know

what you say to one may hurt another
body language, expreesions, movement of hands

easily understood by you
but may be taken a different way

small example;
do you hate to love or love to hate
do you love to live or live to love
do you not want or want not

think before you speak, a simple word can hurt
like yes or no

stagering in your darkened rain of pain
slicken and soiled from your stains

with the skulls of your past lying in dirt
with these feelings of lonlyness, pain and hurt

as i look into your empty eyes
which show nothing but immortality of hate

stricken by the path of bones from your past
with empty  hearts scattered in  your trail of blood

i can only see that your only about pain and misery
which your feelings inside only comfort you with hurt

the only time you smile is from the death of a loved one
the times you cry is when no one loves you

why do you do the things that you do
why do you tell me that  *i love you

theres a tree by the brook
with song birds in the leaves
singing all of our thoughts and our memerious

theres a sign on the wall
with a note in chinese
that says someone please read me

there smoke on the walls
from some who's not sure
if this life is what they came for

theres  flowers thats stares
with tears in their eyes
because all they want is to be cared for

and it makes me wonder

a death of a strager in sight
usually leads to curiosity

sometimes death on the news
is ignored or leaves us in awwww

death of a friend
we sometimes feel different

but a death of a loved one
is full of pain

i sit back and think that god wants no grief
yes, there is time of mourniing to make death complete

now if you come to my home town
which is new orleans

when someone diess, we dance in the street
we carry their coffin to a jazz beat
we throw in some blues for the few that cry

but we all know threre's a party in the sky

Sometimes when we get wrapped up in writing.
We fall off into a fantasy world of our own.

Our poetry, our life, our emotions, our make believe world.
When you break away from this life what do you do.

Do you keep it in mind, thats up to you
This life of poetry what does it make you do.

Do you read it to everyone from your phone.
Do you always write when your alone.

Love, hurt, pain, life, that's what we know
We express our feelings to let everyone know

Black bird
Sunken word

White teeth
Gleaming reach

Frost bite
What a site

Dog terd
Something heard

Long hair
So beware

Soft life
Nothings right

Full moon
Many crimes

No sun
Hiding some

Earthquake
Many shake

Hurricane
Strong winds

Killings
Sorrow

Death
Beware

War
Forgiven

Love
Hate

Pe­ace
Anger

Right
Wrong

No tomorrow
Just today

Pain
Heart

What's
Great

Fantasy
Illusions

Milk
Honey

B­read
Butter

Is this
A mistake

When you scream
I love you
Do you mean
Take out the trash
From the past

When you softly say
I love you
Do you mean
To come hug you
And kiss you

When you say
I love you
with tears in your eyes
Am I suppose to hurt and cry

When you say
I love you
Jumping in the air
Am I to run to you

When you say
I love you
With anger in your eyes
I run away!!!!!!!

Sitting in sins of my life
Burning away time
one crime at a time

With no past of a kind
No way to live life

Beaten beyond belief
From the times of my crimes

Building up hurt
To continue my crimes

Shackled by darkness
Filled with hate

I continue a life
Of love and hate

Crimes I commit
From the things I take

A life of love
One heart at a time

I don't even no her
So, why, why, why

Does she purposely
Lick her lips
When she looks at me
Then turns away

Why, why, why
Do I feel this way

When she walks by
She flips her hair
Then blowa in my ear

Why, why why
Do I feel this way

I ask her why
As she walks by
She says I'll tell you later
Then walks off and smiles

Why, why, why
Do  I feel this way

She stands in the corner
Winks and touches her self
Blowing me a kiss
While talking to herself

Why, why, why
Do I feel this way

It's time to leave
And she grabs my hand

Why, why, why
Do I feel this way

She says your coming with me
So be a man

Why, why, why
Do I feel this way

It's been 10 long years
This love affair of hate has got to go

We have to make up
From the life we'll never know

Sometimes I feel
That that that our children have to know

Why do you hide them
From a life that they'll never know

We should really make
So they will know a life that knows

Excuse my writings today

I've been filled with love, hurt and pain

                              Sorry

Just as quite as a pin drop
You can hear my heart beat
As you near me.

My mouth gets very dry
As I try to speak to you

But it's dusted with love
And it's full of heat.

Heated with passion
From your beauty

With beauty of love
With love and kindness

Your sensuous eyes
Your sensuous lips
Your sensuous ways
Is what drives me crazy

My love for you is so extreme
I would give up my life
To fulfill my dreams

As I hop, skip and jump
Over the humps

The humps of my dreams
Of my life to be

Now jumping on nothing
Of no life to be

Feeling the darkness
Of a life to be

My life will be nothing
It will be filled with fear

The fear for a life
A life that I need

As I creep through darkness,
stabbing at air.

Just like my life,
that is going nowhere.

I look for a light,
but i only see pain.

Pain and misery,
of the places I've been.

As I crawl through my tears,
of shattered glass.

I bleed from my knees,
I bleed from my past.

Consumed with illusions
Of a life to be.

A life of freedom,
from this pain within me.

I hope and wish to clear this path.
The path of my past of shattered glass.

I've been holding on to your thirst,
while my mouth is dry with hurt.

I would travel the endless desert sands
To one day make a angry stance.

As you push my emotions, through my heart.
The feelings that I get , wish you for dead.

With dreams of you, drowning in my hate
With no one to save you, from the pool of hurt.

As you drown in your own self pity.
I will never again give you my life.

Shedding my skin,
I've been picking my skabs again.

I'm digging down through,
my old muscles looking for a clue.

I've been crawling on my belly,
clearing out what could of been.

I've been wallowing in my own,
confused and insecure delusions.

For a peace to cross over me,
or a word to guide me.

I want to feel the changes come down,
an know what I've been hiding in.

My shadow change is coming through my shadow.
Clearing out what could of been.

I want to feel the change consume me,
from my shadow within.