If I  could only get into your head
Not to control it, but to venture
What would I find, what would I see

Would I have to push away the cob webs
Would their be many unanswered questions
Would it be a safe journey

Would I find love or hate
Would I find pain or joy
Would I find hurt or happiness

How does one's mine actually turn
Does one push to the future or dwell in the past
Does one have an intelligent mind or is one labeled

The are two main types of personalities
Extroverts who are outspoken,
Introverts who are not.

Each has their pro's and con's
What's inside of your head

I often wonder how i have come to be.....
I often wonder how i travel through to see.....

This atmosphere that i live in, I cannot see...... Everytime I breathe my feelings change within me....

This flesh that i live in, i cannot control it's growth... So how can I be expected to control my mind......

I am influenced and brain washed by whats around me..... Please do not judge me for my actions, I know no difference......

Everytime my surroundings are replaced to something new....... I have to learn a new set of rules and adapt to it's culture......

I want to like change, but sometimes it is difficult for me...... As I become embellished with the change I then change......

I am often guided in my directions losing my main focus..... Only wanting to pull into my shell where I can find no answers.....

I drift aimlessly though my mind to try and discover my real purpose...... Only to be confused and excited, which leaves me bewildered.......

I have found my direction many times only to find myself distracted..... As I go though life I have learned many things, only not who I am......

My comfort level changes with every step I take.... My emotions change with every breathe I take.....

But in this life,
I must respect the wishes of my mind that is mine.....

Can you see when I was a child
Can you see what goes on inside my mind

Is there a reason, is there enough time
I can only dare, to roll back the days

When you tell a lie, I know it was mine
Riding on this high, I fall to the ground

Feeling like I was shot in the head
Everything before my eyes, turns to red

I don't care to ask the question, why
Only feeling, like I am back from the dead

I can now only pretend to be, who I am not
Just give me a reason, to shake your hand

I can capture you, with a smile
As I look deep into your eyes

I will not speak, my tongue has been cut
As my ears listen for the next lie

The truth only seems to confuse me
I have never known the words of sincerity

The true meanings of words such as

I Love you
Yes dear
I care
Are you ok

I don't quite understand
because they have never been spoken to me

I am trying to figure this out
As I look inside of my trembling head
Only to find nothing new in my flesh

Wanting a new life that I can hopefully understand
I try to purge my mind any way possible

I've tried drugs, alcohol, and thought of hurting myself
Nothing seems to work and one day I felt it

Tears from above, as I spoke about my past
It was my life rewinding in my head

I played it through to the end and watched it
Over and over and over again
and edited every bad part in my life

Finding where I went wrong if life
We cut those parts out of my past

My outlook on life has know changed
It is no longer about me, how selfish I was

My eye's are know clear
My ear's now listen
I can know speak the truth

And most importantly i understand
**Sincerity

What really makes a person

Some say it was what one has been through
Some say it is what one knows, schooling
Some say you have to experience certain things

Is it really what one has been through that makes them

Yes, I had my heart broke and yes it hurt
Yes, someone close to died and yes it hurt
Yes, I had money and toys and yes I was happy
Yes, I was in love before and yes I was happy

But you know what
I didn't have a ******* clue who I was

Right now I am a little sickened with tears in my eyes

This weekend I traveled 4 hours to Houston
Pretty town on the outside, ***** on the inside

I went to feed the homeless with people from New Orleans
that I didn't even know, and they were from a different ethnic

Me I love all people, we brought food and clothes for the homeless
Set it up in a closed park and they came in the groves

I talked and listen to testimony after testimony and really listened
I listen to hurt like no other hurt and they were so thankful
they wanted to express feelings to someone about what was going on

The police arrest them and the city won't help them. They say they do but they don't.

I have seen homeless, yet some of the people with me were shocked

The police eventually came and did not have the heart to throw us out.
They said they did want to help, but city all says get rid of them.
I heard it straight out of the mouth of the police

1.   If you have a question ask it.
2.   No question is a dumb question
3.   No is a complete sentence, no explanation required.
4.   If you have something on your mind, just say it.
5.   You cannot control what another one thinks, so don't worry about.
6.   Always be truthful and honest.
7.   Set goals and follow your dream.
8.   Never complain and never make excuses,
9.   Stay true to yourself and others
10. Show respect, love and care.
11. Think before you speak.

Life is defiantly a journey with ups and downs and keep pushing for what you want out of life.

It is not necessarily how you get there, just as long as you get there!

To the ones who love, to the ones who care
My hat is off to you, along with my respect

So many people lose track of what life is really about

If you are in a bind with problems
It is because you put yourself their

A problem is only a problem it you let it be
It was once a circumstance that you did not deal with

Life is hard enough on it's own, be responsible
Love and Care, you will then have things come to you