There is a wolf on my rooftop
I hear his paws pattering
There is a wolf on my rooftop

I am afraid to to leave my home
There is a wolf on my rooftop
My home in it I stay

The wolf on my rooftop
It howls my name
The wolf it howls from my roof

Of this wolf I am afraid
This devlish lycan
I am afraid of the wolf

The wolf want to devour
My soul and life
Devour me the wolf wants to

Yet I will not allow
The wolf to prevail
Allow the wolf I cannot

Because I am the wolf
On my rooftop
The wolf on the roof is me

Been a lot of **** that I held back
But I will let you know now
I feel the darkness of loneliness
Blackout, it's getting dark in here

Turn on the light, let me see what's in front of me
All of a sudden, this picture I painted just turned ugly
I'm trying to do good, but the devil's ******* with me
Because I never had no grief,
But now I am some ******* heat

It seems like every time I get it I lose it
Get it, abuse it, and what I'm left with is useless
Because three years in a row, I felt like the world was mine
And three years in a row, I lost it all in the blink of an eye
And I believe what I do will come back one day
But why am I still losing?
I can't take the pain
Am I to blame?
Please excuse me for my rotten ways
I'm just trying to do what I got to do

Get down and pray for me
To the souls from up above
And hopefully my guardian angel will show me some love
Forgive me for my sins and all the **** that I did
Hopefully in my dreams so wild
(If I ever have) It won't reflect on my child

They say, "One day here, it'll make sense"
That's why we get drunk and stay bent
Even the rose grows from the pavement
Yet I stay hidden in my mind's basement

I feel like I was born with stress on me
The only feeling I have in this world is the life within
Though my heart the doctor says is impaired
My blood it still flows red

You have to be near dead to see the nights I been through
**** near dead to feel the wind beneath you
Envisioning so much, my minds an open window
Where I gather all these thoughts for all your broken info
If seeing is believing then there's more to live for
My only reasoning is breathing
And I live to just hope
I live but I feel like I am on dope

I am just numb to the world
And everything in me
Like being at the bedside of a loved one
Waiting for them to die peacefully

And what you know about no heat and no electric?
I sold my soul to pay the bills, I'm so pathetic
I wake up and go to work, back aches and my shoulders and chest hurt
And what's it worth? I'm easily checked and don't control my earth
Still walk these hollow grounds, being lost but never found
Say to the Lord, "I'll die for love", but there's never sound
Screaming in vein, everything seeming the same
Ask my God, "What's the problem, why am I feeling this way?"
Ask my God, "Can you solve it?", this game, I'm bleedin' to stay

More than willing to give it up if I can't live it up
Hand in my head, gun in my lap
I try to maintain, the pain is unstoppable
Put my life on my back and I maneuver through the obstacles

Maybe I am not worthy of your bitterness or pain

Memories...
glisten from naked skeletons,
hung like sharp glass
shining in a sea of regret.

Petals...
plucked to breathe,
to survive the harshness
of winter.

Flesh...
oblivious to snow's chill,
caressed by the warmth
of inner compassion.

Flowers...
emerge at random
amid a carpet of thought,
recalling the summers
of happier times.

Fresh growth...
cupped in the
palms of future,
regenerating amidst
a cloak of bleakness.

Icicles...
drip languidly in the face
of desire, of strength
and determination,
as the calling of spring echoes
amidst a forest of hope
and the promise of
life anew.

If I could have anything...this is what I'd want
Forever to stay by your side and never go away

I'd love to hold you and that would be so tight

Cradle you next to me and admire your beauty
Over and over again look into your beautiful eyes
Unveiling the love that's been waiting for you
Letting you feel the intensity of my kisses here
Day and night let me surround you here with love

Have you any idea of how you've impacted me here?
All this man does here its literally love you
Very tenderly I'd love to make sure you're loved
Everyday would be sweet paradise for this man

A love that has no compare and it's everlasting
Nothing in the world matters to me but you
Yes...I've had this feeling growing deep inside me
Today the first thought on my mind was you
Hoping that you'd be next to me and holding tight
It's to also say three words that mean a lot here
Now those words will be proudly said "I love you"
Going to make sure...if I could have anything..that is you

If I should die this very moment
I wouldnt fear
For I have never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Still in my heart this moment
Or it might burst
Could we stay right here
Until the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry
Ive found the one Ive waited for

All this time Ive loved you
And never known your face
All this time Ive missed you
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
Here my heart knows calm
Safe in your soul
Bathed in your sighs
Wanna stay right here
Until the end of time
Till the earth stops turning
Gonna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

Your voice grabs me
Squeezes my soul
I take a hit
I am drunk
I have no chance to escape
On my way to see the king
It is my fate to be judged
In this place
I see the gates open
But I don’t know where I am going
Wanting to start a journey too….
My tomes are muddy
Clothes ******
I am down on one knee
Hug me
Time for a decision
I feel the weight of a nation
Hear the cries of its real
From people who are more fake
Than this page I internet on
Take my words
Grind them down to all its compounds
And see who my master really is

I'm lying in the dark
I'm counting the stars as they appear
I'm running all over the place trying to find you,
your out of my sight, out of my heart
but you'll always be in my mind
now I'm sitting in my room looking at myself,
with a disgusted look
I'm inching out of my skin
I'm scraping at my face,
with bleeding tears
coming from my wrists
i drop to my knees,
and think why am i not good enough for you?.
if i cut my wrists to show you my love....
will you be with me..
Do u believe in love, like i believe in pain