Can't sleep
it is over you I weep

Can't eat
the pit in my stomach is too deep

Can't find my feet
not sure what path led to the retreat

Doing stupid stuff
finding solace in fluff

She does not seem to see
I am a diamond in the rough

Can't shine through
makes me feel blue

Wondering if its true
if I ever really connected with you

Wondering if you see anything in me

Whatever will be, will be
but lately its been sad and lonely down here by the sea

waiting for just the right time for you and me

So close but yet so far
Now I wonder where you are

Gone from sight, you fade into the night
what seemed right has taken flight

With all my might, I resist and fight
chasing my demons into the night

The glowing dawn, now seems gone
must dig down deep to carry on

The path is dark the road is long
what filled my heart I guess was wrong

Its hard to swallow, torso is hollow
lump in my throat, no lifeboat

Not knowing is slowing my capacity for growing

Not loving is shoving my heart and soul into a big dark hole

My mind is unclear, clouded with fear
Abandonment and loss is the cause of my delusional mirage

Home alone, yet lost in a sea
of emotion that overwhelms me

So its another snow day
Cold miserable and grey

Alone
Wondering

Wondering if its all slipped away
like the snow on a warm day

Frozen out and
Ghosted.....

Sometimes tragic
Sometimes magic

This is the nature of fate

The wait can be static
even erratic

just don't panic

Sometimes all you can do is wait.....