I tried to better my self for you..
I tried to become someone greater than this mess.
I tried to make you smile.
I tried to make you see the brighter side.
I tried being there for you.
I tried to help you.
I tried to make them listen.
I tried to explain my self, I tried to help you explain yourself.
I tried being this person.. The one I want to see in the mirror & smile back.
I am this mess.
I am this sick, tired, lonely, selfish fool that can't stop loving you.
I am this stupid, weak, full of lust mental case that can't stop thinking of a "Perfect World". Where I am something better, where we are together.
-D.

will i ever love you?
no
will I ever want you back?
no
will I ever forget everything you did?
no.
will I ever stop having feelings for you?
no.
but will I move on?
yeah.
will i love you again?
...no. never again will I fall back into your arms. twice is enough.
you don't have me anymore.
no. no. no.

will I ever be good enough for you? will I ever fill your silliness? your happiness? your sadness? will I fulfill your needs and wants? will you learn to love me? will I learn to love you?

its your birthday today,
and there is so much
i want to say to you
but there is only so little
i can put into words
because i can’t speak
when it comes to you
i can’t think straight
i can only think of
the beating of your heart
the day you fell asleep
on me, or the feeling of
my hand in yours.  
all i can say right now
is happy birthday.
i wish you stayed.

S.W

Happy birthday...
I love you.
I miss you.
Why can't you stay?
Please come back...

i found you
but you’ve found
someone else
so i will not let you know

i’m choking on
questions like
was i foolish for
thinking your heart
could still beat for me?
and
am i selfish for
wishing it did?

i found you
but i know
you are better off
with me hiding
in the trees

i will not let you know.

What is that one thing that is killing us all?
What is that one thing we can never face?
What is that one thing we let people use against us?
(our insecurities)

Here is a message from me to you:

Let go of your insecurities,
I know it might be hard but you gotta take one step at a time.
You are a beautiful and strong human being,
don't let anyone bring you down.
Don't you ever have doubt in yourselves.
There is at least one person who sees past your flaws,
and loves you for who you are.

Be strong and don't let anyone bring you down. :)

Someone will always be prettier,
Someone will always be smarter,
Someone will always be younger,
...But they will never be you.