I try so hard just so someone looks at me
I try so hard so they acknowledge me
I try so hard to fit in
I try so hard to be normal
I try and I try
I try so hard to spell correct
I try so hard to stay calm
I try so hard to stay me
I try so hard in everything I do
I try and I try
*this is me

The river of the lake
flows so strongly
Night and Day it flows
soft when low thundering when high.
the river threatens you as you walk by
the river warns you not to fall in
you can never tame the river

The lack of inspiration is a killer
lack of inspiration is a downer
lack of inspiration makes you write this
lack of inspiration drowns you of your creativity
lack of inspiration makes me stop writing and think
lack of inspiration makes me yearn with excitement for the next line
the lack of inspiration made me write this with no ideas

I have a Dog named Ellie
Ellie is smelly
she has a big belly
she doesn't share her jelly
she has a felly attached to her Chevy
  she lived in New Delhi with the royal Kelly
  Kelly and Ellie both have a big belly
but they weren't both smelly.

What is this Pain in my mind.
I know what it is but I cant touch it.
I cant see it.
The pain frightens me
and when I hear it I know its my voice
telling me to jump.

I stare out my window all I see  is a light.
The light flashes in a  zigzag motion.
Am I scared No.
I am mesmerized by its beauty.

Blue is the sky
Blue is the water
Blue is the memory of summers passed
Blue is sadness that has taken over
Blue is a color
and Blue is the Color of me.