I still remember my thoughts from the beginning
I was so worried of losing you
You would always reassure me
and tell me everything would be okay
I trusted that everything would truly work out
You were a great convincer
Because look at us now
You treat me like I'm invisible

Never again
will I fall for someone so hard
Never again
will I trust someone so quickly
Never again
will I be so vulnerable
Never again
will I apologize for someone else's actions
Never again
will I let someone take advantage of me
Never again
will I stay in a one way relationship
Never again.

If I could have one wish
It would be to go back to all of those summer nights we spent together
I would've done things differently
If I had known
That our relationship would just go downhill after you started college

Before things got rough
Everything was perfect
We had the best dates and
We shared the best laughs
You helped me out of a hard dark time in my life
And I can't thank you enough
But good moments only last so long
7 months down the line,
Things changed,
You changed
I can't blame you
I predicted you would lost interest in me sometime
But why?
I gave you my heart and you took it
At first you handled it well
But now you're breaking it

You say you're extremely busy
You say you're sorry that we don't talk often
You say you still have feelings for me
I honestly don't know
what to do
I can't wait for you forever
You were the best thing that ever happened to me and
I never thought the day would come where I would question our relationship

I have just realized that
I have been way too easy on you
For you have not treated me the way I deserve
I have given you far too many chances to get it right and
frankly I can't give you anymore
I love you
I really do and
I care about you,
more than anything
but sometimes I feel that this is a one way relationship and
relationships can't be like that
I really don't know
where to go from here

I still remember
the first time we talked
From the start
we had a great connection
Over a few short months
we became inseparable
But then September 16th hit  
That was the day everything changed
All that we had gone through together was thrown away
It is almost as if you forgot about
How we met, the summer nights together, our first kiss, the letters
everything
Now I can only hope
that all of our wonderful memories will soon come back to you

3 months past
your face
your smile
your voice
your laugh
all memories of you
slowly fading away

About to give up
at my breaking point
but they say, “never give up on someone you can’t go a day without thinking about”
I think about you all day everyday
so it wouldn’t be right to give up
not that easily
after everything we’ve been through
I believe that you’re worth it
but am I?

I loved you
but to you, I was simply just a girl to talk to
I thought this love was true
but you didn’t follow through
I thought we were soul mates
but then you went to college and everything changed
suddenly there was doubt in my mind
about you, about us
I can’t lose you, I can’t lose you

Miles cannot separate us
for our love is so powerful
nothing can break it
love so true
and so real
brought together by fate
our chemistry will never break

Mixed feelings
Mixed emotions
love me one minute
hate me the next
oh just pick one
either love me
or leave me
but stop with the mixed signals

I love you;

I really do.

I trust you with my life,

or at least I did.
I gave you everything I had.

You were the best thing that ever happened to me.


Distance is hard, but I still love you.

I believe we can go back to how we once were, but do you agree?

My heart tells me to stay;

My brain tells me to go.

I can picture us together in the future, but maybe right now isn’t the right time.

What if I leave and this becomes the biggest mistake of my life?

But what if I stay and this becomes the biggest mistake of my life?

Whatever I choose,
I know one thing for sure;

I love you.
Nothing will ever change that.

I still remember the day I opened the letter for the first time.
I could get past the first sentence before completely balling my eyes out.
From that sentence I knew how hard it would be to not see you for so long.
But I knew that you would try your hardest to make it work,
I still can't believe I trusted you
because look at us now
It's been 3 months and everything completely changed
for the worst
Your feelings completely diminished while mine stayed the same.
I want the old you back.

I had never been so happy in my life
until I met you
My life was finally perfect
I thought nothing could go wrong
and then you left
You left just like that and broke my heart