3 months past
your face
your smile
your voice
your laugh
all memories of you
slowly fading away

About to give up
at my breaking point
but they say, “never give up on someone you can’t go a day without thinking about”
I think about you all day everyday
so it wouldn’t be right to give up
not that easily
after everything we’ve been through
I believe that you’re worth it
but am I?

I loved you
but to you, I was simply just a girl to talk to
I thought this love was true
but you didn’t follow through
I thought we were soul mates
but then you went to college and everything changed
suddenly there was doubt in my mind
about you, about us
I can’t lose you, I can’t lose you

Miles cannot separate us
for our love is so powerful
nothing can break it
love so true
and so real
brought together by fate
our chemistry will never break

Mixed feelings
Mixed emotions
love me one minute
hate me the next
oh just pick one
either love me
or leave me
but stop with the mixed signals

I love you;

I really do.

I trust you with my life,

or at least I did.
I gave you everything I had.

You were the best thing that ever happened to me.


Distance is hard, but I still love you.

I believe we can go back to how we once were, but do you agree?

My heart tells me to stay;

My brain tells me to go.

I can picture us together in the future, but maybe right now isn’t the right time.

What if I leave and this becomes the biggest mistake of my life?

But what if I stay and this becomes the biggest mistake of my life?

Whatever I choose,
I know one thing for sure;

I love you.
Nothing will ever change that.

I still remember the day I opened the letter for the first time.
I could get past the first sentence before completely balling my eyes out.
From that sentence I knew how hard it would be to not see you for so long.
But I knew that you would try your hardest to make it work,
I still can't believe I trusted you
because look at us now
It's been 3 months and everything completely changed
for the worst
Your feelings completely diminished while mine stayed the same.
I want the old you back.