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Kelsey Jenkins Jan 2014
I'm stuck
Stuck in a world of self harm and torment
My insecurities have engulfed my inner thought and have taken over
Reality has escaped
Now my world of sorrow is reality
A new reality
Kelsey Jenkins Jan 2014
I'm a average daisy in a field of beautiful roses,
Sometimes I feel unwanted, unneeded,
But then I'm reminded,
The roses may be beautiful and elegant,
But daisies have character and spirit,
In a person which would you rather have around you?

I don't know about you but...
I'm proud to be a daisy
Cry
Kelsey Jenkins Jul 2013
Cry
I want to cry
But my insecurities get in the way
If I cry
If I show weakness
I will be seen through a bad eye
So I cry in silence, in the middle of the night
About what happened through the day
The feelings I kept locked inside
Cry
Kelsey Jenkins Jun 2013
I'm so tired of everything
I just want to keep dreaming
Of a world where dreams can actually come true
Where the love goes straight to the heart
And the people are nothing like you
So please if you want to take part
Then you should join my dream to
Kelsey Jenkins Jun 2013
I'm glad that I met you
I'm glad that your gone
I'm glad I loved you but i knew all along
That you were a cheater
That you were a ****
But I'm glad that i knew you
I'm glad that I hurt
Because if I didn't...
What a waste of time
If i didn't cry
I wouldn't have feelings
I wouldn't have felt
The love that we shared that made me melt
So thank you for this...
But that doesn't mean you can do it again
I'm smarter now than i was then
Kelsey Jenkins Jun 2013
If trying harder is what i need to do then i will do it
I don't care how long it takes
Or how far i have to go
I just need to be with you
Your everything i would ever want and more
So i will try harder
If i don't whats the point of having this feeling at all?
So I've decided to keep my feelings locked inside
Until I find a way to make you notice me
Even if it's just a bit
I want to talk to you
I NEED to talk to you
Please
Because i love you
Kelsey Jenkins Jan 2014
My life's an utter mess
I can't take firm grasp of it
But I would never confess
That I feel like if my footing is off by just a bit
I'll fall into a never ending hole of criticism

If you were in the position to judge someones every move
Would you?
It could either help them to improve
Or it could break them on the inside

It's not a simple matter
Kelsey Jenkins Jun 2013
What do you think of love?
Love is something i would like to be free of
The sorrow of losing to another
I think love should be eternal and not to be shared between three
That is what the other said
Kelsey Jenkins Jun 2013
I have a monster living inside
It tells me things i don't want to hear
Why does it tell me that i want to die?
But in the middle of the night it whispers it in my ear
One night i said "I'VE HAD ENOUGH!"
And i knew it would be tough
But i killed my monster
Kelsey Jenkins Jul 2013
Hopefully tomorrow the sun will shine
And we can all smile together
But no one really knows if it will be fine
Not even weather men know exactly the weather

So just smile
And be happy
Put all your worries in a pile
And stop being all sappy

Life will still go on
And good things will happen
Even if your friends are gone
It all depends on your actions

Smile
Because the world isn't ending
Take all your happy out of the file
The answer doesn't need to be pending

Hopefully you will smile forever and ever
And love with all your heart
So frowning is a never!
And your trust will never part

Smile :)

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