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k Jul 2014
i don't know what you're doing
and i don't know how you've been
but i know that my fingers
itch without yours
and my body's grown empty
when i fall asleep without you
i know the miss the laugh that
you pulled from my chest
and i know you made me
believe in everything
i said i never would.
i know that
i miss you.
i know that
i love you.
k Jul 2014
i still choose you
k Jun 2014
developed a little
bad habit per say
started smoking
cigarrettes on
summer nights
each one filling
my lungs with
thick smoke leaving
tastes of you lingering
on my lips
k Jun 2014
it's funny
how forever
can be so short,
whether ended by
choice or unwillingly,
forever
is forever on
the precarious edge
of ending
k Jun 2014
i just need you to be here so i can collapse on your bed with you and you can make me talk about whats happening in my head even though i don't want to, even though i don't have the words to make it all make sense
you just trick me into figuring it out with your eyes and your questions and your frustrations with me,
and i need that bed with us curled together with all of our anger and jealousy and laughter and love smashing into each other falling in love with our hatred and sweetness and ***
i just need your arms and that bed and the stillness you bring me, the smile you coax from my devastating destruction, i need your blistering beauty to warm my cold aching soul
k Jun 2014
im not crazy,

i promise.

its just that
you wake
to my sleeping
and i wake
to your evening
and it simply
is not enough
to satisfy my
crazed cravings for
every bit of
you.
k May 2014
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its how you make fun of everything i do
and how you always leave your clothes behind,
the way you tickle me uncontrollably
and occasionally give me wedgies,
its how you want to be a chef and be a politician and travel the world,
how you always go cross eyed in pictures
and think you're the greatest thing thats ever happened,
how you get unbelievably jealous
and always put me in my place,
its how you've grown to trust me
or at least pretend to to make me happy,
how you dance like an idiot
singing lady gaga and katy perry
and the way you smash me to make me giggle,
its your huge dumb dimples
and your confidence and your humor and your anger,
its the way you look at me until i say what, then never give an answer,
how you call me kellzzz to make fun of me
and never let me win,
its how you hold me all night
and how you snore so ******* loudly,
the way you slap my cheeks and grab my face to kiss me,
the way you call me beautiful even in the messy morning,
its how you're almost as competitive as me
and how you're so freaking smart,
how you taught me about geography and never let me forget it,
its how you love classic movies
and look kind of like jaime lannister,
the way you pick me up till i scream
and always, always make me laugh,
its how you drunkenly told me the words
we both promised we would never say
and how every moment I'm with you
you make me want to say them too
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