When we first met
Both broken apart
What a good fit
So i thought

A friend to confide in
We built ourselves up
Fun and laughter
Volcanoe in sight
Soon to errupt

A chess piece unknown
Soon to be played
Not knowing the plot
I happily stayed

Years gone by
Beautiful highs
Heartbreaking lows
The sound of your mouth
Erased your lies

3000 miles away
All i wanted was you
Yet blamed for your sins
After waving goodbye so soon

You played your games
Made new friends
Black and white
Numbed your head

My friend moved on
Easch night and day
He made his choice
What could i say

Days with no sound
Conversations ran thin
To hear your voice
Where do i begin

You said you tried
You never went
Another lie
You chose to invent

You had no choice
So hit the road
Not even realizing
You are a fraud

You had your fun
Till u had no choice
The wall torn apart
Now has a voice...
... Kelcee All

why did i try
why did i cry
why did u lie
why did u deny

u watched me speak
and denied your truth
do onto others
we learn in our youth

when this moment has passed
and the road is your home
remember i love u
and i wont be alone
...Kelcee All

trying to write
trying to get through
trying to smile
hes the one i miss

love soo strong
gave in to it all
pain full on
blinded by the fall

yet i sit here crying
remembering good times
missing the laughs
wondering whats next

i lie to myself
i lie to my heart
i need to get through this
its tearing me apart
... Kelcee All

How is it possible to love & miss the ONE person you hate & fear the most ???
... Kelcee All

A short time ago
Stood a girl in blue
Not her dress
But the way she felt...

A boy she knew
Made her feel brand new
Then took it away
Without a clue

She had no way
To reveal her shame
But felt in his words
Each night and day

What could she say
She had no excuse
She sat in silence
And took the abuse...

She did not feel proud
Pretty or pure
Never to forget
There is no cure

He forgave his love
With each harsh word
And as days had passed
She doubted her world

I do what i say
I say what i do
But for you my dear
I will not allow you

You hurt me once
You hurt me twice
You will not question me
This is my vice

So sit there and take it
Prove yourself to me
I will show you truely
How weak you can be

Until i am satisfied
I will not stop
Your too late
The stage has been set...

... Kelcee All

Back and forth
Day and night
yin and yang
fight or flight

hold that smile
kid yourself later
that ghost Within
is your own creator

Pride & Power
soon will sour
count your blessings
hour to hour

Family and friends
one in the same
they come and go
so remember your name

be kind to all
black a red hearts
forgive yourself
and those who tore you apart

you are no angel
you yourself have done wrong
I write this in hopes
We may all remain strong
...Kelcee All

He writes to me
As if i dont know
hidden feelings
he cannot show

I may be wrong
Possibility right
Hes always with me
Though out of sight

Truth be told
He has my heart
My one true love
Till death do us part

... Kelcee All