somewhat focused... yet alwayZ wrong... Climbing the walls...  Singing a song... Feel me reach... Wrists tightly bound... Tired of spinning round and round... The faster the spin ... The longer the daze... Hold out your hand... Head out of sand... suffering without breath... Begging to understand... If left alone... Future unknown... Help to bury... The demons that reside...
... Kelcee All

Not a typical day..  just another one.. same as the last... searching to find...a Feeling to express...tired of this overwhelming state of deress... drawing of a line... Black, white, red, or green... Makes no difference... White is everything... Make the bed... rest your head... maintain a thought before turning red... Close your eyes and you will see..  the very being you know you should be... here nor there... up or down... a rhombus or Square... Fact or fiction... don't hit the ground... the sound, a reflection... as if a cloud... The Sun Burns bright... as does the fight... The Power Within... Cannot be taken... the Phoenix inside... will always rise... Do or Die... See my demise...
... Kelcee All

Cold and alone... Surrounded by ice... This ship has sailed... not once, but twice... Alone with the enemy... His name, a memory... flavor of red... symbol, destruction... eyes so black... A train off track...  four letter word... a whisper unheard... How absurd... after giving my word... stronger he knows... Uses it for sport... Head held high... on his own turf... soon we shall see... my unspoken worth... Alwayzzz winning... along with a friend...  name unknown... but is also red... burns like smoke... darkens your lungs... like his friend... they both win in the end... Open your eyes and see... the dark within ... it has taken over... When you cut you bleed... Find the strength to fly... Feel the need to be free..  it wants you to see... Who you can really be...
... Kelcee All

He changed my world... upside down... inside out... intertwined, not figured out... made him see... who I wanted him to... little did he  know... what was inside of me .. thank God he never found out... crushed before that came about... good for him... be on your way... she's waiting for you... in another day... I no longer want you... no longer need you... you waste my time... You thought I was blind... Matter of time... your colors have shown... passing the test... Ha... put you to rest... I bid you adieu.. wish the world for you... Speak to your God... in that empty Pue...
... Kelcee All

casting Shadows... dreams of Faraway days... spinning in circles... my mind is a maze... I often wonder... what the days will bring... as I sit all alone... watching others smile and sing... hoping one day I will be able to say... I am truly happy... at least for one day... until that time... I try and mask the pain... alone with my demons... I often try to tame...
... Kelcee All

Flipping through pages... both front and back... identifying moments... of time we want back... we live our lives the best we can... We will stumble and fall, get off track...but just as quickly we heal and we're back...Use memories of past experiences as a tool... Some happy and full of laughter... Others are sad and filled with pain... Use this as a guide and Write Your Own Book... Picture your future as you hope it to be ... Now take small steps everyday to shape it... Your future is waiting for you... Go live it...
... Kelcee All

Feeling so empty... so cold and alone... does anyone hear me... just leave me alone... wanting the silence... but begging for an ear... just hear me out... don't question my dear... so much inside... I can't explain.. I just have these feelings... of sadness and pain...
Rolling eyes and grinding teeth... so much anger... in need of relief... Nowhere to Run nowhere to hide... no one to hold me  ...dying inside... hold back the tears quiet the screams nothing is ever What It Seems...
Kelcee All