Loving and not getting the same in return makes me weak

Being loved when I can't love back makes me sick

If love makes me do something stupid then I hope my heart stops

I'd rather be a loner than die choked with false hopes.

At least they'll say I wrote poems
or maybe I inspired a handful of poets

I wanted to give up
but then I realized
that life is a jigsaw
and my heart was the missing piece

She was the best thing happening to me
my life was a colorful  sea
we'd laugh at each other
laugh together, grab a burger
watch the sun set and seal the day with a kiss

Whenever she was away, there's something I'd miss
my happiness, my miss
I knew we were meant to be

Her angelic face,  lit up my world
her smile can't be described by words
She was everything I'd ever need
our love grew to a sycamore, from a tiny seed
How amazing life was.
Love life

"You're the last thing I'd ever want to lose"
she would whisper in my ears
Lost in her world
I fell in an abyss of love
Blindly I followed her,  as she led the way

until the day when I stopped being in her priority list
her worries, I was the least
She turned into an aggravated beast
A monster a hungry predator
Her demons haunted me
they were cutting my heart piece by piece
until it was no more
and
all this,  she thought was normal

Love turned to bitter hate
I saw it better to leave before it was too late
But then she had the same idea
All that she did to push me away

If only I knew