A thousand letters for you

To tell how I feel

To tell what I've been hiding

To finally be real



Its time I adopt confidence

For this is plumbless

And comes from the heart

That's been under that hut,



I would have said this a long time ago

But I couldn't

Afraid I'd be befriended

Or worse, rejected



It would hurt true

Dreams bestrewed

Hopes shuttered

Ego humbled



But am ready,

Ready for anything

Ready to take it in

Ready to tell what I feel

to finally be real



Its not by sheer luck

I got to know you

It was meant to happen I choose to believe


For that reason I took a pen

And wrote this

Only for you

For it comes not from being poesy

But something I have always wanted to say

There's a difference between loving and being in love

Same as the raven being different from the dove

Let me call you my love

Let me here you call me My love



Love me more not just as a friend

Let's do this for days on end

Take it to another level





See my hands

That's your image I suppose

A thousand letters

Meant to propose



Will you be my girl?

Just because I'm mad angry and sad
torn between good and bad
doesn't mean you got the right to judge me
We all do things we never  intended to
things we'll live to regret
things that forever will be secrets
and we would be buried with
I'm human
we make mistakes in different dimensions
the mistake could be someone you care for, someone you Love, someone you'd take a bullet for!
Biggest mistake ever,  I know
and once you learn the truth?
It's always too late
you had fallen right into a trap
with no map back home
home where we belong
where we are appreciated by all!!