Life is like a flower that grows,
Life is like a river that flows.
But the life I would want for me,
Is a bird, spreading its wings, flying free.

For so long I kept you under the water,
For so long you’ve tried to break the surface.
I don’t want you to win,
But I’m tired of fighting you for my space.
Only one of us can be in control,
If it’s you, both of us would surely fall.
So I will try to keep you deep beneath the surface,
So that I do not lose it all.

I will not admit,
That I am you,
And you are me.
I will always deny,
That we are one,
It’s the truth I won’t believe.
Cause in my mind,
We are separate,
You and I.
This is how I will live,
Always fighting the truth,
Always living a lie.
Cause I can’t admit,
That we are the same,
You and I.

The Truth
I wish that I could say that I am over it,
I wish that I could say I was fine,
But the truth of the matter is,
I am going out of my mind.

I wish that I could say that everything is great,
That I’m doing well, I’m doing okay.
But the truth that I am afraid to admit,
Is I feel like I am losing a little more of myself each day.

I wish that I would’ve never looked your way,
Cause the moment I did, I couldn’t look away.
And the truth that I wish was a lie,
Is that I love the games you play.

You are the one who holds my hand,

The one who keeps me up, helps me stand.

You are the one, who keeps me from climbing the wall,

The one who is there for me thru it all.

You are always there for me, good or bad,

Always with me, whether I’m happy or sad.

So thru it all, I’m glad you are the one standing beside me,

Even if you are the who causes most of my insanity.