KB - Hello Poetry

KB Nov 2015

Thoughts

I ask you for your time,
I beg for you to give me stability.
You give me what I want to hear,
But in the end, it doesn’t do **** for me.
This dissonance is the confusion,
Your writing is my catastrophe.
My thoughts are in a tangle,
This web you weave is deadly.
Take my soul, my sanity,
Go ahead, **** the life right out of me.
Because I begged you for something solid,
But you couldn’t give me stability.
Now I am living in a state of delusions,
From the lies you told to me.

KB Feb 2015

Untitled

I shouldn’t have left you see, the skeletons in the closet,
They were meant to be hidden, to be forgotten.
But there they are, creeping up on me,
Always suffocating the happiness within.
I am screaming, take the demons away,
Or just end me, I don’t want this pain today.
I want to tell you I'm a different person,
I wish I could be the expectation you need.
But I am only this broken human being,
Far from the perfect expectation indeed.

KB Feb 2015

Skin

Skin, every time our skin connects,
It makes my heart beat just a little faster.
Every time I feel your breath on my neck,
I know my thoughts are headed for disaster.
I can't shake it, I cannot think straight,
Cannot fight this feeling inside you give me.
Every touch you make, and our skin connects,
The connection takes me higher, drives me to ecstasy.
Every time, you run your fingers through my hair,
The connection makes me mad, sends me into a frenzy.
Pure extreme bliss, from the feeling of you against me,
Taking a part of me, leaving me wanting so much more.
And when I say goodbye, you leave, and the bliss is gone.
All I can think of, is the way your skin felt on me, moments before.

KB Feb 2015

Politicians

Politicians, they are the ones who lie.
Make you believe, the **** that they say.

You are the liar, the one I had believed,
I opened my eyes, I wiped the lust away.
I saw your truth, I saw your deceit,
I saw you were stripping the innocence from me.
I wanted to hate you, I wanted to love you,
I wanted to waste your existence permanently!

Politicians, they are the ones who are selfish,
They will make you part of their possessions.

You are the one, filling up my head with promises,
Leaving me with all these ******* obsessions!
I want to wash away, the memory you left,
Every part of you in me, is something I've burned.
I will take back everything you took from me,
I was deceived! But now I have finally learned.

Politicians, they are the evil beings destroying humanity,
You are the politician, who destroyed all the purity in me.

KB Feb 2015

I Live Inside

I live inside a world,
That I'm not really in.
I walk inside a place,
With emptiness within.
I want to get out,
I want to be free.
I live inside someone else,
Waiting for somebody,
To come and rescue me.

KB Feb 2015

I Control Me

Don't put words in my mouth,
I won't let you control me that way.
Get away, keep out of my space,
I don't want to hear your voice today.
Don't you ever think that you'll be in charge,
I and I am in control of me.
So take your useless words and leave,
Go away, stay away from my territory,
Because I and only I control me.

KB Jun 2014

Desperate

I am desperately trying to cling to life,
But I am running out of reason to do so.
I am desperately trying to reach the light,
But darkness is all I have to show.
This is your fault and mine as well,
Mine for letting you get the best of me.
But I will desperately try to fight to be free,
From the clutches that hold onto me tightly.